Once again I canât sleep due to my brain insisting itâs much more important to write down these ideas for a Light and Dark side swap AU than sleep, so 3AM TUMBLR RAMBLE IT IS BABYYYY!!!
So I wanted to try using traits already existing in each character to make their inverses, rather than just swapping traits or completely changing the characterâs core values, and these are my initial late night ideas:
(Note: I saved this as a draft and revisited it in the morning / afternoon to make sure it all actually made sense and to add to it with a fresh mind)
(Extra note: I accidentally lost all my additions and the entirety of Pattonâs and Virgilâs descriptions by refreshing the page, so itâll now be written out again in a less formatted way. DAMN YOU TUMBLRRRR!!!!!!)
Roman:
My initial reaction was to make Roman âPrideâ, and extend on his egocentric nature (like what is done with many Dark!Roman interpretations), however five minutes of laying in bed thinking about it later I found a trait I felt fit him better: Delusion.
This Roman could still be very much âNetflix kids and familyâ, living and trying to make Thomas live in a fantasy land where everything is always fine and dandy. This insistence of only seeing things through his figurative or not so figurative rose tinted glasses makes this Roman very naive and hard to get through to, and while on the surface appears very appealing to Thomas (when they first meet Thomas doesnât understand why Roman counts as a dark side) can be very dangerous if Thomas leans too much into his ways of escaping reality, aka making Thomas a delusional person. The best part of this choice of trait for Roman is that I can still tie in his ego; delusions can be fuel peopleâs egos, and also to protect them from harsh realities, hence why Delusional works as a role for Roman.
While normally I see Dark Side Roman designed to be an evil prince or king, I decided to go for a more glamorous look which I think fitted my version more: Roman would wear a pristine black and red suit consisting of a red waistcoat, tie and trousers, a black button up shirt and black or red heeled boots. I also wanted his design to link to the white peacock (a rare type caused by a genetic mutation), so I topped off the outfit with either a vintage white shawl or a Cruella style coat (leaning towards Cruella because we know Roman and Disney!) with white peacock feathers attached (still trying to decide if I want Roman to have decorated the feathers with red and black accents or not), and a pair of literal rose tinted glasses to hide his white peacock eyes - pale blue with a glassy look to them which always gives the impression that he is far away, even when heâs not.
Finally his sword is replaced with a grandiose black walking stick with silver details, along with the handle being a silver peacock head (note: possibly detachable from the cane to reveal a silver knife?). I chose this as weapons like these in fiction are often used to appear innocent, only to reveal a hidden depth of skill and character; a description which I think applies well to Delusional Roman.
Extra note: Delusional Roman gets snappy, angry, or even threatening when people try to break him out of or correct him on his delusional ways, though he will often try to slip deeper into his fantasies than actually deal with emotional confrontations.
Extra extra note: Roman is incredibly jealous of his brother as he canât understand why heâs been accepted despite Roman being the one who creates such wonderfully perfect worlds for Thomas to escape off into! Heâs also jealous of how his brother doesnât care what others think of his work and doesnât seek validation from the others, not that Roman would ever admit that he does either of those things.
Patton:
So the 3 main aspects of Patton I felt would work best for a Dark Side are his destructive selflessness, his overly strong morale compass and how he encompasses many of Thomasâ more negative feelings.
I couldnât decide whether to officially label him as âDenialâ or âRepressionâ, but either way he holds a similar role: he represses his / Thomasâ negative feelings, as well as tries to push Thomas to do the morally right thing (as he still represents Morality, just not as his main trait) which almost always is the selfless option. Itâs almost impossible to convince this Patton that his viewpoint is not necessarily the correct choice (heâs in denial that he as Morality can ever be in the wrong), and he becomes hostile when his views are continuously challenged.
