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Debating on if I should continue Indigo Lit Skies or not :/ While it is dear to me, and I have begun rewriting outline to make longer chapters along with a more...well defined arc... Am still a bit hesitant on it.
Exploring the friendship between Velvette and Vox in that au...well is fun but also something I find myself...a bit divided on.
I got so many new followers since I posted some The Pitt fics on here (there are almost 900 of you now?? wtf??) and I find it amusing to think that I must seem like a perfectly average smut writer to everyone who only know's my Pitt fics... they are so innocent. My freak hasn't touched them yet. The smut goblin ruling my brain has been tame...
Maybe I should write Abbot and Robby tieing up and absolutley wrecking reader while verbally degrading her. Stuff all my usual kinks in there too. For extra seasoning. But at the same time it's so quaint to have some soft filth to balance out all the dead dove 🥰
"penetrating gaze" is the right phrase i want to use but based on the context of the situation "penetrating" is NOT the vibes i want to bring to the function so i have to settle for a "piercing gaze"
Something something modern AU of Maiden of Sorrow where Adar remarries after a nasty divorce from Mairon.
He got sole custody of his children and one day at their nursery Snaat, Îshgha and Glûg tell their teacher about their new mum.
"They are getting married on the weekend! We can have as many cake as we want!" Snaat says with a huge smile.
Horror and shock all around. Adar is a sweet, gentle man but by god was Mairon a fucking trainwreck. None of the teachers liked him. The way he spoke to the children (if he even spoke to them) was horrible. And for how great Adar is, he's kinda shit at choosing a partner, isn't it?
Glurzesh and Ranar just kinda shrugged when asked about their mum at lunch (the older children have lunch with the little ones).
"She's nice, I guess." Ranar says.
Glurzesh shrugs. "She signed me up for kickboxing."
That's not too bad it is? Glurzesh has been having some anger issues since the divorce.
Fast forward to a few weeks later. Adar says at drop off his wife will pick up the kids today. Dread. The children are wearing expensive designer clothes too. Oh god. This can't possibly end well, can it? Mairon would freak when the children's clothes got dirty and especially the three little ones are so messy.
Pick up time rolls around. Îshgah and Glûg threw mud at Snaat, who retaliated fiercly. They are all caked in grime. The teachers did their best to try and get them a little clean, but there is no saving this. Not at the nursery. They draw straws who has to do hand over with Adar's new wife.
In walk Ranar and Glurzesh. They were picked up first. The group with the older kids is upstairs. Following behind is a stunning, tall woman with hip-long blonde hair, dressed in a perfectly white designer coat, wearing stiletto boots.
The smaller kids run up to her, screaming "Nirien!!". She laughs and crouches down to gather all three grimy kids into her arms. She doesn't care about the bits of dried mud crumbling onto her coat.
"You look like you had an awesome time today!" She says. She waits patiently as each one tells them about their day and show her the crafts they made.
"Oh, these look like you put a lot of effort into them! Are you happy with how they turned out? Yes? That's awesome! Daddy will want to put these on the fridge, no doubt!"
Nirien shooes them along to get their things and stands up to ask the teacher about their day. The teacher is stunned. She stammers an apology about the clothes. She's been expecting some shouting. Mairon shouted.
Nirien merely shrugs. "A dirty child is a happy child. And besides, someone who gets mad about expensive things getting dirty cleary can't actually afford them." She winked, the slight against Mairon obvious from her teasing tone.
The next morning Adar asks if everything went well at pick up. The teachers love Nirien and tell him about how lovely she is with the children.
Adar grins a crooked grin. "Yeah. She's pretty amazing..."
At the parents-children-craft afternoon a few weeks later, Adar brings Nirien along. She sit perched elegantly on one of the tiny chairs in the classroom with not one crease in her expressive dress. Adar next to her wears his usual rugged garb, the battered old leather jacket, a washed out shirt from a band that nobody ever heard about and combat boots. Glûg sits on Niriens lap as she chats with the children about the books Adar has been reading them at bed time while cutting out little hearts and stars for the kids' crafts. Adar stares at her the entire time, wearing an expression of awestruck wonder and infatuation they never saw him wear around Mairon...
