Title: Exhausted
Rated: Mature
Relationship: James âLoganâ Howlett x Older AFAB Reader
Characters: Logan, Reader, Children of Reader (Johnathan, Leilynni, Alexander)
Warnings: Unplanned Pregnancy, Discussion of Postpartum Depression and Mental Health, Logan Has Super Sperm (lol), OBGYN Office More Interested that The Wolverine is the father than Helping the Reader,
Summary: The reader worries so much over not having heard from Logan during the passing storm that she barely sleeps especially with a sick child.
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You knew Logan would be fine. You did but the storm had been bad. The radio said tornadoes had touched down. It sounded close to the construction site if your memory was right. Everyone slept fine except your youngest and you. He was coughing a bunch in the night, the rain irritating his asthma, and you had to give him medicine.
The next morning, it was clear skies and warm. When you texted Logan, he didnât reply so you set an alarm to try again in thirty minutes knowing he should be home soon.
Youâre trying really hard not to go crazy. Your youngest son, an eight-year-old named Alexander, you decided to keep him home, so he was in your bed watching YouTube videos of others playing video games. The older two: your eldest son, a 16-year-old named Johnathan (and a fourth to boot), was getting dressed and chatting to his partner via his phone (sort of), Cameron; and your middle child, a 12 year-old girl named Leilynni, named in honor of your deceased Mom, was taking forever in the bathroom.
You were heating their microwave breakfasts because traveling for an hour to and from school was rough on growing bodies. While it heated up, you grabbed things for afternoon snacks that the two liked and stuffed them in their front pouches along with their now-filled water bottles. Having a kid in each grade level was amazing and tiresome. You were more exhausted from not sleeping well, worried about Logan due to the storm than anything else.
A vision appeared in your mind of Logan walking through the front door with a smile. He gets hugs before taking off his shoes and once he can take his boots off, Alexander comes running up and clings to his waist.
You sigh heavily with relief and close your eyes, clutching your chest with a smile on your lips.
âTold ya,â chimed the pre-teen.
âShut up,â you quickly silenced her before returning to the microwave. âBe happy I feed you two breakfasts.â
âWhat about elevenses?â Your eldest teasingly asked.
âYeah, we only get Luncheon,â Leilynni playfully pointed out.
Your microwave dinged and the sound of a familiar truck engine was heard outside.
âLogan!â Yelled the two as they walked over to the door.
And just like in your vision, he is greeted by the eldest two demanding hugs before he can even toe off his boots. He grins and laughs. âGet your stuff before you miss the bus,â he reminds them. He had just enough time to step out of both his boots as little feet came thumping down the hallway. âLogaâ!â Alex cried which turned into a coughing fit as he continued to run into the man and hug Loganâs waist. He reached down, leaned his head back as he held Alex against him waiting for him to finish coughing. The eight-year-old wiped his nose on his arm and hugged Logan around the neck. The two eldest walked by then and greeted them both âbyeâ.
You stood behind the island with a lopsided grin watching him with another manâs son, treating him as his own. It always makes your chest warm and tight. It made you love him more.
Logan hugged the boy tightly, taking him to his room. You could hear the two chatting about video games, which you knew Logan had limited knowledge of thanks to Johnathan and you. He knew the questions to ask to understand more and Alex couldnât get enough of explaining it to someone else.
You put Loganâs boots away, swept what little dirt did track inside, and finished cleaning up the kitchen from breakfast.
âYou eat yet?â You called.
âNo,â Logan yelled back.
You took out a pan and worked on making the three of you bacon and eggs.
âToast, biscuits, or crescent rolls?â You hollered.
âCrescent rolls!â Alex hollered back. You chuckle at that.
Forty or so minutes later, breakfast was done and everyone had eaten. Alex went back to his room to play games. You shoved Logan to the bedroom with one word on your lips, âShower.â You gave him a peck on the lips and tried to leave the room but he wasnât having it. You yelped when he tossed you on the bed and crawled up your pajama-clad body to cage you in with his dirty blue jeans and flannel. You heard the door click shut and looked at him. âReally?â
âI missed you,â he playfully pouted.
âDude, you live here. It was one night,â you reminded.
âIt was one night thatââ he interrupted himself by planting a kiss on your cheek. âI had to be away from you,â he said and kissed your jaw. âThatâs just too much,â he commented before kissing down your neck. You hum enjoying the attention and affection.
âLogan, you stink,â you giggled trying to shove him off you knowing he wonât budge.
âYou like my stink,â he countered, nuzzling against your neck. He bit and sucked along your neck, causing goose pimples to erupt across your skin. He hummed approvingly as he continued to the other side of your neck. Shuttering breath after shuttering breath escape you as he played you like a well known instrument.
âLogan,â you whined, writhing under him unable to decide if you wanted him to keep going or stop. You were indecisive.
âPatience, darlinâ, he cooed. âI got you.â
âLogan, please,â you panted. It was so easy to get you going.
