#purssonal

[carcinophaga]

28 August 2020 

Revising for my exam! 2 messy pages down to one clean one. It takes a long time actually, since I’m trying to connect concepts and be organized so I can refer to my notes during the exam. I made a Cornell-ish template for my notes with a legend finally, since I can never remember what my colors mean;;;

[redteal]

me: *not even on her third trimester*

me: already thinking about her first bday party, first Halloween costume, stressing over toddler tantrums, thinking if she will be revelous on her teenage years...

[redteal]

idk in my opinion you wouldn’t put someone through stress if you loved them.

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21 weeks

baby feels heavier than usual and she is pushing on to my bladder (at least that’s how it feels). It feels like I have to go to the bathroom every time. today I woke up at 5am with the only discomfort down there but no pee came out. I hate sitting for long periods of time bc then it is so uncomfy to get up. but then getting up feels bad too.

oh last week I kept leaking in my nipples ... I had to call my clinic to see if it was normal. I was even embarrassed to talk about that idk why.

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I’m so heart broken

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sigh .. so scared

[crystalsharpwing]

[putiputo]

I'm excited to go...but I'm scared! Like so happy but I don't want to leave people either. I gotta do it tho. I gotta see where we go, and if we'll grow together. If I didn't leave I'd be thinking about it forever and it'll be great waking up to him most mornings...I can't wait for that