The light sides see Patton as the main holder and cause of Thomasâ negative feelings (eg. makes Thomas act selfless and do things for others until heâs burnt out and depressed), and when Thomas is feeling these negative feelings Patton experiences them but more strongly to the point where the others have to force him out of bed (usually Logan) and take care of him until he and Thomas get out of the depressive slump. However once heâs out he will deny that he was the problem and begin pushing Thomas down the self-destructive path again.
While this Patton will deny his depression and many negative feelings, he is still not as upbeat as Happy-Pappy-Pal-Canon-Patton, matching more with how the side acts in more serious moments such as at the end of SvS redux. He will smile and comfort others, but laughter and puns are rarely seen.
Another thing about this dark side Patton is that he is very manipulative (a trait shifted from Janus to Patton), even if he doesnât believe himself to be. He uses his role as âmorale compassâ to invalidate otherâs opinions if they clash with his, and often emotionally hurts the sides he gets close to by caring for them and performing selfless acts for them to show his love (eg. makes breakfast for the other Darks sides every morning, goes out of his way to learn more about their interests so that they can have someone to talk to them about) followed by him simplifying complex morale dilemmas in a way that makes it appear that his option is the only correct one, making the others feel bad about their differing viewpoints (a bit like how Roman felt invalidated and morally wrong throughout SvSR as his views didnât line up with Pattonâs).
This Patton wears a worn out pale blue shirt with a fraying black jumper over the top, leaving only the collar of the shirt visible. He has frog features too; with blots of green skin scattered all over his body, slightly webbed hands and he croaks! The splodges grow larger the more emotion Patton represses. He also really doesnt like his frog features as they donât align with the perfect image of himself that Patton has in his head, so he tries to cover them up as much as possible with his black jumper, pale blue gloves (leather ones as he tried woollen ones and his frog skin made them go sticky) and baggy trousers, although there isnât much he can do to hide the blots on his face or his brown frog eyes....
(Heâs also constantly worn out as frog-pops has no clue what self-care even means)
Extra note: Patton goes through a sort of alternate character development to canon Patton, where as he begins to be accepted by some of the Light Sides and Thomas they discuss how he doesnât just represent Thomasâ negative feelings, but all of his feelings; a lot of them are just also accidentally repressed alongside the âbadâ feelings. As time goes on Patton becomes more cheerful and goofy, even dropping the occasional dad joke, although never quite to the levels of canon Patton.
Extra extra note: The happier this Patton is, the less faded the blues on his clothes become (much like Virgilâs eyeshadow), until at moments of peak happiness his gloves and shirt are canon Patton blue (eg. when Thomas is with Nico, or when Janus and Thomas first accepted him). Cute blue embroidered designs also form on his black jumper at peak happiness, such as butterflies, simple cats, pawprints and frogs.
Logan:
So Logan is the only side I have decided to leave with the same official trait title: Logic, although he also has the orange trait Anger within him. He will also be taking the place of Virgil as the Dark Side who is prematurely accepted.
However Logan here is still different from canon Logan: he represses and denies his emotions even more than canon due to the other dark sides attitudes towards him (Delusional Roman in particular does not appreciate the truth bombs and logical reasoning the calculator watch drops), leading to more angry outbursts / orange showing through. This makes Logan a horribly unstable side, with him appearing completely apathetic to any sort of feeling for an undetermined period of time until he next reaches his limit and has an explosion of rage - he holds both Logic and Anger/Orange in him here, but the anger shows through a lot more due to his circumstances.
His clothes are always shredded and falling apart due to him tearing them when heâs angry + the rage can come out like an explosion that wrecks everything in his surrounding area, including the clothes on him. He sticks to plain black t shirts and trousers to start with as he claims he doesnât see the point in putting effort into an outfit as he has no desire to please others.
However when Thomas starts making videos Logan canât help but show up from time to time. He is unsure why as he could not care less what Thomas or the idiotic âLight Sidesâ think of him, though he figures while heâs there he might as well educate the buffoons so they can reach more informed, educated conclusions to their constant dilemmas.
