The the lakes the rivers the sea so Grand
just like the ocean they flow in me
And who you are who you wanted to be
they are no more, they cease to be,
but they will live on me.
I see your face in everything
it's beauty Grand
but this I want it to be.
Your voice comes round I hold it close cherishingly.
I long for it like the sailor to the sea but
it WILL bring me down relentlessly.
I have no boat I have only hope
that you will see, the universe wants it be,
but you are blind, or maybe it's me.
So I call you close as you stay, just a few feet from me.
You get so close, it makes me choke,
you do not want this touch from me.
The signs you show, mixed, emotionally,
you do not know what you do not see, and
you do not see, what's in front of me.
You can not see yourself,
you've taken every mirror but left the pictures on the shelf.
You look back in awe, and as you run free,
just find memories, of something we both wanted to be.
You long for that, but can not see,
the pointlessness,
of chasing it in anyone else but me.
I gave it to you I made it be,
it was I who created this world you see.
So why won't you, let me make it be?
you run to darkness, to afraid to see.
The light that guides is inside you see.,
only your flashlight in front of you, courageously.
Your smile so bright, it illuminates the night.
Others come, they seek it's shelter,
the light so real, overwhelmed, it begins to swelter.
But it's light only lasts long enough to see,
your on your own, they will make it be.
They want the light, not you, you see.
They do not want the home, you seek to see.
They have chopped it down and convinced you that you have no home,
you are now what, they used to destroy, this fantasy.
You live in the ashes, they float round you see,
falling down from the skies, like fleas on me.
They make me itch, they make me scratch,
I try to rid myself, but I scratch to no end,
and when they're gone, I see I'm wrong
they were only here from you my dear,
And now your gone and I'm left alone,
only to bleed, internally.








