no one talks about how hurtful it is when you love someone so much but cannot reconcile with them because of their own emotional immaturity. i wish more people would take the time to self reflect. it’s difficult for me to fathom that some people don’t because at a very young age i was forced to look at every action of mine from multiple perspectives. because i was being blamed for an adults emotional immaturity from the age of 1 month old. id say lmfaooo but it isn’t comical. people need to heal their mental+physical before they even start trying for kids. bringing a person into this world is a serious thing it takes an emotional toll on you and if you’re not in a good place you and your child will suffer. it’s inevitable. nevertheless at the beginning what i was trying to say in simple terms is… i miss her. now that’s comical. it’s important to be able to have the hard conversations with your loved ones. if someone attempts to shut you down whenever you attempt to set boundaries or call them out that should set off sirens in your head. the most important quality in a friend is the ability to listen. gotta go wash my face before peace out.. to the future me that’s reading this or sav
