An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
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Chapter 13: The Drowning Shores
The elevator doors slid open... then closed. He hadn't moved.
He stood still, chest heaving. He bit down on his lip, hard, the coppery taste of blood a sharp counterpoint to the salt of unshed tears. His eyes burned. His breath was stuck somewhere deep in his throat, a trapped animal. His head throbbed in time with his heartbeat. The cold metal of the elevator door stung where his forehead was pressed against it, the spot already stained with sweat.
His hands were clasped so tightly his knuckles were bone-white. Trying to physically hold himself together.
BAKUGOU (Muttering,a raw whisper) “I need to go check on Megumi…and Rei… Shit. I can’t leave before doing that.”
The elevator descended. The doors opened on his floor.
He walked fast, a man on a grim mission, and pushed into Rei's room.
BAKUGOU (Frowning at the empty prep area) “What the hell?She’s still here? They haven’t prepped her for surgery yet?”
He moved to her vitals monitor. Slowly, subtly — the numbers were dipping. Not critical,but worse than last time. A silent backslide.
He reached for a syringe, drew her blood with a practiced, automatic hand, and packed the sample into an airtight tube. It needed to be rushed to the lab. His last order.
He looked at Rei’s face — still swollen, bruised and raw, but less so than before. His fingers hovered over the bruises,then gently brushed her hand.
BAKUGOU (Softly,voice thick): “You’re a strong woman,Rei. Don’t let him win. Your kids are a pain in my ass— especially Shoto — he’s a whiner and a prick. But at least...he was man enough to protect his mother.”
He gave her hand a final, light squeeze before stepping out.
The door opened to the soft, familiar hum of machinery. The scent of cherry soda still lingered in the air.
She had a new beanie — yellow this time. Adorned with little frogs. A small bow was stitched on top.
He walked to her bedside and knelt down, his large hands cradling hers like a clam guarding a pearl. Tiny fingers.A round, sleeping face. Chubby little toes poking from under the blanket.
BAKUGOU (Barely a whisper,the words scraping out): “Hey,Megumi. I’m sorry. I couldn’t help you. I’m so sorry. You’re so small. And I can’t do anything.”
He swallowed the hot, painful lump in his throat. “I’m no miracle worker. If I could save you...truly save you... I would.”
His voice cracked on the last word.
“This is goodbye, peanut.”
He stood, his legs feeling like lead, and pulled out his phone. He called her mother. He informed them gently— too gently, a voice he didn't recognize as his own — that he would no longer be working with them. He asked them to pass along Megumi’s birthday present when it arrived. He apologized.Hung up.
And finally — for once — he allowed the tears to fall. Silent, hot tracks cutting through the grime and tension on his face.
He sank to the floor beside her, head bowed, utterly silent. The only sounds were Megumi’s slow,steady heartbeat on the monitor and the soft, indifferent mechanical hum of the machines keeping her alive.
After crying like a goddamn child, security came and escorted him off the premises. At least they let him take what mattered — his laptops, flash drives, and all the important work he’d poured his soul into.
Now, driving home, he finally noticed it.
The world was bathed in gold and blood-orange, casting long, distorted shadows on streets he’d only ever seen in the bleary moonlight or under the hospital's fluorescent glare. He was never out this early; he was always still locked in that white coffin until the sun was high.
Parked outside his house, engine off.
King Explosion Murder would probably be there, excited, tail flicking, hissing, judging him for his failure.
But Bakugou Katsuki just... couldn’t face the walls.
His engine rumbled back to life.
He drove. No destination, no thought. Just the silence and the road unfurling like a black ribbon under his tires, curving endlessly through sleeping towns and dark forests and vast fields of nothing.
Before he knew it, he was seven hours away from home.
And the gas meter blinked: Empty.
Stepping out of the car, still wearing his stained lab coat and surgical gloves, the wind sliced through him. It was cold. Bitter. Briny.
He was at the coast. Somewhere.
The air smelled like salt and rust and decay.
The wind tasted like endings.
Through sharp shrubs. Over cold, unforgiving sand.
The tide was high, violent, and hungry. It consumed the beach, leaving no place to stand, no solid ground.
Icy water seeped into his shoes, soaking through his scrubs. Still, he walked.
The moon glared down — harsh and indifferent — its reflection shattered into a thousand pieces in the churning waves.
The cold was a sledgehammer to his chest. It burned his lungs, stole his breath.
The ocean dragged him like a child with a rag doll, then threw him back against the rocky bottom.
He let it choke him. Slam him. Remind him that he could still feel something other than hollow failure. That he was still breakable.
And then — instinct, raw and primal, overrode the despair.
Shrugged off the waterlogged coat. Kicked off the leaden shoes. Something deep and animal gripped him.
Clawing. Crawling. Gasping.
He made it back to shore.
Sputtering. Shivering violently, his teeth chattering.
His phone was gone. Coat, gone. Shoes, gone.
Alone and barefoot on the dark sand.
A hollow, broken sound. Not joy. Not sadness. Just a noise ripped from deep inside his ribcage.
Then, he crawled back into his car. Soaked. Barefoot. Empty.
For a moment, the world was utterly still, save for the sound of his own ragged breathing. The cold air filled his lungs, making them feel light, like cotton. For a moment, he felt so weightless he could sink right through the earth, between the grains of sand, and be nothing.