#questioning schizophrenia

[xxbl00dsh3dbunnyxx]

Time to play is this symptom from my NPD or possibly a symptom of me being on the schizophrenia spectrum

(I'll never figure it out)

[whiteshrimpz]

mmm love being schizospec schizotypal and schizoid also schizophrenic but that's in my past life

[the-fallen-collective]

considering, after nearly a year of research, we exhibit every single symptom of schizophrenia we’ve read about and even broke down how we experience said things, we may need to talk to someone-

though not our therapist. She sucks ass. Shes called us manipulative and broke our confidentiality by telling our mother about our hallucinations (and only explained the easy to manage non harmful ones)

and also our mother blamed our phone as the only cause for hallucinations so dont know what we’re gonna do there but these symptoms are only getting worse and while we experience both positive and negative symptoms all the time, our bad psychotic episodes are getting more and more frequent and lasting for longer periods

[xxbl00dsh3dbunnyxx]

I'm trying to figure out what disorder this is from but anyone else have a deep need for superpowers or something? Like I don't mean just like "I want powers" but like, if I don't figure out a way to gain powers, then it almost feels psychologically painful and like I have no point to being alive

I thought this might be my NPD but it's not even for the need to feel special or superior in any way necessarily

Or maybe this so some sort of otherkin dysphoria thing (idk, I'm sorry, I'm not too educated on it)

[c00lkiddstuff]

what do i even do bro. im hearing voices but they arent my headmates n they talk in familiar voices kinda sound like my parents? and they talk in sone language idk and theres someone whispering😭

[punkrocklorax]

My ~favorite~ delusion came back this morning and made me late for work

😐😮‍💨😤