i desperately need to be throat trained >< i want him to push me onto my knees, place a dog bowl in front of me, and start mercilessly raping my throat until i inevitably vomit all over myself and into the bowl ! after that i need him to grab a fistful of my hair and push my face directly into the bowl, ordering me to eat it like a good mutt, swallow every last drop. that would be my only dinner, so if i refuse - i’ll starve ><