At first the Lights donât take his presence well, and more times than one heâd leave towards the end of an episode to explode in the privacy of his room. But surprisingly they eventually start listening to him, considering his inputs, and Logan leaves filming shoots satisfied, even popping into the Light Sideâs area occasionally outside of filming days to talk to them.
However Logan notices a pattern as time goes on: the more heâs around the Light Sides, the less he goes Orange. He tests it by spending a week only hanging with the Lights and finds that his anger barely built up at all. Logan quickly reaches the conclusion that his orange trait isnât actually uncontrollable, itâs how the others treated him that made it so hard to act civil. That is what leads to Logan hating the Dark Sides (much like canon Virgil does) and finally joining the lights.
Soon after being accepted Logan has an outfit change, where he goes from his burnt, tattered rags to his canon outfit, as he finally feels stable and appreciated enough to trust himself in not ruining a nice new Logic outfit. From then on his journey is about accepting that he has feelings and learning that theyâre valid.
Extra note: Loganâs worst fear is the idea of going Orange in front of Thomas or the Light Sides - he finally has people who listen to him and if they see his orange side it might scare them off or theyâll lose any respect for him they had. Worst of all they could get hurtâŠ
Extra extra note: Neither Thomas or any of the Light Sides apart from Janus are aware that Logan holds the Orange trait, believing that he only ever was Logic, just more apathetic to start with (and they actually all buy his reasoning of his old outfit being trashed due to him not caring enough about appearances to fix it, to Janusâs dismay but not disbelief - a bunch of himbos, the lot of them!).
Virgil:
Virgil still represents the âFight or Flightâ response in this AU, just without the excess Anxiety. His official title would be âInstinctâ, and he would be more confident than canon Virgil. The decrease in anxiety would also make him better at making rational decisions, though he would still freak out and make not-so-great choices in stressful situations.
Rather than a spider, I decided to link this Virgil more strongly with a cat, with heightened senses, lightning reflexes and eyes that reflect light much like a cats. These additions also match with his change of aesthetic from patchwork emo to fantasy vigilante mixed with bright purple punk, plus the addition of purple eyeshadow applied actually correctly. I made this choice as both canon and this Virgil see themselves as a protector of Thomas, yet Virgil is still slightly more morally grey than the other 2 Light Sides (sort of like canon Logan) hence a darker design. Plus is it really Virgil at all if he doesnât spend his free time listening to MCR?
Virgil also takes the role of canon Roman when it comes to Patton being accepted: he initially falls strongly for Pattonâs caring qualities, with the Dark side helping sooth his anxious moments and suggesting that Thomas make other non-selfish options that donât make Virgil feel as anxious as some of Janusâ options. So for Pattonâs first few conflicts Virgil sticks up for him, claiming heâs not all bad. Then he witnesses how Pattonâs selfless choices affect Thomas and realises heâs been manipulated; there was no reason to go all the way with Pattonâs choice and hurt Thomas, yet Patton had convinced him that it was either his way or the wrong way, no compromises available.
So by the time Patton reveals his name Virgil really dislikes him and makes a snarky remark in which Patton replies with a jab at how he didnât realise being Thomasâ protector meant that you could be as evil as you wanted with none of the consequences. Virgilâs equivalent line to Romanâs hero one could be something like âDonât you trust me?â or âI thought I was your best friend?â - then again Romanâs hero line does work with this version of Virgil.
Janus:
This was one of the easiest traits to decide: with a lot of his more manipulative and deceitful traits being distributed between Patton and Roman, Janus is officially titled âSelf-Preservationâ, and while he doesnât claim the father role like Patton does, he is still very much seen as a parental figure and guiding light for Thomas and the lights. He tries to be warm and welcoming to the Light sides (part of his role is to take care of Thomas, hence taking care of the parts that make Thomas), and they naturally gather around him as he gives off a safe aura.
