#ranting blog

[hat3r-rants]

UGHHH WHY AM I LIKE THISSSS??? So on one of my other blogs I asked for some moots right? Lots of people do that! But now I actually have some and it’s kind of annoying. They’re not annoying or anything but I kind of forgot you actually have like interact with them…a LOT!! And I get exhausted by people pretty easily sometimes! IT SUCKS! Cuz I wanted this! I wanted people to talk to and stuff but now I’m just tired! Anyways that’s it ~3~

PROSHIPPERS/PROFIC/RELATED DONT INTERACT!!

Divider

[where-the-nettles-sting]

Sometimes when I dabble in writing again, I try to stop and thank the stars that I never bought into the "if you're not writing something you can make a profit off of then why bother" propaganda. Not every dang hobby a person has needs to be monetized for it to be "worthy" or "gratifying." In fact, sometimes that makes your hobby dull and boring and counteracts motivation to the point you just stop caring about your interest altogether.

My ex's stupid and manipulative mom totally ruined my ex's love of writing just for fun. Me and my ex used to write excerpts of fanfiction and one-shots just to share with one another and it was so gratifying. I loved the way my ex wrote and she seemingly enjoyed my writing as well, and then her mom got in her ear and nipped that in the bud. (For clarification, her mom "writes books" or at least has written one straight to Amazon book and I put that in quotations because when I say she writes books, she writes on a third grade writing level, if that, and blatantly rips off popular fiction and calls it her own, but yet she's the writing authority. She thinks she's Charlene Harris or Danielle Steel when she's more like a narcissistic female Forrest Gump doesn't get touched enough by her husband and so she puts pen to paper to quench her brain thirst, then thinks its so good she sends it straight to Amazon publishing. She's no Pulitzer Prize winner that's for sure.) She had no business calling fanfiction stupid and saying it was a waste of time when her book is a waste of internet server space, Kindle Unlimited, paper when a physical copy is printed on demand, etc.

Although I do miss her daughter, sometimes more than others, I do not miss my former mother in law warping my ex into becoming as dishonest, goofy, and mean as she is. I don't miss the noise being rubbed off on my ex about how "if you're going to write fanfiction/something unmonetizable, then don't even bother writing." I'm so glad I don't have that inner critic keeping me from my special interests all the time.

[chocos-ranting-universe-6]

Welcome, my orchids, to my ranting blog!💚✨️

This is my ranting space! I made this blog to create some meaningless rants that I honestly just want to share!

This is a free space. If you wish to spread your own opinion in the comments or inbox, feel free!

But.. this blog does have rules.

Rules !

🌳 - Respect my or others' opinions.

🌳 - You are indeed free to disagree with me. Just be kind about it.

🌳 - If anything appears rude to me.. your comment or ask will be deleted.

🌳 - Just be respectful and kind in general. If you don't like my blog, just scroll past or block me.

Questions?

🐍 - What Will I Rant About? Anything in my personal life or fandoms I'm in.

🐍 - What Fandoms Are You In? List is below.

🐍 - What do I go by? What's my name? I go by She/Her , and you can call me Choco. But, my other preferred names are Alex and Izzy.

🐍 - What's my sexuality? I'm pansexual and have a partner.

🐍 - Do I have other blogs? I do. But I'd rather keep them separate from this one. If any of you are interested, feel free to DM me.

🐍 - Who's allowed to interact with my blog? Anybody of any age.

🐍 - Who isn't allowed to interact? Homophobes, tranphobes, maps... ect.

Fandom List !

💚 - Eddsworld

💚 - Helluva Boss

💚 - Hazbin Hotel

💚 - FNaF

💚 - CupHead (DLC Included) / The Cuphead Show

💚 - TADC

💚 - *Some* Disney Movies

💚 - CreepyPasta

💚 - South Park

💚 - Dandy's World

💚 - Date Everything

💚 - Metal Family

💚 - Harry Potter Movies

💚 - *Some* to *Most* Animes

💚 - Dustee Vs. The Salt-Syndicate

💚 - Webtoon Comics

💚 - DDLC

I believe that's all!

Like I said at the start, you are allowed to share your own opinions and / or disagree with mine. But you're also allowed to ask me about my opinion on something and I'll happily answer it!

That's all for now. Enjoy the chaos, my orchids!💚✨️

[v01d-ranting]

On3 day i’ll b3 part of th3 void again…on3 day this body b3com3 on3 with th3 void again…on3 day…

~🕳️

[adupadu]

nom nom

[attackonmarcobodt]

Autism

:///. Hasn't been a good month to have autism I may say. I'm so scared to talk to new people, I'm scared they aren't my friend, and I'm annoying them. Or just we had a moment and nothing else. It's weird forgetting social cues. I don't know what will upset people, I can only guess something they'll like. Maybe to them, I was just an interesting 30-minute conversation and that's it'll ever be. Autism is like a blanket surrounding me, it obstructs how I experience life. I don't want to do something by accident. And not be liked by people for something I didn't mean, and please don't try and say "well everyone goes through that", so unless you have autism don't try to minimize my experience.

I've been so lost, so I don't think I'll talk to anyone other than my boyfriend, it'll probably be for the best. I don't think they like me, and I am a stranger, and sadly I'm used to it and okay with it. Unless and please God, let me actually be wrong.

I need to figure out what's driving people away from me, is it my face? My stance? My tone? And again, I am not entitled to these people to be my friends. I'd just like people to say what they think.

I've also been going nonverbal a lot lately, I just don't have the need, or can't talk. Nights have been rough.

I've been looking forward to my small business. It seems it's the only thing making me happy.

[lifeblogzted-blog]

The end and beginning

Me and my partner separated. It was slow and painful. I spent most days worried and anxious about her. I'd hate myself for not being able to take care of her like I know her other partner does. I shouldn't have been with a poly and that's not a attack on her or the poly community. It's a comment on my own failures to do what is right for me.

I will always hate that it came to what it came to. It's something I won't ever forget, but we had a lot of good times, a lot of love and support and that means a lot to me.

And yes it is also the beginning of a new chapter with a new partner. She is one of my dearest friends, no family members. She and I have danced around the feelings we have for each other for a good minute. She and I both were in situations that left us broken and feeling like we were not enough.

My hopes is to let it progress as it will and to be there for her as her friend and her partner. I want to start this new chapter with her and grow with her as well. It will be hard and scary and sometimes confusing but I only have to day and I gotta live my life.