#prokopinsky

[ilya-prokopenko]

if you think about it kavinsky almost definitely thought ronan killed his dad too. that’s gotta be part of the reason he was so obsessive.

k’s got this trauma and secret weighing on him so heavily and isolating him from everyone until he finds out that kid who’s dad was mysteriously murdered is a dreamer too. especially considering ronan was the one who found the body and he immediately shifts to become aggressive, impulsive, and starts avoiding everyone. k mistakes the clear signs of ptsd for signals that they’re the same.

in kavinsky’s mind he’s finally found someone who will understand everything he went through and all of his fucked up coping and communication. he creates this ideal image of ronan as his last chance at a genuine connection with anyone, with no secrets in between them. the ronan in his mind is patient with k’s addictions, trauma, and tendency to push people away because he understands all the reasons behind it.

they’re both dreamers, gay in a small town, labeled as aggressive and outcasted, and in k’s mind, both victims as abuse who managed to outsmart their abusers. ronan’s everything he’d been craving.

when ronan rejects him and essentially calls k delusional for thinking they could ever be the same, k loses not just a boy but the very chance to ever be understood and accepted by anyone. if someone who he thinks went through the same shit as him still thinks he’s too fucked up to care about, then he’s got no chance. he’d rather die and drag everyone down with him than spend the rest of his life isolated and hated by everyone around.

[killyourbrain]

AND THIS WAS THE DREAM;

Dreamer Trilogy Kavinsky AU

Last year, in the Fourth of July's sweltering summer heat, Joseph Kavinsky tried to take his own life.

He succeeded for only a few minutes, but survived, his loyal dogs dutifully saving the life he didn't want. Rehab was an awful way to come back into the realm of the living and the sobriety didn't stick. Kavinsky drops out of high school, aimless and miserable, trying to regain control of the dream forest that now has him branded for what he is-a dream thief. What's worse, he's begun pouring black, tarry liquid from his fucking face anytime he doesn't dream for too long. Trying to hide his supernatural ails and struggling to keep the pieces of his life together enough not to burden his friends, a voice begins to come to him in his sleep, promising a better world for dreamers like him. Movement with freedom. No more nightwash. A world that was shaped for things like him.

The pack graduates from Aglionby and go to begin their lives of college and adulthood, and Kavinsky is left alone to his own devices. Sick of the excuse of a life he's been living, he gives in to the wills of the mysterious dreamer sharing his nights, and discovers he is, for better or worse, much less alone than he believed.

Read from the beginning here

Read the newest chapter, 'lost it to trying', here

[delrrraven]

Is this too niche? Yes it is. Do i think its the perfect prokopinsky song ? Yes i do

[losergender]

i wrote prokopinsky having soft sex for k's first time + also he's trans + also it's fuck or die but don't think about it too hard

either way here's the link : https://archiveofourown.org/works/82756736

[princessgiggles333]

my favorite hobby is obsessing over the characters/ships no one cares or rarely talks about. it isn’t a conscious decision, i don’t like it, and frankly it’s the worst “hobby” i could take up solely because of the little to none content i get, but someone has to do it. and i, along with the 7 other people in the fandom who are in the same boat, will do it.

[robo--homo]

I have an entire prokopinsky universe in my head and its wack to think no one else knows about it because writing is too hard for me. Like, I'm just out here thinking about how Joey dreamed of Proko sometimes as kids but after K accidentally killed him at 14, Proko took over as his psychopomp, only mostly dream!Proko hated him, and so Kavinsky dreamt every night of the boy he loved that he had killed and then I remember literally none of that exists

[liith-ium]

Not a day goes by where I don’t think about Joey K and his boys 💕

[sunkissedandkissable]

Prokopenko thoughts:

Whether Prokopenko was a Kavinsky original (a forgery of a person) or a true forgery (a replacement), Kavinsky dreamt him.

Made this version of him.

So, by all rights, Proko should be *perfect* for K.

But he isn't; and that's the biggest tragedy for them both.

Kavinsky can make these incredible copies of a person, but even when molding them to be perfect for him, they lack the parts that he himself doesn't know he needed.

Which is why I LOVE the idea that K absolutely loves Proko, but Ronan is the one who's PERFECT for him.

And Proko knows it.

But who is he without his dreamer?