There I go again,
with the feelings.
The feelings for you.
You’ve made it so so clear-
although we used to text all the time-
That you don’t want me in your life.
We occasionally smile across the hall, but your best friends hate me
so I guess that reveals all the feelings
you have for me.
My friends, they say you’re a jerk,
that I deserve better.
They say you’re ugly
and even say you look
like “Humpty Dumpty”.
So why do I think they are wrong
that you’re better?
So how come I can’t get over you?
Your smile,
your wit,
the depth of your eyes
which exceed
the ocean’s broad width,
long length and
deep depths.
I just want you to know
I miss us,
I miss what I thought we were.
What I think we could be.
I’m still in love with you
can’t you see?
And I have a feeling you still
love me, I can feel it.
You’re such a geek,
so awkward with feelings.
Maybe I came on too strong?
Maybe we were too young?
I don’t know why things had to turn out this way.
But I’m in love with you geek, that’s all .
You saw something in me that others
didn’t see,
you constantly said that’s why
you loved me.
I feel like I was too quick to share my
personality with you.
I miss our flirty texts,
when you didn’t have all those friends.
Before it felt like you ditched me for better things.
I don’t know if I could ever
NOT love you, babe.
I miss you
and kind of hope
you still feel the same.
And for the record
I don’t think you’re Humpty Dumpty,
you’re beautiful in every single way.
