"but there isn't enough evidence!" Ren gave you an over 400 page document with timestamps, photos, screenshots. they do not owe you anything else.
it is not just Zeal. A multitude of people are coming out about mistreatment from devs on the team.
NEUTRALITY IS COMPLIANCE.
SUPPORT VICTIMS. SEXUAL ASSAULT IS NOT SOMETHING ONE MAKES A 400 PAGE DOCUMENT JUST TO LIE ABOUT. REN IS INCREDIBLY BRAVE FOR SPEAKING UP ABOUT IT, SUPPORT THEM.
It’s going to be difficult to cover everything given the massive amount of information that has come to light, but I’ll do my best. If you feel I’ve missed any relevant details, please let me know.
Before starting, I want to make one thing clear: the document Zeal released in his defense is not proof of innocence; it’s simply his perspective. Lacking sexual experience does not give you the right to push someone else's boundaries. Likewise, being neurodivergent or having autism is never an excuse for failing to understand when someone says "no."
It is also vital to recognize that the "perfect victim" does not exist. Even if REN acted erratically at certain points, that does not strip away their status as a victim, nor does it allow us to jump to instant conclusions. We cannot start supporting Zeal or claiming REN lied while ignoring 200 pages of evidence just because the situation has become messy.
REN acknowledged (in their document, which was taken down due to mass reporting) that they may have appeared enthusiastic as a trauma response. However, we must not forget that Zeal remained the aggressor, utilizing coercion to force "consent." Furthermore, he and his accomplices—Kat, Zerum, Wil, and Cyborg—are still being held accountable for being homophobic, transphobic, racist, misogynistic, and ableist. Their track record as overall toxic individuals remains unchanged.
With that in mind, I will summarize the defense document, the multi-tweet threads, and REN's recent statements, alongside new information regarding Zeal’s actions—points that his supporters have yet to address. I’m not claiming to have the absolute truth; I am simply presenting the information that has surfaced so we can look at the full picture.
Following his hospitalization on April 9th, Zeal’s family released these responses on his behalf. According to their statement, Zeal remains offline under medical supervision without personal internet access. He reportedly wrote most of the 10,000-word document on a borrowed laptop while in the hospital, with his mother helping to structure and post it, as well as reading supportive messages aloud to him.
The Timeline and Hospitalization
Zeal claims that when the 145+ page document was dropped on April 8th, he immediately signed off to write a defense because he believed the claims were false. However, within 24 hours, he experienced what he calls "mass abandonment"—friends, co-workers, and idols blocking and distancing themselves before he could respond. He states this spiral led to his suicide attempt that same night. He remains hospitalized and describes the process of writing this document as "painful, grueling, and deeply humiliating," but necessary to defend his name.
The Core Defense: Mutual Interaction
Zeal’s central claim is that the encounters during RDC 2025 were mutual and consensual the entire time. He points to their five-year history of flirting and notes that REN had been constantly venting to him about their mental health and past relationships. His detailed version of the events:
September 3rd: After comforting REN (who was crying in the lobby) with permitted hugs, they invited him to their room. He claims they initiated the first kiss ("Can I kiss you?"). He denies aggressive pinning, stating they simply interlocked fingers. He asserts that when they said "it hurts," he immediately stopped, checked if they were okay, and only tried again after they said yes. He notes there was no penetration that night; he was embarrassed by his "poor performance" and even joked about writing a "Google Doc" about how bad he was at it.
September 4th: They reportedly bought lube together. He describes this second encounter as slower, at REN’s pace, and involving more consent checks. Again, he states no penetration occurred. Afterward, they showered together and REN slept on his chest.
Specific Rebuttals to Graphic Claims
Zeal provides verbatim counters to the most serious allegations:
Physical Restraint: He denies "pinning them down," stating his only intention was to hold their hands.
Physical Contact: He denies "aggressive" fingering, claiming it was merely "poorly" done. He asserts REN was visually guiding him by doing it themselves.
