#probably confusing

[hopperbopper]

I hate how confusing my writing/texts are :(

[hopperbopper]

Just came home from hoco! The dance tucked i cried and got so over stimulated. But me and my friend got together and got ready. It was fun we danced and sang and did our hair and ate pizza. They were also able to tell that I wasn't okay at the dance before anyone else. That friend plus a few others walked down to the water and I ended up getting a ride and meeting them. They jumped in the water and I watched. We had so much fun. Anyhoo in short the dance was awful but before and after was amazing.

I was also wearing a sequins dress and a strapless backless bra that sticks to ur skin. So I have scratches and raises everywhere. But I looked hot soooooo

[1lizard-onemonkey]

With this new episode, we finally get a glimpse of Pluto's left eye

He definitely lost it

He has the scar to prove it

But that just made me wonder

If Pluto still has an injury in Nevermore

Why doesn't Lenore still have her injury?

Then I noticed that Monty still has a gold tooth while Berenice has a full set of chompers (amongst many) but she died with a number of her teeth knocked out

I think it goes back to what I mentioned in a previous post about The Wild Hunt, and it also ties into why Lenore's Nevermore Book picture is different

Lenore was supposed to die during the storm that killed Theo

She doesn't have her limp because she sustained it when she "died," so the injury wouldn't have had, like, transferred into Nevermore

And with many characters, their Spectres have some reference to how they died while their regular bodies don't reflect it

Annabel has a hole in her chest

Eulalie has burn marks

Pluto has a long "scarf"

Ada is all chopped up

Prospero is a plague doctor

Monty got bisected by a train? Got burned too?

It's making me rethink what Lenore's Spectre will really be

I was always thinking she'd have a hole in her head like Annabel has a hole in her chest

I do think she died twice, just came back the first time, but would her Spectre have references to two deaths?

I'm still thinking some Angel of Death thing though

And if Lenore did die twice, then maybe the Nevermore Book has recorded her first death, but this is Lenore's second time being dead, and she's some weird combination of the two bodies she had at either death, and that's why she doesn't have a limp

Maybe that's why the Deans said she was late

Time could be relative at Nevermore

The Deans were expecting her to come after the tree/storm/The Wild Hunt killed her

But she come after her second death

However, Annabel was also late

But if the Deans think Lenore died under a tree, do they really know how she actaully died, would they be able to unlock it like with Annabel

Do they even know what's really going on with her

[i-am-cornflake]

If science is so advanced and most of the planet is ocean, why aren't we living underwater yet?

[eris-merlin]

new username + other blogs

Hey everyone! Just a heads up! 

This blog has been changed to @eris-merlin so that there’s no confusion. 

@realitykeeper has become a separate blog for my fandom posts and for posting my fics.

And if all of you didn’t know I have a pink aesthetic blog @ohyespink if you all are interested.

Thaaaaanks!

[heartbrake]

i feel broken honestly because nothing is ever enough 

[onceuponasnacktime]

I can admit that, as a shipper, I get stuck in the past (season 1, remember the good days?) and tend not to eat the bullshit sat in front of me when they try to change the character for no reason at all. In all this I didn't think about Emma loving Neal because season 1 Emma had finally gotten over him and was moving on and living her life and then adjusting her life for Henry. Season two was a big bowl of cluster-fuck that not only walked all over Regina but also walked all over season 1 Emma, smushed her down nice and flat, and then sat a mannequin on her that they could dress up however they wanted. Somewhere in all that Emma suddenly and without reason declared love for a man she hardly knew anymore and I forgot, over the break, that mannequin!Emma loved Neal. So when Neal is all "I love her" and Emma's all "I love him" I'm all "When did Emma start expressing such mushy feelings?" 

[opalwhisker]

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you know.... i'm just not good at this. I was home all day, i even went over to their houses a couple times! but it was always, sorry, i have to take my sister to ____ or, sorry, i'm eating, or some other excuse. so i figured, okay, they're busy today. i won't keep bothering them, and they know where to find me if they wanna hang out.... so i'm fine, until later when i hear their voices outside. i look out my window, they're all  together, laughing and chatting. i get ready to go outside and join them, but the time i get outside, they've gotten in the car and left. they didn't come back until later, and i waited a bit after they had each gone home to go over to one of their houses. so how was your day? casual, light question. oh it was great! me and, (our other friend 1) and (our other friend 2) all went out and walked around town and got milkshakes, etc., etc. well that's great, all fine and dandy for you.... but what about me? I asked to hang out a couple of times too, but you were busy. did you not want to hang out with me? why didn't you include me? sounds like fun! the real, half-hearted reply.

i don't know. i want to hang out with them, but they hardly come over to ask me to, and whenever i go over to them i usually get an excuse. i know the solution to this is tell them i'd like to be involved more, but it's not that easy. sometimes it feels like i'm forcing myself on them, that i'm unwanted but there i am. I don't want to make them feel obligated to hang out with me.....