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NAWT THE ANGST :/
Tyki looking at the body: Murder wasn’t on today’s agenda.
Allen, horrified: It’s not on anyone’s!
Tyki: No, it’s on mine, just not until next Thursday.
A D.Gray-Man Thought...
While reading chapter 232, I just got the scariest bit of canon news I may have ever gotten about Allen.
Not only was Allen overworked and underfed (which we know is actually really dangerous because of his Innocence), but he was emotionally and physically abused. Cosimov, a pierrot, would frequently beat and degrade him and no one would do anything about it. Some others, including the cook, would beat him too. This boy even almost passes out several times because of hunger and exhaustion. They're running him into the ground.
They gaslighted him into believing that they were being kind to him and that all the punishments and beatings they gave him were his own fault.
They wouldn't even give him a proper name, they just kept calling him Red-Arm or Lil' Red.
The scariest part, though, was that it was hinted that the Ringmaster was interested in Allen sexually, though it's never stated if he has done anything to Allen yet beyond some inappropriate touches. Allen was definitely around ten, but he knew what the Ringmaster's intent was when he swiped his grubby hands over his bottom lip. Allen looked terrified.
Allen is a child slave bought by this possible pedophile, so he technically can't resist if this guy decides to force himself on him. The man obviously has power over Allen, scaring him into behaving by threatening to put him back in the Freak Show or kicking him out on the streets (which is an extremely dangerous place to be for a child Allen's age, especially during winter).
I'm so happy Mana and "Allen" are going to be there for him, even though I know what's going to happen to both of them.
Niall mentioned by Allen on Lilly Singh (25 September 2019)
"Children don't grow up. Our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up."
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No others Word SPOILER!!
“ I will never stop this prayer leaving my lips Someone please show this child what love is Take those tiny hands and leave a kiss “
What the director and Cosmo did to him I find no words but heartless and repeatable! I know you shouldn't wish anyone dead, but that the circus was destroyed by an Akuma attack and only Mana and "Red"/ Allen survived is the best thing that could have happened to the boy!
Dgraycember Day 11. Encounter with darkness.
“The strange thing asked Allen: “Do you want me to bring Mana Walker back?” “
I can imagine how fucked up will Allen feel if he ever remembers who he really is