The Oral Incident: He denies forcing a finger down their throat, explaining that his long hair accidentally fell into their mouth once.
The Word "No": He claims that when they said "no" to something later, it was in a "laughingly embarrassed" tone, and he covered up immediately. He insists he provided aftercare (washing them both up) and was not dismissive.
Post-Event Evidence
Zeal’s strongest evidence consists of logs and social media posts from REN following RDC. He highlights a tweet where they praised him for "not trying anything uncomfortable" and messages calling him "gentle," "soft," and "handsome." He notes that they continued to send explicit fantasies and drawings weeks later while they were thousands of miles apart, arguing this contradicts an immediate assault narrative.
Breach of Trust and Conclusion
Zeal explains his eventual distance as a reaction to REN disclosing their private intimacy to six people and team members against his wishes, which he viewed as a major breach of trust. He also alleges they harassed other staff members with uncomfortable DMs. He claims he tried to distance himself slowly to avoid triggering them.
Ultimately, Zeal owns his "communication failures" and blurred professional lines but refuses the "assault" label. He suggests REN may now genuinely feel the encounter was non-consensual due to retroactive trauma processing and their mental health history, but argues that their contemporaneous words show otherwise. He clarifies that no other team members were present during the encounters; they only learned about it from REN afterward.
Evidence of Culpability That Cannot Be Refuted
Beyond the narrative presented in the counter-document, there are several critical points and pieces of evidence that suggest Zeal’s accountability, many of which remain unaddressed or are exacerbated by his own defense.
First, a major point of concern involves Zeal’s awareness of who he was interacting with. Despite claiming to have known REN for five years, records show he asked for their age thirteen days after the incident; he was also reportedly unaware of their real name at that time. This raises a disturbing red flag: it suggests Zeal proceeded with the encounters while believing there was a possibility that REN could have been a minor.
Then there’s this absolute piece of shit statement in his document: "Consent given cannot be retracted 6 months later." Not only is this fundamentally untrue, as it dismisses the reality of how victims process abuse, but it also inadvertently implies that genuine consent was never established from the start. This pathetic line of reasoning seeks to invalidate victims who take time to understand or come forward about their trauma, which is a common and documented psychological response.
Regarding REN's behavior following the event, it is essential to look at it through a lens of trauma. The reactions and interactions Zeal cites as "proof of enjoyment" can be explained as hypersexuality or "fawning," which are recognized coping mechanisms used by survivors to navigate the aftermath of an assault.
Finally, the document appears to be selectively edited to favor Zeal's narrative. He notably omitted a section where REN explained the concept of consent to him, as well as an indirect admission where he apologized and cited being "excited" as a reason for his actions. Additionally, his defense fails to provide any logical explanation for the physical bruising on REN's neck, leaving a significant piece of physical evidence completely unaddressed.
Current Updates from REN
After seeing REN’s latest updates on their server, I’m even more convinced of where I stand. Even if this has turned into a "he said, they said" mess, we have to keep supporting REN. Trauma isn't a clean, perfect story, and a polished document can't erase the reality of what happened.
It honestly makes me sick and sad to see who’s actually defending Zeal. It’s mostly just little kids who care more about a video game than a human being's life, along with irresponsible, stupid adults who choose to be blind to the facts. It’s revolting.
At the end of the day, supporting a victim shouldn't be up for debate. Despite how much information is being thrown around, the core of this situation hasn't changed. Stay with REN.
Greetings, fellow vertebrates, I have something to say regarding the pressure situation knowing that my opinion does not matter to anyone and I may get a lot of hate for this.
Edit because I realized I forgot to add this: PLEASE SUPPORT VICTIMS, I really hope both Ren and Zeal are doing ok, and if I'm on the wrong side, I hope that comes to my attention as soon as possible. If Ren is lying, do not use her as an example of a victim, victims need more support, so please, support victims. I'm just giving my personal opinion on the matter, I may be wrong.
