#rant ig?

[caprisunpacket]

thing i did out of boredom

(guys i swear leafy x profily is something i enjoyed for no reason theres no reason behind shipping it dont flame me out alive)

i asked some friends for the ‘similar personality’ one

pen my goat wooho

(also for least fav ship and ship i dont get heres a explanation)

i just see 4x more as like family, i have a bad history with possessive people (no shame four fans) and dont like the feeling of a person like that being in a relationship and idk i just like seeing them as family, its fun

but if they do became canon then ill stop thinking like that so

and as for fernpaste,

i just dont get fernpaste at all

toothpaste literally called them enemies and suddenly now theyre best buddies even though toothpaste has literally  chased him around with a knife and tried killing fern often, and now from one apology or whatever theyre friends, it feels so rushed to me tbh, i dont get how people just be shipping that like they dont switch back and fourth from enemies to friends

also 99% of fernpaste shippers use the excuse that fern and toothpastes actors are dating ‘that makes it even more canon!’ no it doesnt, the people voice acting the character doesnt mean anything happening in their life coordinates to the characters, same going back character to human

what if i used one as an example, one is a bad person, does that mean her va is? no, thats my point.

i just dont get people in the fandom these days, i mean coming from a BFDIE enthusiast since day one i dont get fernpaste ! no shame to fernpaste lovers btw, you do you! i literally ship a ship that theyre alleged enemies from BFDIE so

atleast fern and toothpastes made up for their shenanigand together tho lol

again, i don't care what you ship fourx fernpaste whatever you do you

also bracelety , pda , lightning and taco are cool if anyone cares my goats

ok im tired gn

[thatonemicahdude]

Ok so uh. a little rant?

like. in ep 6 ragatha mentioned that gangle and zooble don't even talk to her

which is. objectively not true. but like. im not really gonna go deep into how her self hatred affects her perception of how other people see her (even though i think it's really cool)

but like. it's pretty obvious gangle does have a crush on ragatha. so. what if. hear me out on this

what if they had a good friendship. and like actually got along well. like. this is basically their past

and then jax finds out about the figurine thing or whatever. which is again. probably related to gangle's crush on ragatha

and one day. he's just like 'hey crybaby! now that i'm thinking about it, wouldn't it be funny if i told ragatha about the figurine thing? just imagine. she thinks you're just friends, and then...' yeah imagine some dialogue here i'm too lazy to write it. out.

and like. gangle is blackmailed into basically cutting ragatha off. which she feels horrible about because she can't say anything because then she'd have to confess why she's getting blackmailed in the first place

and ragatha thinks that gangle just. started disliking her. because like. she'd definitely seen through all her 'tricks' (girl you are not an evil mastermind. you are a traumatized pathetic puppygirl) or something. she'd gotten tired of her not being genuine enough. and like when she tries to ask gangle about it, gangle can't tell. and that kinda confirms her worries.

and now we have ragatha beating herself up bc she thinks gangle hates her. and gangle unable to deny it. because. wouldn't it be funny if jax told ragatha about that big fat crush gangle has on her?

and like. that scene when zooble spawns in the loser corner.

imagine it was just. gangle seeing the opportunity to bond with ragatha (albeit by. i guess doing a warrior cats rp i'm sorry i never actually read that) because jax is. not around

or something idk. i just need my crumbs of ragaribbons i'm sorry

anyways i hope zooble joined them

[that1imp]

Something I'm sorta begining to only now realise is that in the Colorquest Fandom a lotta folks are terrified of angering other folks, because like- there are some scary people lurking on the outskirts of the fandom and I think the fear comes in once seeing that everyone is probably terrified of being seen as one of those freaks and being exiled out of the fandom if that makes any sense.

But what it sometimes ends up doing instead is sorta supress the creativity of some folks, like using myself as an example I have plenty of CQ fics laying about but I've been to scared to post them for fear of them being to OOC or whatever and people being upset at me for that fact, and sometimes it completely destroys my motivation to even finish a fic especially when I feel nobody will even be seeing it in the first place.

I'm just making this post to sorta point out this thing I've noticed, and maybe have a few other folks feel reassured and that they aren't so alone.

And also I really really hope that I managed to get my point across here and such, and also maybe help me myself try and get enough confidence to post what I want, cause I'm getting so so SO sick of just feeling like I'm trying to appease a beast sometimes.

TLTR: I think folks in the cq fandom shouldn't feel afraid to create what they wanna, as long as it's not hurting a soul within reason, they should be able to do it.

[galaxy--bunny]

I got an "ask" a while back that said smth along the line of "ur so uneducated" to which I say- I'M NOT GOD?! Like , sure , we'll fuck up on a fair few things here and there. We're also open to being told the truth and new facts , I DON'T KNOW EVERY MICROSCOPIC DETAIL ABOUT THE NAPOLEONIC WARS , HECK I DIDN'T KNOW LASALLE EXISTED UNTIL 2025!

;_; in other words , if you do have info you wanna share/books you wanna recommend/just call us idiots , fine. But we are working on it :]

[im-the-man-you-need]

AHHHHH

I think he found this blog. I’m pretty sure he found this blog. If he did I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I’m really sorry

I’m so scared we’re gonna grow apart, it almost always happens with the people I like after they learn that I like them. I’m really scared. He’s one of the people I care for most and don’t wanna grow apart from. I love his hugs and his kindness and his everything, and everyone in that friend group makes me so happy. I’m just really scared. We haven’t called in a while and I feel like I’m initiating conversations and I just don’t know, did I do smth wrong?? I think I’m probably just overthinking. I overthink a lot

But the most important thing: I just want him to be happy, bro. I don’t care if he likes me back. I don’t care what happens with him and his boyfriend. Just him and all my friends deserve loving partners, and deserve to think of themselves the way I think of them. They deserve to be loved, and told they are, and told how amazing they are. And if I have to be the one to tell them, I fucking will. Because everyone is beautiful, kind, and amazing. And I’m sad that they don’t think that, but I do, and I’ll remind them as many times as they need

And if he did find this blog, you probably know this is about you. I’m sorry. I’m here whenever you need me, please don’t make this weird. I’m sorry. I love you dude.

P.S. I need your hugs, we shud hang out again soon…

[srainebuggie]

I have so many mixed feelings on this episode.

Key dialogue moments were missing i.e. "they can see us" and "haven't you ever wanted more time?" From Shane.

While we got beautiful, incredible scenes at the bar, in the room, and THE phone call, it felt like the length of the episode was the biggest issue.

This episode had to fit SO much in there, like, so many important moments about Ilya and Shane's growth as indivuals and a couple. 55 minutes was not long enough.

[aurachoccymilk]

when the art block is so bad your artstyle has an identity crisis

[do-not-perceive-willis]

is doctor prpper okay before bed? is ice cream okay before bed? i don't have a caregiver and now that im thinking about it i kinda want one i really want one someone to tell me what is good for me and what is okay when i don't know i dont know what's good for littles and what's not and so how am i supposed to take care of myself when i feel small if i don't know how to? i want someone to set rules and give me a bedtime and help me prepare meals and tell me what to eat but only when im little because big me hates being told what to do but maybe they could just give me suggestions? like surely ice cream and doctor pepper isn't okay but that's the only thing i want to eat and idk what else to eat so what do i do