#polarbear ranting...nothin new

[polarbearaone]

ok, I got sent an ask basically saying how takeda and kiyoko are insecure about their bodies and I went on a full rant about my love for takeda. but because I am the dumbest person alive I accidentally deleted the ask so if you sent it, hi here is my response! keep reading if you want to hear my love for takeda <3

for uni, i research the japanese economy and cultural customs of japan. I am not sure if anyone remebers when ukai said that his mother is pushing him to get married. HE WASNT LYING!!! many men in japan dont want to get married or have kids because of the economic instability in japan. I will not go into detail about the japanese economy, unless you want me to, but many men go into their late 30's without getting married because they fear that their job isnt "good enough" for a women to like them. I am not saying that is the case for Takeda but hes in his early to mid 30's so its what I assumed. If that is the case, hi takeda I will marry you rn and have 5 kids with you. I literally love how devoted he is to his kids and how excited he is about teaching. DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN HE WAS BEING ASKED SOMETHING IN HIS LUNCH AND HIS LITTLE CHEEKS WERE FULL OF ONIGIRI LIKE GRRR I WANTED TO KISS HIS CHEEKS SO BAD!!!! i want to make him homemade bentos everyday for lunch and have his little tummy push out his shirt. he will be like "baby :( please no more bentos, my tummy is getting big" and i will 100% kiss his stomach. the ask said " takeda rarely is seen without his jumpsuit because of his insecurities. and after i leave his body full of hickeys, yea he wont take that jumpsuit off!!!! hes so shy and bashful I KNOW THIS MAN IS SUBMISSIVE IN BED and how i will make him let out the prettiest moans :( I know he will get so shy whenever he's teaching a class but his collared shirt doesnt really cover the hickey i left on his collarbone. after I make him cum 3 times in the teachers restroom, I'll walk him back to the gym acting all innocent when I say I was just "passing by". whenever he thinks you're not looking, he stares at himself in the mirror, the small stretchmarks on his tummy from all the good food you give him are faint compared to the hickeys you left on his chest and thighs. he might not love his body fully but he might come around to the idea if you keep giving him hickeys <3

[polarbearaone]

here ranting cause this is a safe place. gang orca is so,,,,amazing??? like I get it, he’s a whale but mha animators knew they was making him fine as fuck. but I just wanna say how much I would love to be his significant other. it’s canon that people are scared of him and I would assume it’s made him step back from being romantic but plz lemme kiss your forehead and hold your enormously big hands. I’m pretty big so I feel comfortable liking bigger characters, but I KNOW I can sit on his lap and he would be so ok with it. like I wanna nap on his lap and have his big arms hold me. or I wanna cuddle him when we go to sleep and I wanna make him the little spoon despite him being bigger than me. I wanna meet his family and assure them that I love their son. like am I actually delusional or am I like,,,,,nvm im delusional. it’s to the point where I cannot sleep unless I imagine gang orca holding me at night

[polarbearaone]

soft stuff? u shall receive! aone and kyotani both love it when you hold their pinkies or index fingers. they love making you feel safe and loved, even with a simple gesture like that. if you look at their faces, you'll see the softest smile and blush on aone, and a scowl that holds no anger as kyotani stares at you with red cheeks. they both love u so much!

im a very fidgety person and I need to be touching someone or something. my friends have learned that habit of mine and often let me hold their index. it makes me :D when I get anxious and I see my best friend give me his index finger. I would love to sit with aone in a train, the pink sunset shining on our faces and I hold his index finger. probably a little too tight since I’m nervous about pda that he’ll probably feel my heartbeat through my hold. also I would kill to be able to walk to Kyōtanis house, our hands brushing cause both of us are scared to actually hold each other’s hands. I just :( I really want them to hold me rn :(

[polarbearaone]

stop plz im so stressed and I de-stress with writing cute scenarios for y’all and the fact that y’all wont be able to see it makes me more stressed :((((

[polarbearaone]

HELLO HERE'S YOUR DAILY REMINDER THAT AONE AND KYOTANI AND ALL YOUR OTHER FAVS LOVE YOU!! SO!!! MUCH!!!!

idk how you guessed but it’s 1 am and I am sitting in my bed sobbing about aone 🙃 i kinda get sad that have FEELINGS for a character that isn’t real but when he’s the one that calms my thoughts I just get emotional. also I thought about kyo a lot today. how I haven’t written simp kyotani in a while and it’s what got me excited to write in the first place. oh the things I would do to have aone hug me while I cried my eyes out :(

[polarbearaone]

also, a while back I reached 1k followers and I just want to say thank you so so so much. I literally love you all with all my heart and I just want to thank you all for supporting me and my silly writing. I will try my best to write for you all more :) <3

[polarbearaone]

aone and kyotani are holding u so gently right now

the way I’m not in the right mental space to write so I sit on my desk waiting for my fingers to type and I see this and all of I sudden I feel the urge to sleep. but I have to cuddle my pillow to sleep and it felt as if I was being held and yes, this is the third night in a row I cry over aone and Kyōtani. send in more soft shit like this so I can continuously cry

[polarbearaone]

Like gurl, honestly, I've loved Kyotani since I saw a fanart of him. Then I proceeded to find out about Aone and like...NOW I'M SIMPING HARD FOR THEM LIKE REALLY MAN...I also like Daddy Daichi. So the three of them are my jam mwah 🙃 Can you FEEL me simping right now? i bet you can EVEN HEAR ME SIMPING AGH Sorry for being so loud in your asks!!!

DAICHI IS LIKE SO FINE FOR WHAT LIKE THE SECURITY HE GIVES OFF , yea I got daddy issues so what 😞‼️ BUT USHY GUSHY MWAH HES SO MWAH also UKAI , ukai makes me ACT UP. I have no many characters that make me sin