Dec 5, 2017
Me: I might have bpd, but at least I don't impulsively buy stuff
Also me: *sees something my fp would love/something that reminds me of them* Great! I can add this to the 25 other things I've gotten them as a Christmas present! :D
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Me: I might have bpd, but at least I don't impulsively buy stuff
Also me: *sees something my fp would love/something that reminds me of them* Great! I can add this to the 25 other things I've gotten them as a Christmas present! :D
Me at my fear of abandonment ™: LEAVE.
new (shitty) year same (shitty) me
does anyone else w/ bpd split on things rather than just people? like i will be doing a thing and Loving It and then like a switch flips in my head for no damn reason and i'm like you know what FUCK this thing FUCK IT i am done and then i won't do the thing i loved for like weeks or months is this just me or
that feel when you can feel yourself oversharing but you can't stop talking and everyone gets uncomfortable and then you want to die
me: *literally begs for my boyfriend's attention* boyfriend: *calls me* me: um yes hello how can i help you why are you calling me
me: *feels sad* me: *lays in bed listening to sad music and scrolling through bpd blogs* me 1 hr later: okay why am i not Happy and Successful yet