#questioning thoughts

[scourgeofshadows]

What's weird about my fandom obsessing

Do any of you have those strange moments you imagine something random and gruesome like swinging Striker's tail and cutting heads off with his tail's spikes?

[sontanku-blog]

Just Venting to Feel a Little Better..

Would you care if we quit talking Would you care if I went walking I need to know how you feel So I know how to deal I like it when you're by my side I hate it when you try to hide Seems to me you wouldn't care even if I wasn't there But you are everything to me which is why I want you and me to always be Believing you may be a mistake but it's a risk I'm willing to take I really love you, always know I do and remember there will always be me and you Just something that struck a little close to home at least parts of it an edited version of a poem, I found on family friend poems

[i-calls-it-easy]

i don’t know myself.

                                                am i GOOD or am i BAD?

...do i d e s e r v e this?

[i-calls-it-easy]

you always wear that.

                      that mask; both inside and out.

who are you, really?

[alohawhiskeygirl]

Thoughts...?

I don't mean to sound depressing, but sometimes I wonder how much some people actually care for you and want you in their life. Like I really wonder, how would some of my friends or so called close people too me actually be upset that I wasn't here. Or just not around. Cause I know when my bestest friend of mine is not around all the time and at school in a different state. I feel a like a little piece of me is gone. So if she were to no longer be here I would be crushed! She's my family. My sister from another set of parents. Ha. She's my rock that keeps me some what sane. So it just makes me wonder. What do the people that say they care, actually truly care for you. No matter if that's a friend, partner, people you call family that are super close friends, etc. aloha to my questioning thoughts..