However he is not quite as kind to the Darks - he still has the role of managing what truths Thomas can handle, so he controls which sides stay hidden from him. The darks being revealed tends to be down to him slipping up or the side finding a way around his defences more than by him deciding Thomas is ready to meet them, and each time it happens he beats himself up over it and tries to work harder to not let it happen again. The problem he doesnât realise is that the slip ups tend to happen in the first place due to him overworking himself to make the others / Thomas happy - he doesnât quite perform the self-care he preaches about.
Iâm still not quite sure where I want to go with Janusâ outfit: the initial thought was to put him in a more Patton inspired attire, however this is still Janus, and he is still a theatrical boi. I ended up settling for a mainly cottage-core aesthetic with a flowy long sleeve yellow shirt made out of a light fabric, brown trousers and an overly large sunhat. He also drapes himself in bright patterned shawls and wraps (still predominantly yellow in colour) as while he doesnât look as snake-like as he canonically does he still has certain snake traits, such as a weakness to the cold and a yellow tint to his left eye.
However snake features do begin to form later on into the AU as Thomasâ views on Lights and Darks alter over time: he begins to realise that despite how it appears Janus is not always in the right, such as how if it hadnât been for mistakes Thomas would never have met the Darks and learnt to grow as a person - in fact if Self-Preservation got the say in everything he would likely do little growing whatsoever. He and in turn the other Lights begin to find Janus too stifling until SvSR happens where under the stress Janus becomes a true snake boi. The scales and proper snake eye donât fade afterwards due to Thomasâ subconscious change in perspective, and while it is a big new insecurity at first over time Janus learns to accept these new changes to himself and the Mindscape, and begins adding a touch of darker mystical aesthetic to his look (slightly fantasy fortune teller based) to match his new look better - although cottage-core remains his go to!!
Extra note: In this AU Janus is definitely the side that would most likely be seen going around the Mindscape in a dress (Roman would also wear dresses on occasion but mainly only within his daydreams in the Imagination); he is all about taking care of yourself, and that includes wearing what makes you happy! Though Iâm still kind of tempted to put him in a dress full time...
Extra extra note: while Janus is very much the âadult figureâ in the Light Mindscape, he still has his goofy moments like in canon - in general he is more relaxed and jokey with the others...though heâs still a sarcastic shet.
(I struggled finding images that matched at all with the ideas in my head, so take these as very vague links to the actual design)
Remus:
Oh boy, Remus is a fun one...
So now that Roman is the twin known by a different title (like how canon Remus is referred to as âIntrusive Thoughtsâ), Remus now has claim to the Creativity role!! However Remus isnât going to do a 180 personality wise - heâs still going to be a chaotic gremlin, just with a light side twist.
His design is purposely all over the place: his aesthetic is mainly pirate based with a long sleeve pirate shirt, loose black trousers and heeled black and silver pirate boots, alongside a dark green pirate jacket and slightly brighter bandana. However he has other seemingly random elements thrown in there, such as a white and green hero cape (fuck what Edna says) coming off the back of the coat, and random colourful potions in the green belt under his coat alongside a knightâs sword. This mismatched look is due to the type of imagination Remus provides: while he still represents and creates intrusive thoughts, he also creates adventure stories and life goals/dreams for Thomas, hence takes a form that has mixed elements from Thomasâ self-inserts and protagonists for said stories. While he personally loves his messy design (do you know how much fun can be had with magic potions, swords, tentacles, and a day in the Imagination? Remus sure does), it does cause some arguments between him and Logan over how illogical him and his ideas are (like canon Roman and Logan).
