Been thinking about the respawn machine a bit lately
Saw a like horror tf2 series called don’t join team red or something like that and, man yeah, I don’t think that’s my source but the way they depicted the respawn machine is just,,, yeah man it was like that, though not as bad
And I did keep little trinkets from all my team members which pyro in that series dose, though I think they say pyro in there is older then I was in my source
Idk I’ve been having feelings about seeing the respawn machine depicted I think because it was,, it was scary, I mean dying but not dying for good messes you up, I know it messed me up, waking up and still being able to feel the fire, or feel the wounds but you look down and they aren’t there there isn’t even a scar no proof of it and that’s scary
And never being sure if the me that I wake up as was the same me I was when I died because every time there was always a risk the something would change, nothing major, but small things, almost imperceptible, just a bone deep feeling that something is off, but it would mess with our heads, block out the truma as best we could so we could function
So even if something WAS wrong how could I remember how I was supposed to be
~Red Pyro
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