dearlover_ofmine

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[dearlover-ofmine]

What are you reading? I am intrigued why would you need a two hours rant 😉

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I am reading a book called the darkest temptation, it just too good

[dearlover-ofmine]

Dear Diary,

dearlover_ofmine

This will result in a two hour rant…I will not shut up

With Love <3

- dearlover_ofmine

[rains-of-words]

“I will spend more time with myself in this lifetime than anyone else. Let me learn to be the kind of person I would like to have as a friend.”

— Courage to Change: One Day at a Time (Al-Anon.)

[dearlover-ofmine]

Dear Diary,

dearlover_ofmine

My only dream owning a CHANEL closet With Love <3 - dearlover_ofmine "When I was a baby, I wore my mom's Chanel pumps - to be able to say that I work with Karl Lagerfeld is a dream come true."

[dearlover-ofmine]

Dear Diary,

dearlover_ofmine

I am extremely bored todayy… I know I have to study Computer but seriously its so boring, I literally fell asleep studying. While I was supposed to study, my great mind decided to organise my fking Pinterest boards, lets just say i wasted 2 hours doing that, and let's not forget an additional half an hour scrolling through Pinterest and pinning more stuff. My Pinterest includes boards of my future wedding, my dream house, and pins of random babies dressed up for Halloween. Basically, all my deepest desires. I am pretty sure everyone's Pinterest has such stuff. Anyways after tomorrows paper only two more papers left, and the torture is over. Then a fun filled spring break. On top of that my birthday is in 20 days!!!! I can’t wait 🤩. Next month is going to be so fun!! With Love <3 - dearlover_ofmine “My Pinterest is my diary, not meant for the eyes of people”

[dearlover-ofmine]

Dear Diary

dearlover_ofmine

I HAVE OFFICIALLY FALLEN IN LOVE 🥺. Another romance book equals another crush in my list. *Santiago Alatorre* soo dreamy, if only guys like him exist in real life, i wouldn’t have to face the assholes i meet in real life. I hate how my celeb and book crushes have me in a chokehold. Just hearing or reading their names make my stomach flutter and make me smile so fcking wide and start laughing like crazy, next thing i know i am already imagining moments with them. //Redeemed (Dirty Air #4)//, This book has had me sobbing, crying, laughing and holding my breath in a span of a few hours. It’s just too fking good😭. I have a literal list of books which have made my cry,laugh and simply made me fall in love with the characters:- * The Spanish Love Deception by Elena Armas * The Cheat Sheet by Sarah Adams * The Love Hypothesis by Ali Hazelwood * Ugly Love by Colleen Hoover * It Ends with Us by Colleen Hoover * Neon Gods by Katee Robert * To kill a kingdom by Alexandra Christo * The Fault in Our Stars by John Green * Five Feet Apart by Rachael Lippincott * Wait for it by Mariana Zapata Someone has gotta save me from this book guy saga, before i end up lonely. My standards are too high because of these beautiful boys With Love <3 - dearlover_ofmine “Santiago officially made the top of my sexy list. Okay, who am I kidding? He is the list.”

[dearlover-ofmine]

Dear Diary,

dearlover_ofmine

Curse the person who came up the concept of periods, I mean why don’t guys suffer through this unbearable torture😭😭This is sooo unfair I mean. I have been on a killing streak all day, U seriously should not come in my way today. My back hurts so badly and I feel so sleepy, on top of that I need to study for exams. Someone shoot me!!! Computer is going to be the death of me, it's pure torture. It's so iconic though periods is something you hate to have but also something you're scared not to have. We live in a weird world, i mean if your overweight you're called fat, if your underweight then you are called skinny. The world shall never be satisfied. It’s sad to see people get treated differently for being fat, fit or skinny. Anyways I am going to meet up with my friend for a study session, I mean it's easy to call it study session, we all know how it ends up. With Love <3 - dearlover_ofmine “I am not a BOSS BITCH, I am the BOSS, bitch”

[dearlover-ofmine]

Deary Diary,

dearlover_ofmine

I had such an amazing dream today, i seriously wish it was true 😭. I mean just imagine owning all the clothes from my pinterest board, it would be soooo cool, i mean its like a dream come true. Sadly i had to get up due to fcking school. Such dreams only come once in a while :( , this is soo unfair hmphh. Anyways, I cant wait for exams to get done, just one more week of torture left, then i will be freee!!!! Oooh then summer starts, how fun, i cant wait to take a dip in the pool. So refreshing! Its gotta be one of my favourite seasons. I am soo bored rn, i have no clue what to do… I need to study, so I can go to the mall for shopping at 4 but i am to lazy. Time goes soo slow when u want it to go faster. WHY WONT THE CLOCK STRIKE 4 FOR GODSAKE!!! ughhhhhh! I seriously need to go an study, bye for now With Love <3 - dearlover_ofmine "writing a diary is free therapy"

[dearlover-ofmine]

Dear Diary,

Today has started wonderfully, I had a great breakfast with my grandparents. Gonna show them around the city in the afternoon. It’s going to be a great day. I did switch up things a little today though, i went a little Pinterest organised today. I changed my daily morning routine to something more fun, changed my hairstyle and clothing style for a change, it was pretty fun experimenting. Gonna paint my nails in sometime, not sure which colour though. Confused between a baby pink or fuchsia pink. Which colour should I paint my nails in?? I feel so stress free today, it's like I have nothing to worry about. I gotta go now, will come back in sometime :) With Love <3 - dearlover_ofmine “𝒟𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒮𝑒𝓁𝒻: 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝒸𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒, 𝓃𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓋𝑒”

[dearlover-ofmine]

Dear Diary,

Looking forward to a better day, this day might just go nice. My grandparents are coming to visit us for the first time, I am pretty excited. I am going out with my friends, hopefully it serves as a good distraction from what happened. I apologised to my best friend and came out about how I felt, I feel much lighter right now. It feels good, I feel much more relaxed. The guilt will ease out with time. From today onwards I am going to try and ignore all the hate and the negativity, I am going to let it go. It’s a burden no one should ever be given. I am going to let it go, before it swallows me. I am going to be the reason for someones smile today. With Love <3 - dearlover_ofmine “Let it go, before it swallows you into something you won’t be able to come out off” What do you feel about such situations, do you believe that you should let it go

[dearlover-ofmine]

Dear Diary,

I feel so judged by the people around me, I did not mean to hurt the guy, but it ended it up happening. It was meant for the best, but i still feel so guilty about it. It might have been a short relationship but it was something. It felt nice in the start while i was dating him, but with that happiness came immense guilt about lying to my parents. The relationship slowly was not making me happy, it felt like a burden that needs to be treaded with carefully. Now when its all over, all his friends look at me like i am the worst person, they act like i have hurt them not their friend, none of them talk to me. For the first time, I felt alone. The worst part in all of this mess is I was jealous of my bestfriend. She is perfect, she has qualities that attract people to her. No matter what though she was by my side the whole time, even when I am the worst person. With Love <3 - dearlover_ofmine “To all the people out there, don’t feel guilty for something that wasn't meant to be. It doesn’t matter what other people think, remember you always will come first. “ Ever experienced something like this, if u have don't worry we are always with you no matter what <3

[dearlover-ofmine]

Dear Diary,

we all have our days

With Love <3 - dearlover_ofmine

[dearlover-ofmine]

Dear Diary,

I kinda needed that

With Love <3

- dearlover_ofmine