#real text

[crazyfanofmasskpopculture]

[kindly-whisper-norbury]

That's fair.

[procrastinatingdeathiguess-blog]

Text convo with my friend today

Her: Guess what

Her: Your nipples are older than your teeth

Me, 3 hours later: HOW THE FUCK WAS I SUPPOSE TO GUESS THAT CLAIRE

[x5dtumblweed]

[poetinhiding]

something i wrote to one of my past lovers:

*his name, you always doubt yourself and put yourself down. it makes me sad because you dont see how fucking beautiful and amazing you actually are. you are perfect in my eyes and everything that happened in the past does not affect us. you didn’t hurt anybody. its complicated to explain but it was nobody’s fault. n o b o d y. i know its easy to blame yourself because that way it doesnt hurt anybody. but it hurts you. and it hurts me that you think of yourself like this. what i always told myself is whenever i’m feeling down is to think about myself like how someone i love sees me. i know they love me. and i love you more than anything honestly. i really do. i think about you all the fucking time and i can’t get you out of my head like a lovesick virus. an addiction. i think i’m addicted to your body heat when i’m pressed tightly into your skin as you hold me. and i’m addicted to feeling your smooth skin softly with my fingers and your kiss. god damn i swear to god explosions happen in my head when we kiss. holy shit. and when you press harder into me i love that. and i’m sorry to say that the word love can not fully explain how i feel. it’s much bigger, grander, fuller than four small letters. your love is undefinable. it gets me going, feeling unstoppable like i could rule the universe you give me so much power. i truly don’t deserve how just seemingly perfect you are. and how adorable you are!!! oh gosh this is really gay. i think i’m outgaying myself. oh well. anyway. i wish you could hold me and keep me safe forever in your arms and let the world revolve around us and our thoughts and our feelings and i realize most of this doesn’t make that much since but i’m a writer i do what i want. oh and your smile just lights up the world!! like seriously you could probably fill up lightbulbs with the energy from your smile. and whenever i see you i get excited like all of this dumb love is pouring out of me because it just sort of builds up waiting for you. and you give me motivation to become a better person which i thought i was never going to be able to do because i gave up on basically everything. but now!! i have something to live for. someone that everybody needs in their lives. there’s only one of you and i feel lucky that you chose me too. i hope that everyone can feel the way i do right now. i know it’s only been a short time since we’ve been together but it feels so much longer. i can’t wait to make more dumb memories with you that i will look back on when i’m eighty and i will miss us being young and dumb. i love how you always seem to know what you’re doing and it makes me jealous because i’m always clueless and lost and need help. (as you already know from working with me) i literally talk about you to all of my friends all the time because i can’t help it i just love you so incredibly much in something that i can’t even measure. and i could probably keep going but i’m sure you don’t want to read that much and i can’t describe how fucking perfect you are and how i never want us to be apart and for no reason will i ever stop loving you. ( you’ll probably go blind from how cheesy it is but it’s all extremely true) i love you most

[ibangtanthings]

Currently reading Demian…

[ibangtanthings]

Finished reading Demian

[i-llbehere]

Real conversation with one of my friends. I swear I’m smart