#pre-murder

[aestheticsepia]

I’ve been pulling at

cords plugged in the wall

perhaps it’d bring me to life

I’m not breathing at all

sparks of electricity

are such an enviable thought.

loud pops and bright shocks

are such long lost vanes.

I’ve about run my course

if I could just find the source

of life and breathing and current

maybe I could take a breath

and bask in the assurance

[aestheticsepia]

am I the only one

that feels an ache in the

strum of every heart thump

with every thud

and every downbeat

I can’t seem to

lift my feet

to pick up the pieces

at least it’s

something I’m familiar with

glassy eyes in a smudged mirror

fast lit fires in a mind of terror

am I worth the help

that I request?

am I worth the safety

I want to feel?

if I retract my hand

will I still be real?

the bones and flesh

and heart of steel?

turn away, forget

look away from it

Will always be, and has always been

a train wreck

the dead bodies will decay

but the memory will stain

the metal, the leather chairs

and the gears

[incorrectyonaquotes]

Yona: UGH. My hair is so tangly!

Yona: And this sash doesn't match my dress at all.

Yona: I'm not sure which accessory fits this outfit best.

Hak: Must be very complicated to be you.

Yona: You have no idea.

[incorrectyonaquotes]

Yona: Don't you have to be stupid somewhere else?

Hak: Not until 4.

[incorrectyonaquotes]

Yona: HAK! Wh- How did you get in here?

Hak: That's a pretty dress, princess. Is it for Soo Won?

Yona: Get out.

[incorrectyonaquotes]

Soo Won: Tell me every detail about the first date.

Yona: We went horseback riding on the beach.

Soo Won: Ah yes, I have been on that date.

Yona: Oh really?

Hak: What? I had a coupon.

[incorrectyonaquotes]

*when Hak comes to visit*

Yona: Would you like to stay for dinner?

King Il: Would you like to stay forever?

Yona: D:

[incorrectyonaquotes]

*when Soo Won comes to visit*

King Il: Would you like to stay for dinner?

Yona: Would you like to stay forever???