hc their first time
OH BOY
This is NSFW so everything’s below the cut
Derek and Spencer have been dating for about three months now. So far, everything has been pretty innocent - they’ve never seen each other naked until now.
They just got back from dinner and Derek invited Spencer over to his house to spend the night. They started off with a movie but soon enough, one kiss turned into ten and now they’re making out on the couch.
Derek gropes Spencer through his pants, murmuring under his breath how much he wants him, but all Spencer can think about is how he compares to Derek - since, it’s clear in his opinion, that Derek deserves someone so much more attractive than him.
Spencer is so nervous. Like, hands trembling, legs shaky, on the verge of tears nervous because this is Derek and Derek wants to be intimate with him.
When Derek sees that he’s not getting much of a reaction out of Spencer, he’s worried that something is wrong and he’s like, “Baby, what’s wrong? Did I go too far? Oh my god, I’m so sorry, you know I’d never make you do something you didn’t want to do.”
And Spencer’s like “N-No, it’s not that, I just... I just can’t believe you want to do this... with me.”
And Derek’s like “What are you even talking about, Spence?I love you... I love all of you. Nothing about you could ever push me away.”
Spencer practically melts and just nods like “O-Okay... I want to do this then... with you.”
They make love and Derek is so gentle. He’s constantly asking Spencer if he’s okay and if it feels good for him, and by the end, Spencer is practically sobbing in pleasure. Derek kisses him everywhere and pays special attention to the track mark scars on his arms. He says “I love you” over and over again.
Spencer cries out Derek’s name when he orgasms and Derek breathes out Spencer’s. They just stare at each other for like five minutes afterwards and Derek’s almost crying when he says, “You have no idea how special you are to me.”
Spencer’s already crying and he’s like “No, you’re the special one. I’m just me.”
Derek says, “And that’s all you ever have to be for me to love you.”
They say “I love you” again and fall asleep in each other’s arms.
