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Me: *preparing to work on fic*
My laptop:
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I just constantly feel displaced.
UGH my mom is so annoying. She’s like “dont pay me rent anymore while youre covid unemployed”
I WILL PAY YOU RENT FOR MY HOUSE
She uses that against me and I WILL NOT owe her shit
It's 8 am and the girl should be on the way to Kindergarten but we all still lie in bed.
Sleeping schedule fucked up massively.
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I’m over dealing with like 90% of men right now unless I’m paid
Getting kik to talk to customers who insisted on it may have been one of the worst decisions I’ve ever fucking made. I’m getting even more messages from men from my fetlife who are apparently too fucking stupid to read anything off a fetlife profile besides a kik name. I’m getting overwhelmingly gross messages on kik, skype, and fetlife (none of my paying snapchat customers bother me and are in fact all pretty nice which I’m grateful for) . from men and then not even pulling money from this.
I’m good on actual sexual partners right now. I’ve found people that I’m actually attracted to for that. And tbh I’m only really able to bring myself to be attracted to like one cis man right now and I’ve been doing stuff with him for years and I get any need for sex with a man handled by meeting with him. I’d really just prefer women talking to me right now honestly given how disrespectful so many of these damn men are being. These men and couples offer me nothing of value.
What I need is for hours spent on this to finally start paying off and clientele to not pussy out of arrangements last second after I clear out my schedule.
Thank god I have a few modelling gigs and someone interested in having an escort to flaunt at bachelor parties potentially set up for some time in the coming months.
I'm tired of sharing the TV.
You know what sucls about not having money for anything but rent and food?
Not being able to spontaneously buy books about Japanese folklore without a specific reason
When all you wanna do is look at some nice velvet but everything you find is stretchy/crushed (−_−;)