Roman makes this Remus....uncomfortable. Not necessarily because of his ideas (those are just dull and vomit-worthy in his opinion), but because of how he canât separate dreams and reality - while Remus loves coming up with Imaginative stories for Thomas and setting slightly outlandish goals for the future, he has a level of awareness that Roman lacks in how he knows Thomas wonât ACTUALLY end up being a morally grey pirate travelling the seas to claim back the magical pendant of octopus powers (unless...). Heâs also uneasy with how easily Thomas can fall for Romanâs delusions of grandeur and romance, in fact it opens up quite a major insecurity on how despite being the âgoodâ twin his brother seems to succeed more as the creative role, eg. how Thomas will come up with a dream future career path, husband and even car in a matter of seconds yet Remus has to slave and hone in on decent ideas for weeks to reach his own standard.
This leads to another thing about Remus: while he doesnât care what others think of his ideas (the trait I mentioned earlier that Roman was jealous of) he hold a high standard to himself and gets extremely happy when he perfects an idea. Besides he still wants his ideas to actually be used by Thomas as them being dismissed for not being good enough does hurt (a bit like how Remus got frustrated in the recent episode with how his âgoodâ intrusive creations were being torn apart by Loganâs methods).
Extra note: The fact that Thomas doesnât like or appreciate some of his darker ideas / intrusive thoughts doesnât bother Remus too much as he tends to put less effort into them as he knows they wonât be liked - he just canât help that they pop into his head and he has to get them out - repression is bad after all! However maybe there can be some episode drama about Remus wanting to be less stifled and have Thomas at least consider some of his more mature themes that he thinks would be good to expand upon.
Extra extra note: Just assuring the fact that Remus not caring what the others think about his work does not correlate with him not caring about the others. He loves his fellow Light Sides and Thomas - heâs just confident in his own craft and while appreciates advice and improvements from the others (he and Logan have a field day on creating biologically accurate gore together) he also is aware that HE is Creativity, and he understands his craft better than the others.
Extra extra EXTRA note: Wasnât really sure how to put it in there but Remus still represents Thomasâ lust. Do with that what you want.
Thomas:
So all these changes to the sides....of course it has itâs effects on character!Thomas! However Iâm getting REALLY tired now so this will be done in bullet points:
Not as Disney-centric as canon/real Thomas.
Has less issues with Anxiety, and more issues dealing with Depression
His morals start off a bit more flexible than canon due to always having we-live-in-a-society Janus as his guide
Still has intrusive thoughts, but not as debilitating with the lower levels of anxiety and the much better relationship with Remus.
Still overworks himself trying to help others (nice one Patton!)
Might have a different career due to Roman being more out the frame - maybe goes into writing instead with Remusâ more diverse form of creativity.
Does explore more diverse creative ideas and darker themes, but still out of habit sometimes puts down possibly good ideas as on surface level they appear too morally wrong.
However could possibly be in a non-creative career, and his major longing for a new career path could be what allows Roman through for the first time.
Less dad jokes but still incredibly goofy with both Remus and Janus being more present.
I think Iâm going to wrap up there for now! I may make some art for this at some point, but I also want otherâs opinions and ideas for this AU.
Debated on whether I would post Remusâ drawing and put it off until today. But I figured why not? Still canât get over his socks and those platform boots.
It is 1am over here, so itâs officially Remusâ birthday! Iâve recently been drawing more, so here is some Remus art! When DWIT came out, I was in a small Spanish hostel in the Picos de Europa mountain range. The WiFi was limited at best, and trying to watch it under the breakfast table wasnât an option (I tried) so when I got back later that week, I watched it straight away. I instantly loved the Duke. I initially didnât even believe that Remus was his real name! he has helped me in so many ways. The episode helped me accept my own intrusive thoughts and start to deal with them. Thank you to @thatsthat24 , @thejoanglebook and anyone else who helped work on this episode. Now that Iâve stopped rambling, here is the art!
