"I had come back from 4 weeks exam :D. Thank goodness that I able to finished them"
"Since I'm back, I will like to inform that I will continue drawing the ROTTMNT: SoftCore Daycare AU and ROTTMNT: Islam AU. Not only that, I will also soon post random of my OCs or art collabs or fanart of ROTTMNT had made! :D"
"I'm glad you all have the patience to wait for the next comic. I'm sure it will be great! :3"
"That's all I have to say! Thanks for reading this information and have a good day/night to all of you! :3"
Ren sighs and pulls a blanket tightly around his shoulders making his way to his closet. Clutching his phone and the blanket together in one hand he clambers his way into his nest pulling the closet door closed behind him as he tries to make himself comfortable amongst the many pillows crowding the space.
Burying himself in layer after layer he feels himself let go and drops facade he put up all day in front of everyone. Coral is out on work and Rei was nowhere to be found. Opening the journal Coral had suggested to him he began to type.
"I can't be alone. When I'm left to myself everything catches up to me and I can't help but think all of this is all some sort of dream and any minute I'm going to wake up back in a lab to tests. Every step feels like im walking on a high wire with no end in sight and only an endless drop awaits me if my thoughts waver for a second."
He pauses
"I... I don't want to bother Gillie or Thead with any of this cause I don’t want them to worry about me anymore than they already do but its just so hard."
"I think about everyone that got left behind in the escape. What could of beens. If we all got out would I of had to do what I did? If not would we of met Gillie, Thead, Nela and the others. What if i hadn't been taken all those years ago? No painful testing, living in ignorance of the pain of living in Octarian society. Would my freedom at the hands on the Inkantation of been the same or would I have fought it tooth and claw to stay where I was..... I guess somethings I will never know...."
He hesitates before saving it feeling better to have wrestled some of his thoughts into order as disjointed as they were. Placing the phone on a shelf somewhere above him he gathers as many blankets as he can reach before trying to sleep the rest of the day away hoping tomorrow will be better.
its been awhile since u updated and i just wanted to ask if u were ok :(( pls dont overwork urself with the matchups
Hii, ty for checking in! I'm fine, just got busier :) but I've also been working on a couple of fics and some match-ups. I usually want to get a lot done together so I can post at least one a day. Anyways I'll be back to posting soon, stay tuned for a new character fic really soon and match-ups!
Do you have any designs or ideas for Zhar in other fnf aus, or just in general?
I do! Zhar has a minus and D-sides version(I need to work on it a bit) but for non-fnf, I have a fnaf au in mind about them and his brother but I would need to introduce her brother properly to do that lmao.