Hi! For the Fic Writer ask game, 9, 18, and 20
Thank you so much for the ask! I love talking about writing and my fics.
9 ⧽. tell us about a wip/idea that you're excited about!
There’s so many, including some original works, but the one my brain has chosen to focus on at the moment is a “two imperfect people with terrible coping mechanisms fuck and fall in love” fic, with snamione of course, but this time focused on alcoholism and including bimboification (it’s a legitimate kink, but I’ve taken a slightly different approach to it, or at least the reason for it). It’s very smutty but also has some big emotions. It’s definitely got some themes similar to my last two fics, but in a new situation and twists on Hermione’s and Severus’s characters. My brain is just super into depressed/repressed!Severus at the minute, apparently. In a leather jacket with a cigarette hanging from his sneering lips this time 😉
18 ⧽. how do you want your writing to feel to your readers?
I have two answers to this, one related more to writing style and the other related to content.
Style-wise I want my writing to feel approachable, but not overly simple. I’d like to get better at descriptions, particularly metaphor (I think it’s a struggle because I tend to think very literally), because I want more beauty and profundity and to reduce the repetitiveness I see. I don’t want my writing to feel heavy or flowery, but I do want it to have more of the “wow” moments I get when I read some books, the little descriptions that paint a perfect picture or relatable truths that feel like a punch the gut. I want readers to want to pause and sit with my words for a minute.
Content-wise it depends on the fic. With some of my smut fics, I just want people to have a good time. More often though, especially with the longer, more chacter-focused, and/or darker stories, I want my characters’ emotions to ring true, for them to feel like whole, complex, imperfect people, and for readers to feel like they’re reading something unique and not what they expected based on the tropes/tags (I feel like I do manage to surprise people a fair amount, judging by comments, and I like that!).
20 ⧽. answer any one of the other questions that you want to
I’ve chosen #6: if you were to write a part two/sequel to a fic, what fic would you want to write it for?
I cheated a bit choosing this one, because I already have an idea for a sequel to Owned. I want to do the typical “story for each person in the core friend group” romance series thing, with Harry next. There’s a lot about Harry’s backstory I only got to hint at in Owned, and I want to explore that further, and also I just love the little world at Club Deviance I made up. Plus, I love Harry and probably would have written him before if I wasn’t so hyperfixated on Hermione and Severus (Harry’s my third-favourite character). The sequel will be drarry, which will be a first for me and that in itself is exciting. Don’t expect it soon; it’s early stages, mostly a semi-organized collection of notes and scenes at this point, but definitely one I want to get to one day.
(List of prompts here for reference or if anyone else wants to toss me one to answer!)
Lucifer thoughts
I’m curious what Vivienne is going to do with Lucifer.
He is extremely powerful ally of the protagonist - Charlie - and he joined the hotel in the finale of the first season. FIRST SEASON, it’s basically prologue for the whole story.
But the protagonist has to face challenges during the story. It’s not a challenge if your loving omnipotent dad can help you solve everything.
Usually in such cases a character like this dies rather early to give the protagonist motivation to act or initiate their dark-ish arc, especially if it's the mentor or father figure. I guess Viv could also make him lose his powers or make him hypnotized by Vox for for a longer time but it kind of doesn’t feel right. His depression seems to be overcome, at least as a reason to refrain from action.
I would be happy to be wrong and see a unique solution for this problem, but… Yeah. Well, we’ll see.
For some reason whenever I go on longer holidays, I end up writing completely fucked, debauched crackfic. Apparently that’s what my brain’s into when sun-soaked and relaxed.
The feeling when you're spinning writing in your head and you wanna get it down Now
but oh wait shit
that requires
writing-
