"Perhaps all is lost..." @ RAONNN
𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 ; @altarbled ── .✦ 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞. infernal intervention
【☾𖤓】 ⸻ 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐓 𝐀𝐒 𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐅𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓 𝐀𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐀𝐍𝐃. the 'silver linings' seemed to grow smaller and more insignificant while the consequences rose tremendously. raon found he had more bad days than good [...] too many mornings waking up miles from home with no recollection of how he had gotten there. to endure meant to make peace with the hours lost ; that his battle may have been a losing one, but he'd rather go down fighting than accept it it for what it was.
his brows furrowed before he could school his expression, perturbed to see the other ready to throw in the towel when it was, in his opinion, much too soon. in truth, the actor had been shooting down her ideas for the better part of half an hour. a 'simple' ( as if they were ever so predictable ) possession brought them together again although for once it wasn't his own. the beast within had damned another, inviting something evil into their home under the false guise of salvation. he felt responsible for it but being neither hunter not exorcist, contending with possession — for once not his own — required him to seek out actual assistance.
unfortunately, it seemed his ideas of how to handle the situation and the hunter's differed greatly. of course it didn't help that his own words couldn't always be /trusted/ no matter how much he swore he was in control of his facilities. he was sure that had at least partial blame to their inability to see eye to eye. ❝they aren't too far gone! there's .. there's exorcism rites and such, right? no one has to die yet! it's .. it's only been a few days, surely they can still be separated.❞ despite his pleading, he had seen himself the depths of the corruption. while raon still had his clarity [...] the man he was trying to save was no longer recognizable.
perhaps that was why he was so desperate — part of himself recognized that could be him one day. / in truth, it frankly already was. / he fell quiet after a few moments, shutting his eyes and taking a deep breath to calm his nerves. shutting the book he had been reviewing for research between himself and marceline, he turned back towards his companion with a frown and a crease between his brows much deeper than when he first started to speak. ❝the only thing i can control right now is trying to fix whatever catastrophes /HE/ causes [...] if there is some way we all can come out of this alive, then we have to try it. if that doesn't work, then […] we'll do things your way — i won't fuss or complain, i promise.❞









