#poor angie

[petitprincess1]

Still refuse to believe that Vox is bi bc what do you mean x3 Also, love love love that Sera is a lesbian!!! I had a feeling she was!

[dani-lickey]

Me when I say BBCAN is cancelled and dont watch but still look at updates:

Me when BBCAN actually gets cancelled:

[luckcycler]

would angie still be emphatic about Atua, quote "doing Atua's work" by assainating people-

I heard that Angie’s religion is a reference to a real religion of a small minority so I’d rather make the situation a bit different so I don’t accidentally offend anyone.

I think she is part of the Holy Salvation Society here but since it’s basically a big ass ruse that no one believes in, she doesn’t either.

Instead, she has her own god, Atua, that she gets strength from when her guilt gets too strong. 

Though it’s still a hard vicious guilt cycle on her since to people outside of the assassin society, it looks like she is basically serving a false god of the Holy Salvation Society instead of Atua.

[ortegatrash]

Waking Nightmare

TW: Aftermath of unwanted traumatic telepathic intrusion compared to dub/noncon, mentions of victim blaming. Drabble.

"Angie. Are you sure you're alright?" Ricardo's voice is well-meaning, but it just cuts through all the harder.

No. No, you aren't.

How could you be alright when someone's come into the one thing that was purely yours and trashed it? It's like someone's broken into your house while you aren't there and gone through everything. Sat in your chairs and raided the fridge and left the photo frames smashed on the ground, tainted by the touch.

You don't know what they've seen. What they've done. What they've taken.

(Why did they get in your mind?)

How could you be alright when you keep seeing your own body moving against your will, as if in a dream…

Or a nightmare. A nightmare lived out and blamed for.

"Stop. Asking. Me. That. RICARDO!" It's not his fault, but you don't care. You just need to hurt, punch something, take action to make yourself not feel so helpless. You never thought you'd end up feeling so caught off guard by the helplessness like this, not after you became a hero. It's a lot better when you can use your claws do the talking and crush a problem under your fingers.

(Why?)

You want them to hurt. You want to bring your hands around their neck and scream, demanding answers from them.

(Why you? Why do this?)

You want to rip them apart, make them understand how it feels to have your control taken away, having the violation of the most intimate parts of your soul seen without permission. Want to shred them for taking away your sense of security, for making you feel like even the most base, essential parts of you aren't safe from them. It makes you wonder darkly when you fall to sleep if you'll wake up swinging again to everyone staring accusingly at you for what you've done.

How can you feel safe in your own body again?

Screw them. They care more about their big stories and making assumptions rather than actually getting themselves involved in any real journalism.

So instead you analyse your fight scene together frame by frame, trying to study the way they work. Trying to prepare yourself against them so they'll never get the upper hand on you again.

(Why you?)

(Why?)

(Why?!)

No one sees you break down in the dark.

[obcrack]

In other unrelated news, somewhere in the Orphan Black universe, Angie is watching the news about Neolution and still clueless about the clones.

[progamergirl]

Shots closed for @the-merciful-angel

@the-merciful-angel from here

Big needles where a big no for the young gamer, as though she boasted about charging into battle head first without fear, the long sharp objects struck a cord within her. 

And in her defense, it was a really big needle, and even though she hadn’t meant to, amongst the shouting at the doctor to keep it away from her, Hana lashed out.

“Doctors Ziegler are you okay?” She asked worriedly after hitting the woman, slowing getting off of the examination table to both check on the woman, and move away from her.

[everythingmariners]

WALKOFF.

[balticprincess]

Poor Angie!