#ranting sorry

[papayaswifie]

i hate how there’s always divorce allegations when lando or oscar say they’re not besties/good friends cause like… yeah?? they said a thousand times that they have a lot of respect for each other and that they get along well but they don’t really hang out

we’ve been known that they’re work friends at best, literally no one pretends otherwise, and that won’t stop us from rpfing the shit out of them

[irrevocablecondition]

if i get one more dm on tiktok angry at me for leaving the marauders space i'm going to start sobbing. i can't even address it on tiktok because tiktok is the issue but oh my god. i have had So Fucking Many since april and they're all variations of "fuck you for giving up" "fuck you for making a safe space and then leaving" etc etc and it's like,,, idk lol. didn't feel very safe to me. forever grateful that it was for others !!! forever grateful to have helped people in whatever way but like. i'm first and foremost a trans person in the uk. i'm first and foremost a trans person watching all this shit with jkr and bathroom and the fucking echr go down. i was receiving disgusting shit daily on that app. i was watching people make videos about what a cunt i am for talking about jkr. i was deleting comments from people monitoring my Weight in videos. i was deleting comments of people telling me graphic ways to fucking die. i was watching people theorise about How Trans i really am. oh, messrsrobyn? didn't he post in a lacy top the other day? doesn't he wear makeup? idk lol i just don't think he's very trans. doesn't act it. look at how feminine his hand movements are and look at how girly his- SHUT UPPPPP.

i put so fucking much into my talks. maybe it didn't look like it because at the end of the day, it was just me sitting in front of my phone and talking. but so fucking much went into the resources i shared and the videos i made and the comments i replied to for further explanation or the comments i monitored so that others didn't have to see the shit i was seeing and constantly educating people and yes, i willingly did that because it is so fucking important to me that people engage ethically but.... idk. idk how to express how absolutely Draining it became. to be a Safe Space for people whilst your space has never felt less safe for yourself. like. idk.

the space is still there. these spaces are still here. and if you're somebody who was in my lil online bubbles for that comfort and that support, then i do truly hope that you know you can still reach out. you can still get that, even if takes me a while to reply as i deal with Things. you can still be in these spaces, they haven't gone anywhere.

i'm just not talking about the fictional wizards anymore because it makes me feel sick to my stomach and i do not know why i'm evil for that i'm gonna sob

instead of attacking trans people for leaving the marauders space, maybe look at Why they're leaving the space and consider what you could do to rectify the issues that made so many of us feel like it wasn't for us. because i am one of Many who realised it wasn't built for us over on tiktok. and we shouldn't have to feel guilty about that. we shouldn't be made to feel like we're the bad people for putting ourselves and our comfort first.

anyway. ranting. sorry. losing my mind. taking a shot for every one of those dms in my inbox (seeing sounds and hearing colours)

[letoscrawls]

i hate apple so fucking much wdym secondhand ipads from a million years ago are so expensive. i will never be able to afford an ipad pro and it's been my dream since it first came out i'm so mad

[greynails]

i can’t get over how disappointing that episode was.

i just watched it so maybe some of my thoughts will change, but overall just……..god. the writing has taken such a deep dive in quality, and i don’t think it can be explained away by it being lestat’s pov anymore.

i don’t know. maybe the rest of the season is much better, but i don’t understand why it feels like there’s a completely different team of people behind it. the wigs oh my GOD

louis was the one bright spot of course, but even then i have misgivings about his character arch. but it’s early days, so. idk.

[somebitchprobably]

I honestly don't hate Owen, but I'm so jealous of him and he's just an idiot

Wdym you had the chance to fuck Abby and you do that shit

No even prep, just raw and dry likeeeee, i would've ate that 🐱 for houuuurs

Touch that tits dude, make her wet first, he went straight to it, idk I get a lot of pleasure from giving pleasure, like it's so goooood, is straight sex like that? It's depressing

uhhh i think people are really weird about the boat scene in general.

like it’s not supposed to be this perfect depiction of sex? Saying you would’ve ‘done something different’ doesn’t make sense to me because I’m sure they themselves would’ve done something different if it wasn’t rushed, if it wasn’t laced with guilt and shame and every other emotion they suppressed for eachother all the years they weren’t together.

it’s not supposed to be sexualised in the way alot of people try to sexualise it.

it’s really messy, and had they slowed down to as you said ‘eat that for hours’ it would’ve been enough for either of them to realise ‘this is wrong, we shouldn’t be doing this’

but BECAUSE it happened quickly neither of them stopped because they were just letting their emotions lead the situation.

also, obviously we don’t see everything that happened? How do you know they didn’t slow down after the initial rush that got them started?

I don’t know, it’s there as part of the story, it’s part of their characters to be flawed and to make that mistake together. People act so weird about it in my opinion, it’s not that deep (an neither was Owen probably HAHA okay okay sorry sorry)

but in general, separate from the boat scene I don’t really like Owen. I think his conversation with Abby before they have sex is about the only interesting/ useful thing they do with his character. He is so annoying to me in all the flashbacks too 😒

this turned into a mini rant. Sorry 😭

[calypso047]

POV you spend two years of your teenage life preparing for one singular exam that will decide the direction of your entire future and career that causes insane amounts of stress because it's ONE PAPER on ONE DAY that if you fuck up you'll have to wait a whole year to write again. And you write the exam. And you enjoy your first break after TWO WHOLE YEARS.

And they fucking,,,,cancel the exam??? Make us write it again??? Cause some asshole leaked the questions????

Anyways this is happening to 2.3 million students right now

[earhartsease]

WHAT

seriously though, this "lucille" font is basically well nigh illegible, what's it even for

that apparently says WHAT but looks more like georgian script or something - like if we hadn't seen it in another post in the context of a bunch of other people saying WHAT we'd have no clue at all

or is it just us? do y'all find it easy to read? it's okay if it's just us

OH ARIANA WE'RE REALLY IN IT NOW

[charlybird]

art rant

constantly having to worry about "art online" is sickening and stupid. I remember when I was a teen and I would have the energy to draw for hours and I pretty much didn't show anyone my art, other than one or 2 people, and I was content enough. But now it's numbers mayhem and managing 3 different burning sites and having to constantly start fresh and honestly WORST of all - the idea of posting my art online means I have to say "goodbye" to it in terms of a/i shit. Twitter is apparently going to remove the need for consenting to them just taking it. And I know that my art being online means this across the board but still. I take massive offence to it yet I don't know if I can just delete a huge chunk of my online life like that. And then there's my big issue with this site where reblogs stick your art to others blogs and there's nothing I can do about it. I have a massive love/hate relationship with my art for many reasons but this stuff doesn't help either. I don't really remember hating my work when I was a teen, not to this degree anyway.