An apology from a ex radmed
I would like to apologize for my behavior as a radmed.
I was a little stingy bitch and I'm sorry for whomever I hurt. When I came out of the closet as a trans male, I was vunlerable and found whatever trans male youtuber and learn from them like, Kalvin Garrah. That's where I learned about trusums, tucutes, etc. I started to be an active radmed, I would invalidate others and overall be a terrible member of the trans community. Although this does not excuse my actions whatsoever, I had internalized transphobia and forced myself into the stereotypical "man" mold, making me attack others who dared to go past the "manly man" standard.
Although I still belive that you need gender dysphoria to be trans, I belive that you can wear makeup, skirts,etc. (although they have never been associated as being a femmine things in the first place) and still have dysphoria. I am now a trans man who wears makeup and i want to wear skirts!