#rainbowskittle

[coldbrewqueer]

I love when your blog updates. You always have the most prettiest/amazing/awesome/cool aesthetic vibes with whatever you share. If I was told to pick one Tumblr blog to follow.. it be yours. Happy Pride K! Thanks for everything, truly I mean it thank yoU for everything! Sounds silly but I feel like you’ve helped me more than people I know ‘in the real world’.. so I truly mean it thank you. 🥺💚🌈✨

That’s gotta be one of the best compliments! Thanks so much 😭 happy Pride!

[coldbrewqueer]

🥺 I 🥺wanna 🥺be 🥺you 🥺when 🥺I 🥺grow 🥺up. (Shh I’ll be 28 this month.)

That’s so sweet, thank you!!

[ghostsagainststardust]

5 | 11 | 19

5- If you believed in it, what would you be reincarnated to?

i think it would be fun to be a cat in the next life! or some cute wild animal. either way, i'd love to have a fun lil life where i could adventure a bit and be safe.

11 - What three words describe you?

Chaotic, funny, kind

19 - What fictional character would you bring to life if you could?

Steve Rogers, aka Captain America. not because he's Captain America or because he's hot. it's because i want to BITCHSLAP him for ABANDONING BUCKY. he can go ahead and retire. idgaf. but to leave BUCKY FOR SOMEONE HE KISSED LIKE ONE TIME????? no. BOOOOO

anywayyyy thanks for the asks!

also i was going through my drafts and i guess i didn't post this? lol whoops

[ghostsagainststardust]

3 | 21 | 30

3. What makes you laugh hard?

OOF this is a toughy. i laugh at tumblr humor, farting, uhhhh. anytime my friends or family say really funny shit, reddit posts

21. What keeps you going during the day?

the fact that i NEED to work in order to survive. and sometimes it varies during the day. when it's friday or payday is helpful, knowing i have to provide for my cat.

30. What is your worst & best quality?

worst:

PEOPLE PLEASER. i am SUCH A PEOPLE PLEASER and it SUCKS. im working on it a lot more though!!

best:

i'm an optimist! it helps out not only me, but others around me. it makes life easier for me

[ghostsagainststardust]

Pass the happy!🌻🌈When you receive this, list 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications 🫂

i got tagged by @rainbowskittle

- when my cat snuggles on my lap

- baking something for the first time and it comes out amazing

- my mom's good morning/have a good week texts

-shuffling my music and a favorite song comes on

-going to a concert with my friends/family

tagging : @ihaechu @galien-pastatute @twin--pie--pat00ts @encore-mi-amor @smalluniversecollector @jcbrookssayshello @entinullbutno @starry-eyed-fae @karkii

[ghostsagainststardust]

13 | 14 | 20 | 28 | 34

13. if you had to choose one POSITIVE word to describe yourself, what would it be?

i'd probably have to say "good listener." i know it's two words, but i've heard it a lot from my friends and family. if i HAVE to pick one word, I'd say, optimistic/positive 🙂‍↕️

14. do you collect anything?

yes!!! i collect CDs, vinyls, DVDs, pretty much every physical media (yes i do have cassette tapes!!). i also have a pretty decent enamel pin collection and i'm starting a Monster High dolls collection 🥰

20. If you could revive one tv show that has been cancelled, what show would it be?

evil ask!!!! /s either santa clarita diet or Julie and the Phantoms. evil netflix for cancelling them both 😤😤😤

28. when you’re sad, do you prefer to listen to music to match your mood, or listen to happy music?

it depends! if i'm at work or around other people, ill listen to happy stuff to distract myself. or even something funny like the Lonely Island or BBNO$. if im at home and wanna wallow a lil bit, im going for my crying mix

34. what’s your book/movie/tv guilty pleasure?

i don't really have a book guilty pleasure. maybe technically the smutty books i've read? i take pride in those when im around the right people, but those still kinda make me feel weird to talk about.

movie- DESPICABLE ME. anyone who knew me 10-12 years ago KNOWS i hated those yellow bastards. but the movie is so sweet. i've only seen the first one though.

tv- family guy or south park. they're a lil too edgy for me most of the time. sometimes they are funny but they kinda annoy me.

thanks for all the asks!! i loved answering them

[speaknowbuckley]

🙏 🙏🙏🥐 🥐🥐🥐🥐🥐🔥 🔥🔥

🙏- Eddie's internalized Catholic Guilt as told through flashbacks to his secret high school boyfriend

“Hey kid.” 