Edit 2: I also forgot to mention that I know Zeal is not 100% innocent and neither is Ren, they both seem to be unstable and have their own problems. From what I can tell, Zeal is a terrible boss and is very unprofessional when it comes to his co-workers and other stuff, he's also just a weird guy in general, and Ren is also a mess in this situation. Another thing I've noticed is that the two other documents made by Will and the other person are a bit suspicious, they seem more like they are trying to save their own image rather than actually helping Ren, I believe Will's doc also says things against Ren's case while posing as a Ren defense doc.
Let me just start with I read Ren's document, I saw the screenshots and I saw the photos, I know most of the story from Ren's side that she stated.
I also know Zeal's side, I saw his video, I watched videos, and I have stayed neutral until now.
I am on Zeal's side. I think Ren is lying, and noticed the subtle signs even in her document from the screenshots she was showing and all of the redundant and repeated information. I understand that she may have been stressed by this situation, and she did say not to send death threats or hate towards him, but she proceeded to encourage people who were sending hate and death threats, and she has been awfully quiet since Zeal posted his doc. She avoids talking about the situation in her discord now, and blocks anyone that tries to address the elephant in the room from what I heard.
Obviously everything here is alleged, but even when I was reading Ren's doc, I saw that what she was saying in there and the screenshots didn't exactly line up. She seemed to keep wanting to go along with what they were talking about and doing, and she wasn't really showing any signs of saying no, if she was, I wasn't able to catch it without here screaming "I WASH TEACHING THE MAN WHO ASSAULTED ME HOW TO DO IT AGAIN" Or something like that below the screenshot for the 50th tine. Her signs were so subtle, if they were there at all, and knowing that Zeal has autism, that wouldn't be very easy to notice. I know what the fawning response is, but at some point it stops being a response and starts becoming something that you should be responsible for, otherwise it's not the other person's fault. In Zeal's doc, he showed screenshots that would be pretty hard to fake, she kept asking to do it all again and kept saying how much she enjoyed it, and everything. I was unable to get a hold of his doc, but from I have pieced together from those talking about it that everything was consensual on both sides and this may have been started over a breakup because Ren was being a not great person to Zeal's friends and just unprofessional in the workplace.
Not to mention the attempts on both sides (when Zeal heard about Ren's attempt, he was very supportive and wanted to make sure she was ok), and EVERYBODY was laughing and making fun of Zeal When he attempted, even making memes about it.
Obviously, we have no idea who is in the wrong yet, but I am on Zeal's side for now.
OH forgot to mention, if I got any info wrong, please tell me! I was very sleep deprived when I wrote this, still am, and I may have forgotten something or misinformed, that was never my intention, so if you have anything to add or correct, please do so POLITELY.
TLDR: I'm on Zeal's side and I had suspicions from Ren's doc from the start, hate me if you want, but make sure you do your research first. <3
PLEASE READ: The creator of Roblox Pressure has s3xually harassed someone.
TW for document and post below: Contains mentions of s3xual abu5e, su1cide, emotional ab&se, and manipulation.
EDIT: Sorry about changing the post a lot, I didn’t have time to go over everything in the document given how incredibly long it is and I wanted to get this out sooner rather than later. I’m also just generally shit when it comes to wording things in posts.
I don’t like to bring up drama often, but this felt important since I was once a member of the Pressure fandom.
For context: The composer on the most popular Roblox game Pressure, NoLongerNull has reportedly been s3xually a55ulted by Zeal, the creator of the game. Not only that, but Zeal has had a long history of being an absolute creep towards others, violating boundaries, and even manipulating others like NoLongerNull into almost committing su1cide.
My heart absolutely goes out to NoLongerNull and everyone affected by the news. This has gotten to the point where Gianni Matragrano (the VA of Sebastian) has decided to cut ties related to the character and will no longer be voicing him in the future. I know how popular and loved Sebastian is in the fandom and how much Gianni loves voicing him, it’s a shame that he’s now associated with a game created by a piece of shit.