He knelt in between your legs, his hard cock pushing against the zipper of his jeans had your mouth watering, as he pulled off his flannel and undershirt. His natural scent and sweat seemed to cloud the room and you loved it. He always smelled of cedar and pine, a bit of tobacco and whiskey, with some earthiness to him. When he was sweaty, his spicy natural musk came through more, and for some unknown reason, you could not get enough of it. It made you feel feral and horny, wanting to roll in it until you smelled like him.
He looked down at you with a predatory grin. âDonât act like you donât want me.â
You scoff. âI always want you but thatâs besides the point. Thereâs a paper in your nightstand drawer. I need you to help me with this ASAP.â
He returned to caging you, eyed you before running his nose along your jaw and neck. âAfter.â
You kept your hands on the bed, knowing if you touched him that youâd be done for until you two were done. âNo, now,â you tried to say firmly but your voice quivered as he slid down and bit around your areola driving a groan from you. âLogan, please, just look,â you begged.
He licked your nipple before sitting up enough to reach out and open the drawer to get out the piece of paper. It was blank so he flipped it over and began to read it. Your heart rate picked up more than it had before. Your hands felt clammy and scared. He looked at you then the paper then at you and the paper again. His eyes looked at the ultrasound stapled to the page. His eyes were wide and his mouth open, slightly smiling. You were waiting to see how he felt. He gasped and stared at the scan. He ran his fingers over it, caressing. You were surprised by that. You looked away. It felt like a very private moment.
âThis is from yesterday?!â He exclaimed, joy in his voice. He suddenly wrapped his arms around you and kissed all over your face. You laughed.
âTwins, really?â He asked, joyous and scared.
âIf one doesnât eat the other later, yeah.â You give a hesitant smile.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âYou have super sperm. Youâre The fucking Wolverine and you have super sperm. Everyone in the OBâs office wants your autograph or a picture with you. How do you think I feel?â You pouted.
He gently caressed your cheeks with both of his hands as you frowned. âThey were more excited about finding out you were the father than making me feel better with an accidental pregnancy that shouldnât have happened. Iâve even lost weight since weâve been together.â
He furrowed his brows, eyes soft and understanding. âI know itâs scary but Iâm not going anywhere.â
You rolled your eyes. âIâve told you about all three of my pregnancies and the downfall with all three was the postpartum mental health issues that worsened with each one. Iâm gonna go crazy, Iâm gonna go so hormonal that Iâll fall out of love with you just like each time I did with Jack, and spend the next three years trying to figure out meds while I nurse these two for at least the first two years of their life unless theyâre like Alex and refuse to go without a lot of effort from me. Logan, Iâm in my early forties having not one but two more kids, and Iâm fucking terrified.â Tears fall down your cheeks.
He gathered you up in his arms and moved to the headboard, sitting against it with you in his lap, holding you against him. He began rocking you a little as tears fell down your cheeks unbidden. âI see why you kept texting me now.â
You nuzzle your tear-stained face and runny nose against him as you wrap your arms around his hairy, muscular chest before finally sobbing. You were so scared of what this would do to your relationship, let alone your mental health. Postpartum depression was terrifying even if you were medicated and what would that do to the babies? Would you have to change medicine again like you did with yours?
Every fear ran the gamut through your mind as he held you and you told him every single one. He needed to know and understand what was going on. You two have only been together for a little over a year and this happens. He hasnât even been living with you all for a year yet. Logan held you through it and acknowledged every fear. He tried to soothe and calm you as best he could.
When you seemed to finally calm down, he opened up and told you about his two sons. What happened with their mothers and him? How long ago it was. How he missed much of their lives for safety or didnât know. How they both eventually turned on him and then told you his own fears of being a parent again, a father again. His fears of having his own genetic children.
You grabbed the blanket and covered you both up. He held on to you as he scooted down so you both could cuddle. He began petting your hair and carding his fingers through your disheveled curls. You spoke of your shared future and dreams.
âI want to get my garden up and going. Grow my own vegetables and have pollinators around. Not wasps or hornets. They and fig trees can die,â you groaned.
Logan laughed out loud when Alex came knocking to check on you both.
âItâs all good, bub. Go play your games. Let your maw rest,â Logan answered.
âOk. Love you,â Alex called as he closed the door.
âLove you too,â Logan called back. You smiled up at him.
Fatherhood is sexy especially when itâs a man loving a kid that isnât biologically his. âGod damn, youâre a DILF. Câmere,â you prettily purred, grabbing him by the back of his neck and bringing him to your lips. He grinned against your lips and his hand slid down to your abdomen. His instincts grow more protective, knowing you have his children in you. You two make out like horny teenagers under the blanket, working to remove the rest of your clothes from each other.
He pulled away, suddenly. âDid you really call me a DILF?â
âDad Iâd like to fuck? Why yes, Mr. Howlett, I did. Now come to Mama, Daddy.â Logan rumbles at those words, rolling you on your back and you wrap your arms around his neck when his lips return to yours.
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