Eddie looked up from where he was resting, slumped over the kitchen table. At some point, Bobby had made his way over to him, but Eddie had been too lost in his thoughts to notice. 

“Hey Bobby,” He lifted his head from where it had been resting on his crossed arms, acknowledging the older man with a nod. “Did you need me to help with something?”

“Actually, I was hoping we could chat.” Bobby lowered himself into the chair across from Eddie cautiously, as if Eddie were a wild animal prone to bolting at the first sign of danger. 

Eddie quirked an eyebrow at him curiously, “usually Buck’s the one you call kid.” 

Bobby waved his hand dismissively, “you’re all my kids in one way or another.”

The thought made Eddie feel warm, he and Bobby had had their share of disagreements, but then, they always did work them out. That was more than he could say about himself and his own father.

🥐- The French Mistake au

“Chim? Chim, can you hear me?” Buck shouted through the thick smoke that surrounded him. They were in the middle of a house fire, and the two of them had gone back in together to rescue a baby that had been left behind in its crib. 

“I’m here!” Chim called from somewhere on Buck’s left. “I think I found the crib, but it’s empty-”

“Buckley, Han, report.” Bobby’s voice crackled over the radio.

“We’re here,” Chim responded immediately, his voice hiding the franticness with which he had been searching for the baby. “But the crib is empty.”

“Affirmative, Hen was able to grab the baby on her way out- everyone is safe and accounted for. But I need the two of you to get out ASAP, the roof is going to go any moment. 

Buck grabbed his radio, bringing it close to his mouth. “Got it, Cap, we’re on our way.” 

Bobby’s reply was immediate, and if Buck hadn’t been serving under the captain for nearly a decade, he might have missed the apprehension present in his voice. “Hurry, Diaz and Wilson are attending to the victims; they could use some backup.”

Grabbing Chim’s sleeve, Buck yanked his fellow firefighter closer as they began to maneuver to the exit. They got about ten feet when the ceiling collapsed down on them.

🔥- Hotshots Social Media AU

“Yes! It would be crazy!” Buck said vehemently, still scrubbing at the spot where the turmeric had hit the counter, although the yellow had finally faded. “We’re coworkers, and best friends, and like I told Maddie, he’s straight!”

Chim was thoughtful, “So if Eddie wasn’t straight, you’d go for it?” He crossed his arms in a silent display of triumph, throwing a cocky look Buck’s way.

“That’s not what I said!” Buck spluttered. “And did you miss the part where I said we were best friends? Even if I did hypothetically have feelings for Eddie, why would I want to throw that away?”

Chim just gave him another knowing look, “I mean, according to Tumblr user “firehosechuck”, “the best relationships are built on a solid best-friendship and history of mutual respect and admiration.”

Buck whipped around faster than the speed of sound, “How do you know about my Tumblr!?”

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Make Me Write

[speaknowbuckley]

You should write a fic where Eddie teaches Buck how to play baseball! And cliche move he wraps his arms around Buck’s waist to ‘straighten him out’ aka center him with the base. And maybe even Eddie’s hand on top of Buck’s hand to show him how to swing. … Either they are early in being boyfriends or still friends and that is how they realize their feelings. Ugh idk. Still love baseball and Buddie and your writing for them! Hope you been goood sorry been gone! 🥺💜✨💫

I have thought about this so often, I really do need to write this 😂 I think I have a vague scene-sketch of Eddie showing Buck how to pitch somewhere, but it's an au where Eddie is the starting pitcher for the Dodgers and Buck is still at the 118 but is gonna throw out the first pitch at a game celebrating first responders 😂