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❝ have i lost you? ❞ xoxo crankiiest/pvaglader.

"...I've always been right here."

#pvaglader #drabbles #v: greenie #Anonymous

✵ xoxo pvaglader

mistletoe meme

"Where did you even get one of those?"

She's never seen it before, but for some reason she knows what it's about. Something to do with kissing, holidays, snow-- whatever the hell snow is. He's got it dangling over her head and she can only stare with those big blue eyes, waiting. "Well? Y'gonna kiss me or what, shank?"

#pvaglader #kiss meme #v: greenie #Anonymous

has anything changed since your last follow forever?

Yes yes yes! I’m actually going to add a few blogs in this answer because they’re too good to pass.

Blogs I Admire From A Distance (aka I really want to rp with you but I’m afraid that I suck)

pvaglader theshuckingleader gluednewts gladexrunner thelastglader t-chambler scarrd-wings blccdymary kingxbanshee notyourcaptaingally sammyism manxnthebox suicidalrunner buiilder onlyzenonehere

Blogs I want more threads with but also admire our current thread/s

itsabloodygurl aintcominbackever illyria3955 taylor-hawkins-the-spooky-boy blxxdyinspired starofthemorning

-looks at 8 messages- -stares at jess-

#i fookin see u over there #pvaglader

#pvaglader #i think i just had a heart attack #i l OVE YOU??#tHANKY YOU SO MUCH??#I DON`T KNOW WHAT TO SAY??#ERROR 404 #BRAIN NOT FOUND #EMERGENCY SHUTDOWN

ratman

give me a character and i’ll give you a sample of how i’d rp them

He didn't get paid enough for this shit. Really, hedeserved a raise. Janson was sick to death oftrying to explain to insolent children about whywhat they were doing was necessary. It seemedlike an endless cycle of trying to make them allrealise that perhaps there was a cause greaterthan merely their own survival--as though theywere the first to have ever suffered for this cause. As though they were more importantthan a cure for the Flare.

They're just children.

Therein lay the problem. They didn't know enough to understand why it was all necessary,they hadn't been alive to see or old enough toremember the devastation they had broughton themselves, they didn't understand why itwas so important, imperative, for them to finda cure. They just didn't understand.

Worse, they didn't want to. They just didn'tcare about anything beyond the scope of theirown pathetic need to survive. And there was only so long he could spend trying to makethem see reason--it seemed beyond them, even their precious golden four, their so calledCreators had failed them now. Or would soonenough.

To the ends of the earth, he would go in orderto find a cure. But regardless, he deserved adamn raise--spending half his time dealingwith smart mouth teenagers, they were meant to be saving the damn world, and instead he had to stand there and get calledRatman by a goddamn teenager.

#;;meme response #[ how the fuck do you ratman ]#[ I TRIED OKAY ]#[ LORD DID I TRY ]#pvaglader

brenda

give me a character and i'll give you a sample of how i'd rp them

I'm doing what has to be done.

It's the same bullshit lie she's told herself over andover again, that she's doing what she had to do--asingle life isn't worth more than the possibility of acure. Not even the promise of one, merely a vaguepossibility. But it could save thousands of people from becoming one of those things, more monstrousthan human, Brenda has seen it happen, she has borewitness as everything they are is stripped away, as humanity dissolves like paper in water.

Cranks.

And now they want her to play a part she knew shewas lucky enough to have avoided living--not everyonehad been so lucky. Her parents hadn't been that lucky,nor had most of her friends--back when she had them,back before her life had been consumed by WICKED,and when WICKED handed you a decree, you don'tdamn well argue. She isn't in a position to argue, shenever has been. She is replaceable, even with her geniusIQ, even with all she knows about the search for a cure,about the Killzone Experiments, she is almost too easilyreplaced if they decide she's become too much trouble,that she is no longer worth the effort.

So if it's an actress they want, that's exactly what they'llget. But she's been staring at her own face in the mirrorfor so long that it's become unrecognisable, and maybethat's what madness is. Staring at something familiar,something you should know better and more intimatelythan anything and watching as it loses all value, allmeaning. Her face could be any face, could be any Crank--they'd all been like her once, hadn't they? Sane,real, human.

This is for the greater good, it has to be, that's whatshe's been telling herself, because anything else wouldjust mean she's become just like them. So she says herown name until it doesn't sound like anything, let alonesomething she had been called time and time again, aname christened on the lips of her parents, now gone, her friends, now too gone.

"Brenda, Brenda, Brenda."

It becomes almost hypnotic, and for a while, she is almosttoo sure that it no longer means anything, all words lose meaning if they're said enough, don't they? They no longerseem real. And that's what they want her to do, right? Pretendto be coming undone, like she's unraveling, ripping apart atthe seams. The question, however, remains; how is she topretend to come undone so effectively, so whole heartedly,without starting the process in actuality?

She doesn't know, she doesn't want to know, but staring ather face in the mirror--her now vaguely foreign face--is starting to give her a headache.

#;;meme response #;;trickster #[ how do brenda ]#pvaglader