I'm ligit about to start sobbing into my pillow because of how much I hate myself-
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I'm ligit about to start sobbing into my pillow because of how much I hate myself-
me: *tries to suddenly make myself be super productive and makes a tasklist 18 items long for the day*
me: chill
I´m sorry for all the people in both of my shipping blogs that are waiting for their fics requests.
The problem is that I have some kind of "fear" to write in any language that isn´t mine.
Someone IRL critisized my english in a very rude way, and of the two fears I have when writing here (The one of the OOCness and the fear of my english being so bad that people will hate me/My blog) the second has grown bigger (even if I got a good calification in my english class)
So, I´m resting a bit, and writing in spanish, while trying to pass this irrational problem.
Thanks for your patiente.
Thing in future: *I'm so excited* Thing happening tomorrow: *it's too soon, I can't handle it*
Problems IRL
Strange Boy: Problems I.R.L?
The Blogger: Yeah.....
Strange Boy: Want to talk about it?
The Blogger: Out of respect for a friend, I would rather not.
Strange Boy: Are they going to be okay?
The Blogger: I hope so.
changed my url so
when dutch people have nice tumblrs