As you can imagine, I am VERY furious about Zeal for doing such a thing. I may have not touched this game for months now, but I realize how much it meant to everyone. It enrages me that this whole time, he was a monster behind the scenes for this long.
I genuinely hope NoLongerNull recovers from this and I give my condolences for what has happened to them over the years. No person deserves to be taken advantage of like this and ESPECIALLY being manipulated into not just k1lling themselves, but also being the victim of an absolutely inhumane act. Zeal is an absolute monster who does not deserve anymore support. Fuck Zeal 🖕
Due to this news, I have decided to go ahead and delete all my artwork and posts related to Pressure. It only feels right to not give this game anymore support and to be respectful towards the victim. With that being said, thank you to those who did support my artworks for this game and those happy feelings I had for this game was the only thing I could never hate. On that note, please reblog or just spread the word, more people need to know this and stop supporting the game.
MOST IMPORTANTLY: Please support Ren/NoLongerNull, we need to be there for them after what has happened to them. Here is the links to the social medias I could find/have access to:
idk lol
NoLongerNull personal channel
I’m silly
I watch lots of YouTube :3
Not a kids channel
Viewer discretion is advised
the most important part: due to the recent accusations made against zeal, the lead developer of pressure, urbanshade will no longer be appearing in any of the reduxes of this series.
EDIT: urbanshade will still not appear in the games as of now. this might change in the future.
Initially I was gonna wait until Ren’s new document (which would also include other victims of Zeal. Not for the same crime, but mistreatment nonetheless.) But I’m just gonna go ahead and say something now. This is for the people jumping onto Zeal’s side after the release of his doc, I want them to think twice before making that decision. I’m only gonna cover what has stood out to me so this isn’t going to cover everything. I’ll also refer to Ren as “they/them” since I’m unsure on their pronouns. Also also some screenshots provided I took from sources outside Twitter as I do not have twitter and I refuse to get it.
I have Ren's doc (archived), Zeal's doc and Kat's doc all linked at the bottom of this post.
TW for SA and Sensitive topics.
Fawning response
First of all I want to quickly address the “Fawning response” something Ren mentioned in their document. So what is it?
Source
Sounds familiar doesn’t it? Ren had screenshots of these moments within her doc and so does Zeal who is trying to paint it as proof of consent. Ren’s behaviour could also be a result of hypersexality, something that quite a few victims experience after trauma. However I more strongly believe it’s a fawning response, appeasing to Zeal in an exaggerated way out of FEAR. Ren also stated in her doc she had a fear of abandonment which I imagine would contribute to that response.
Another thing to note is that majority of abuse victims stay with their abusers.
Source
There's a multitude of reasons for this such as denial, financially unable, unsafe to leave, still processing what had happened, blaming themselves instead, etc.
Zeal joining Ren's server
Recently, Zeal was caught attempting to join Ren's server.
If that's not a giant red flag then I don't know what is.
Zeal's patterns in disrespecting boundaries and consent
Next point I want to make. Within Zeal’s doc, he mentions Ren asked for a kiss and it became a makeout session. Even if true, that is NOT an invitation to further acts, and nowhere did Zeal say that he did ask before going further. This is more evident when Ren had to EXPLAIN consent to him.
This is a grown man we’re talking about here. He should already know this basic concept. Another point that could be evidence of this is within Kat’s doc. However Kat didn’t provide proof so this is more alleged, but if it is true then it further proves Zeal’s lack of respecting boundaries.
Kat also mentions being called pet names by Zeal along with being referred to as “my.” I can believe this due to evidence of this happening to a user that goes by “Uncobbed_Corn”
Pretty similar to how he talks to Ren. A red flag if you ask me. This could be a tactic to make an individual feel special to him when they are not, a tactic manipulators and groomers use.
Another thing in Kat’s doc is Zeal asking if what he was sending her was ok and Kat, out of fear of repercussions, said yes. (Fawning response.) He then pinned this message in DM’s. This is a red flag and this next point is about to make it a bigger one. Zerum reached out and confronted him about this to tell him the reality of the situation.
