#recommitting

[mystoryfortheaudienceoftheworld]

Let’s have a honesty coffee chat (cup compliments of the fiancé)…

I weighed myself this morning, and I am not pleased with how far I have backtracked myself with my weight. And I am done with it and ready to redo me again.

For the last two years I have seen myself slip into unintentional maintaining to not even really trying. I can say all day long I kept up a good fight, but really this last year, while I have been happy (also compliments of the fiancé) I haven’t been staying on task with my overall healthy lifestyle goals.

I can say all day long how treating yourself won’t kill you…..but in reality if you are doing it all the time it will cause an effect on you. This one being that I am 7lbs under having gained 50lbs back on since my lowest weight.

A lot of my dresses and clothes are tight on me and I refuse to backtrack and buy bigger items.

I want to be able to feel more confident in what I wear again.

I never saw the word “fat” as a bad thing if you are talking about yourself (not someone else calling you it), but I have never used the term very much. But this last year I have point out to Hayden my fat middle section more often than I wish I had and honestly I hate that I am that person who does that now.

Don’t get me wrong I love my body, but I just want to give it even more love in return for putting up with my ridiculousness.

So I declare July 19, 2018 my restart date. I am recommitting myself….to the eating healthy, to the working out, and to saying no to things I don’t need.

I decided to get me back on track as a starter I am bringing back my motivational calendars with weekly goals. …(I will be posting that today so you what  I am referring to since it has been some time since I have done them.)

Also, going to do pre-tracking and meal planning at least for a solid month to get myself back in the mindset to track.

Thanks for reading all this if you did….You all have been my support through this whole journey and I know I can count on you again as I recommit myself.

[struggling-to-be-healthy]

December 4th, 2017 is a fresh start.

Since July I have been on an on going downward spiral. I have picked myself up numerous times only to fall right back down not long after. I'm sick and tired of my excuses and they need to stop.

I am completely embarrassed by the official number I have been able to lose and keep off in the past 11 months since I started this journey. I have nobody to blame but myself. I realize it is still an accomplishment and better than nothing, but I know I could have done so much better.

This is my promise to start the new year at a smaller weight than what I weigh in at tomorrow. Even if it is only a single pound I will happy.

I can do this. It is all inside my head.

[plussizeadventure]

Omg 11k steps after like hardly hitting 4k forever. My footsies are about to send in their resignation.

[meghanbeinghappy]

Honesty time

I've gotten back into some old eating habits that I'm not proud of. I've been snacking a lot on chips lately and just eating more greasy foods and not taking the time to meal prep. I've had a stomach ache for two days because of the amount of crap I've eaten. I'm recommitting myself to this. I'm going to make a meal plan for the week. I'm going to say goodbye to the chips and the pop-tarts. I'm going to keep going to the gym 3+ days a week. I'm going to try and get back into my carb cycling. I've got this! I didn't come this far just to quit.

[puretruly]

“ If you feel like you’re praying and it’s not being answered, the teacher is always silent during the test, so it’s on you to use what you have and what you can do to show how committed you are to something and how much you want it. How much energy are you willing to put into it?” - Leo Skepi

[sunniispirit]

Lately, I’ve been recommitting to myself in the best way I know how. I’ve been drawing, writing and creating more than I have in the past year. I’m making it a priority to spend time with myself again and it feels so good! I’m going to put my plans into motion, and I’m going to see them through. I deserve to have a good life, and I deserve to create the life I want to live. I’m the only person who can make my life what I want it to be, and I have to grasp the opportunity in my hands and make it happen.

[thickveganchick]

Today, I am recommitting myself TO myself. I weighed in at 221.1lbs this morning (8/6/18,) and that means that I almost almost as heavy as I was when I was with my ex. I was 195 lbs a year ago. I have no idea what’s going on with my body. What I do know though is that perhaps my max effort isnt enough- or maybe I’m not utilizing it well. Over the next few days, I’ll be taking a moment to get myself together and to rebrand myself. I owe it to my body to try and figure ME out so that I can live a better life.

[tekmodetech]

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