Phew, it’s beeeen a looooooong month with out you guys and without Ray! I’ve missed him so much. I am ready to start officially coming back, I’ll ease myself in so I don’t get wore out. 😂 what better way to come back you ask? How about as writing an ask? It’s another one of those asks where the numbering is…fickle. A question from our dear 🥨! Aaaand we starting off heavy. 😭
Death is truly inevitable. It come one day or another. Ray knows this and I believe that he is definitely the worrying type. It may not be on his mind every second but he thinks about you dying often enough that it’s a worry. Even if he doesn’t say it out loud. What if you died in childbirth? Got smashed by a building? Getting hit by a car? Car crash?! Disease?! Anything could kill you?! Trust me, it’s on his mind. He does everything in his power to avoid it for you. As said though, death is unavoidable but it it was a person it would hate Ray because it would be hard to take MC’s life. 😂
when it does happen, he will let the world burn. Specially if we go off the mentally unhealthy ending. Without you in his world, why should the would exist when you aren’t in it? Will he destroy it himself? Let the aliens destroy it? Man will let the world burn….and then himself. 😔
If we had the mentally healthy ending, he’d still be torn. Absolutely shredded, he’d be a shell of a man for a long time. Feeling like he lost all direction. Of course, the NAHA doesn’t let him break, heck, he’ll throw himself into his work. Leaving little time for else. May even work himself to the point the NAHA might be afraid he’d die and then crow him into confinement for a while, give him therapy, (which only helps so much) and eventually he’d fine a new “normal”. Coffee, work, sleep, coffee, work, cook a home made meal, sleep. (More like a schedule that makes him not think too much.) maybe a special someone comes and makes his world feel better again. (Maybe a cat can even come in and help him. A therapy cat.)
Unfortunately, if Ray were to die it would be televised. No media would be untouched at the loss of the NAHA’s golden boy. Mourning would be deeper for MC because MC loved Ray. I also strongly believe that mourning would feel as if you don’t really get to because everyone is morning Binary Star, some are loud about it, crazy fans saying they’ll miss their husband, the candle shows. Man would it be lonely. On you knew Ray and actually cared about him. The NAHA? Nah, he’s clearly not strong enough of a weapon to protect himself or others. He died cause he was weak. In short, a mourning MC would be a lonely one and Ultimately, we are MC, how we deal with grief is how we would react in the story. Anger, hate, sadness. All of it. I typically look at these kinds of questions as a “MC is me, MC is you, how we behave and respond is how things would go.”
Im so glad to be back. ☺️