I feel so judged by the people around me, I did not mean to hurt the guy, but it ended it up happening. It was meant for the best, but i still feel so guilty about it. It might have been a short relationship but it was something. It felt nice in the start while i was dating him, but with that happiness came immense guilt about lying to my parents. The relationship slowly was not making me happy, it felt like a burden that needs to be treaded with carefully. Now when its all over, all his friends look at me like i am the worst person, they act like i have hurt them not their friend, none of them talk to me. For the first time, I felt alone. The worst part in all of this mess is I was jealous of my bestfriend. She is perfect, she has qualities that attract people to her. No matter what though she was by my side the whole time, even when I am the worst person.
With Love <3
- dearlover_ofmine
“To all the people out there, don’t feel guilty for something that wasn't meant to be. It doesn’t matter what other people think, remember you always will come first. “
Ever experienced something like this, if u have don't worry we are always with you no matter what <3