Your source of self-deprecating humor

Prof. dx with Depression and questioning BPD and GAD ... and dealing with Anorexia.😥 you are free to reblog anything. I don't condone self harm, suicide, EDs or anything of this kind. Talk to me if you need someone to vent to,your messages make my day :) My posts --->>> tagged with #me #bpd #actually bpd Trigger warning™⚠ #depression #suicide #anorexia #self-harm #anxiety

[beepeedeedoo]

Thank you Ana (115)

I have always been overweight, ever since i was a little kid. I was bullied in primary school by this girl called jodie, and i remember turning round one day and calling her fat cow. Her friends all turned to me and told me she was anorexic. Years and years later i saw her again in my new college. I still feel guilty for it. I was as friendly to her as i could be in college, and made her life as easy as possible but i feel terrible about it

[traumatisedd]

Reblog if you also lost your teenage years to major depression or other mental illnesses and missed out on doing normal teenage things and also didn’t have friends lol

[trevenanl-deactivated20200913]

If the person in possession of my voodoo doll would PLEASE hug it

[cloneofthecavalryarchive-deacti]

ATTENTION PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I think i have it now and i appreciate it.

I’ve just made a bet against my Dad that if this post gets 2 million notes then i can get a Puppy. [like the one underneath]

I didn’t realise how much 2 million was and i couldn’t take that number down now. It should look like 2,000,000 in the notes bar.

He’s convinced that this will never reach that number, and very confident about it so Let’s prove him wrong!! He thinks this will get about 25 notes beofre it’s left in the dust.

You don’t have to do it for me. But for the point and to prove him wrong. He has to pay and everything so let’s make him suffer with it!!

I’m counting on you!!!

Remember it’s 2,000,000!

[yesterdaysprint]

Clarion-Ledger, Jackson, Mississippi, April 6, 1939

[beepeedeedoo]

I wanna do parcour rn but like from a cliff

[clownacademia]

what my followers see everytime they get on my blog

[bpdirt]

how tempting it is to stop existing when you’re already barely here

[lovenotlogic]

my childhood, or, as i like to call it, the general abyss with one or two memories attached to it

[this-is-anorexia]

Recovery is never the easiest, But always the best choice.

Mod. (via this-is-anorexia)

[this-is-anorexia]

“ The only size that matters, Is the one of your heart. ”

-Mine. (via this-is-anorexia)

[selenoplexia]

Please help!

I really hate asking for money and I feel sort of bad doing so but I am in dire need of it so I’m gonna ask for donations, every cent counts !

I’m a minor in high school and I live in an emotionally unstable home, my father might lose his job in a year or two so we’ll probably become poor because of me, why you ask ?? I have a severe case of ulcerative colitis, I’ve built immunity to almost every single type of medication for it except for one, which are the humira shots (needles not pens), they suppress my immune system so I’m at a much higher risk to catch diseases easily like flu and colds, I have to take 2 shots every 2 weeks and one shot here can cost over $1k. I’m also going to need various tablets and pills, several blood tests every few months, and doctor visits for regular checkups and we can barely afford that and we’re starting to get back in debt again.

In addition, I’ve been saving money to go to uni abroad so I can get out of this house and family and also try to seek help and therapy for several mental issues I’ve been struggling with, but my father started using my savings to spend on my very much wealthy and healthy grandmother, he also sold my tablet without telling me so now I can’t do commissions unless they’re pencil sketches. (I also have mediocre bandom urls if anyone wanna purchase those at a very low price)

Please please help, here’s my PayPal, every dollar counts, and if you cannot donate please do not feel obliged to do so, but please boost by reblogging this post so more people can see it!

I appreciate everyone’s help 💖

[beepeedeedoo]

I'll see what I can do.

Meanwhile, try to get vitamin c injections and a daily dose of "ubiquinol" and "tea-tree oil. " That'll keep ur immune system Kindda working...

[beepeedeedoo]

I always hated my birthday.

Normally I don't care so much about my birthday. I hate it to be honest. Every inch of me hates the congratulations I get from those who "love" me,( I believe otherwise, because I'm a worthless unlovable piece of trash.) that's mainly the reason I hate it. They are wasting their time. idiots.

I don't want to be loved, but I need it. .... But at the same time, being left alone is why I wanna -TRIGGER WARNING -

Kill myself.

And those I love and I idealize too much, they will never return back so much love, I a craving you can't satisfy. I always end up with a broken heart.

But the point is, a very good friend of mine (whom I'm close to, but she may not ) forgot it.

She hasn't written me.

It's day number 2.

She's like my fp.

So every time stuff like this happens, I'm suicidal.

I'm so heartbroken, like never before.

AM i allowed to feel this way? Am I being too sensitive again?! Are my feelings wrong?

Fuck u Eva.

[this-is-anorexia]

New Year

May this new year give you more strength and courage to overcome your fears,

May this new year shorten the distance between the person you are now and the one you want to become.

It’s okay if you gotta spend this evening by yourself, and it’s also okay if you don’t have any new year’s resolutions, because what matters is that you made it this far…

C'mon , that’s already fucking awesome.

[bpdbot]

i stared at myself in the mirror for 10 minutes trying to figure out if it was actually me: a dissociation story that would warm my heart if i was currently in my body but i’m not

[outer-space-howell-blog]

i don’t understand why people think that depression goes away on holidays?? like ho ho ho I’m still feliz navidying

[unaverage-confessions]

My therapist when I tell them that their suggested skills actually worked: