#regret thoughts

[i-calls-it-easy]

i overslept. shit.

                     why does this keep happening?

i want my day back

[i-calls-it-easy]

i don’t know myself.

                                                am i GOOD or am i BAD?

...do i d e s e r v e this?

[i-calls-it-easy]

you think i O W N you.

                        i know I made you think that.

but please don’t listen

[i-calls-it-easy]

the darkness in me.

                       i thought that i had beat it.

please don’t let me fall.

[i-calls-it-easy]

yeah, i’m a monster.

                             we all know that now, don’t we?

but please... don’t hate me.

[i-calls-it-easy]

i thought i was done.

                              my past; just an old nightmare.

but now I don’t know.

[i-calls-it-easy]

i know i hurt you.

                     but hearing you call me that...

please stop. it kills me.

[i-calls-it-easy]

you were my best friend;

                   hell, you were way more than that.

now you’ll never know.