Just wanna emphasize, I don’t support Zerum nor Kat for obvious reasons... However what was said here is a point of interest. (Also two things can be true, a person can have good morals while also having bad ones. A person can be a victim and be a perpetrator at the same time, in fact that's how the cycle of abuse happens. Nothing is black and white.) Zeal pulled up the pinned msg in Kat’s DM’s as if boundaries can’t be changed and consent can’t be withdrawn. Zerum, also while confronting Zeal, mentions MULTIPLE complaints from staff. Perhaps we will hear more from them in Ren’s updated document? She also has to tell him to not be sending any inappropriate content to said staff especially due to the power imbalance between boss and employee. (How many people has he been sending inappropriate content to?) Which also now gets me thinking. Did he target Ren specifically because she left and is no longer an employee of his? Something to think about.
Gonna try and make these next few points short so here we go.
The pinning
Zeal denies pinning her down but then describes it as “holding hands while their hands were above their head.” Mate that is the exact definition of pinning.
"Comforting"
He describes entering Ren’s room, hugging, then lifting them up onto their bed. He says any positions that may have happened were not intended to be sexual. He never asked if this was ok. Believe it or not, not everyone who is breaking down wants physical contact to be comforted. Why not instead ask if they want to sit on the bed and talk about it. Or ask "what can I do to help?" Or something along those lines instead of literally lifting them up?
Calling Ren a burden
At some point in the document Zeal confirms he called Ren a burden but excuses it with that he was exhausted in consoling them when they broke down. I want to express that, that is NOT an excuse to call someone a burden, ESPECIALLY when you KNOW they are struggling mentally. You are indeed allowed to feel exhausted in trying to help someone over and over, but that is when you have to communicate that you need a break unless it's an emergency, and if they need any help, suggest another friend or someone. Zeal does not apologize for this.
Suite incident
This might be a weak point. Zeal responds to a statement made by Ren that he gets a pillow on his lap, positions Ren’s head onto it, and he starts playing with their hair. Zeal doesn’t deny the position, but says that Ren was actually the one playing with his hair as he was on his phone. My question is, how is that possible in that position? Without your arm getting tired from reaching up?
Privacy
He asked for privacy to not talk about what happened because he was “embarrassed.” As Ren said, why would you need to ask this in the first place? Both parties should automatically know it's not other people’s business if it was consensual. It’s suspicious at the least. Comes off as a manipulator knowing they are guilty and trying to silence the victim.
Now I want to finish this off by saying
1. To other victims who are comparing their own experience to Ren’s to say she’s a liar. Kindly stop. No one’s experience in handling a traumatic event is the exact same. Everyone will respond differently. Fight, Flight, Freeze, Fawn. There is no such thing as a "perfect victim."
2. To everyone saying they hope the justice system will handle things, are we forgetting a few things? Such as, how America's current president is a predator? Or how it’s infamous for failing SV victims over and over? Or how those that do report and go through the process get mentally drained, sometimes giving up entirely? I could go on. We cannot trust the justice system will handle things appropriately. There is a reason why many don't end up reporting.
and finally, please wait for Ren's updated doc. As I've mentioned, there's more people that wish to speak up.
UPDATE:
Another thing I wanna mention that I think is important to note. Trauma can affect memories. It can mess with the hippocampus, the part of your brain responsible for your memories.
Source 1 Source 2
In source 1, there's a part where it talks about how desert storm veterans were interviewed. 88% of veterans changed their response to at least one event. 61% changed more than one. Majority of those responses were from "no that didn't happen to me" to "yes that happened to me." It goes on to explain why this might happen. I can't be bothered screenshotting, it's said around the 6th paragraph.
In source 2 I'm just gonna copy and paste a quote "It can also make it hard to trust your own sense of time and reality, leaving you unsure of where the trauma ends and the present begins."