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âAww does somebody need a belly rub?~â Remus grinned. Deceit blushed and hid behind his hat. âNoooo it tickles...â Deceit said shyly. Remus smirked and took a step closer and Deceit took a step back. Remus just kept walking towards him. Deceit walked backwards and accidentally tripped and fell. Well... Almost fell. Remus had caught him in his arms, so now Deceit was dipped backwards. Remusâs smirk grew wider as he noticed he had perfect access to his belly. He pulled Deceit back up onto his feet and slipped a hand under Deceits shirt and gently rubbed his fingers into his soft scaly belly. Deceitâs eyes widened and he bit his lip. âReehehe it tihihihickles..â Deceit grabbed Remusâs wrist but didnât move his hand. He could feel himself weaken in his arms. âHehehehehe..â Deceit let out adorable giggles. âAww you wike du bewwy wubs donât you?~â Deceit hated when Remus used baby talk on him. âShuhuhut uhuhup!â Remus grinned mischievously and wriggled his fingers into the little chubby part of his belly. Deceit snorted and trembled. âNo I donâ wike it!!â Deceit said childishly. He felt so small in Remusâs arms right now. He felt like a child. Oh god he didnât want to get vulnerable right now. But it was to late. âWehehehehmush! Stahahap ihihit!!â Deceit jerked away every single time Remus hit that one very sensitive spot on his belly. Remus grinned and rubbed his thumb into Deceits sensitive spot and watched as he squirmed and squealed helplessly in his arms. âREEHEHE!!!â Deceit squeaked and trembled. He felt so small, so small in his big arms. He snorted and slapped a hand over his mouth. Remus smirked and gently kissed his navel over and over again. Deceitâs eyes widened and he held onto Remusâs arm tightly. Every kiss sent shivers up his spine. Remus smiled and this time heâd moan while kissing him, that way it could send a little vibration to Deceits navel. Deceit squeaked and squeezed Remusâs arm tighter. âREE! NO! STAHAHAP! SNRRK!â He snorted and hid behind his hat. Remus smirked and took a big deep breath in, and blew a giant raspberry on his navel. Deceit basically screamed when Remus did that. He was laughing so hard he had tears in his eyes. Remus grinned and did it again. âREMUS PLEASE!â Deceit begged, but Remus wanted to make Deceit lose his mind. âScream for me again snakey~â Remus teased, and kept blowing raspberries all over his stomach. Deceit would let out happy screams and laughter. Deceit squirmed so much but it was no use. Remus blew a raspberry into Deceits neck, and thatâs when he had lost it. âAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!! REEEEEHEHE!!!â Remus went to the one sensitive spot on his neck and blew a giant raspberry there too. âBAHAHAHAHAHA!! NOHOHO! REHEHEHE!!!â Deceit couldnât handle much more. âAww can du wittle snakey not take it anymore?~â Deceit hated when Remus teased him like this. That was the worst thing about this. âAwwh Baby Boy.. itâs ok~ I know youâre very sensitive-â Remus blew another raspberry. âBut thatâs alright! Cause then that means I get to hear your adorable wittle giggles~â Deceit was laughing so hard he didnât really try to fight back anymore. But he did need to breathe. He really needed to breathe, but it didnât seem like Remus wanted to stop anytime soon. But Deceit didnât care. âREEEEHEHEHE!!!! BREHEHEHEHEATH!!!! NEEHEHEED!!!! AIR!!!! PLEHEHEHEASE!!!!â Deceit screamed and laughed. Remus stopped but not before blowing a little raspberry on his sensitive spot one last time. Deceit snorted and giggled. Remus let go and watched as the poor snek boi squirmed away and hid behind his hat. Remus smiled and raised an eyebrow. âCome oooon, lemme see that adorable blushing face of yours~â Remus teased. Deceit trembled and let out a small hiccup. He peeked over his hat to see a mischievous smiling Remus. Remus blew a kiss at him and walked away with his hands on his hips. âLove ya snakey~â Deceit bit his lip and sighed in relief and slid down the wall. Deceit giggled and curled in on himself at the thought of all the sides blowing raspberries on him. It drove Deceit wild. But for now he could relax.
