Anxious Octo Boi

Hi, my name is Ren I'm 22 and I'm an Octoling.  Ask me about myself!

[zid-moved]

For all my roleplay partners:

Never hold your muse back. For real. If your muse wants to lash out at mine, or kiss mine, or tell mine a horrible secret, or slam mine against a wall — go for it. Don’t ever feel like I’ll get your reply and judge you or your muse. Your character has specific feelings, instincts, and desires, and if they want to do something, don’t hold them back. I want to roleplay with your muse in their entirety, the whole truth of your character, not a watered-down version. Never feel nervous — just let it happen as it happens, and it’ll all be great.

[sanit1zed10008]

Hope the cookies were good! :D But umm,,,, you sanitized ocots are scary heh,, I was down there for a bit years ago and if they didnt think I was fuck up I'd probably still be down there..... I at least hope you're happy, I just remember a lot of pain and being scared,,, so i hope you don't remember any of that heh,,,, >~< -AskTheOctoRen

Those cookies were bomb! Anyways I can’t really say that I feel happy or sad while being sanitized I’m just stuck inthis limbo of the two.

[asktheoctoren]

Oh! I'm glad they turned out good!

Hmmmm,,,, you should find something that makes you happy though. Try things like baking or umm sewing? Maybe not that one, its kinda stressful but find something you like doing in your spare time when you arent needed! Before i got back up and running at a decent capacity i was kinda in that limbo as well and my R&D unit took me out and just hung out with me and it helped, having something to enjoy. Even if you dont get the reaction out of yourself you thought you would of had as long as you enjoy it in some compacity makes it good!

Oh but,,, if you ummm,,, dont want to do anything thats fine,,,,, i wasn't sanitatized fully so i dont really know whats all going on and ummm,,, this could be unwanted advice and im sorry if it is i just want people to be happy no matter who they are

[sanit1zed10008]

8, ummm, how did you end up sanitized? Also do you want some cookies? We made some for the holiday and i want to share as many as I can. You can eat them while telling us or pass them out in the underground! I hope they are good, its my first time making them,,,, -AskTheOctoRen

Oh cookies? Way better than those cakes.

So how I ended up sanitized? Well long story short I wasn’t carful enough during a stealth mission, and obviously being the helpless unarmed octoling I was, I got captured by the other sanitized octos. The rest is pretty self explanatory. They took me to Tartar and the rest is history.

[marumountainsno]

The latest Tweets from Maru a sleep boi (@MaruMountainSno). profile pic by: https://t.co/IZtlzB9A1o. Chicagoland area

The only place i am remotely active in rn is twitter so here it is, i also have one for Ren but it has been made an 18+ blog so ask for it on twitter

[pyrothorax]

[vaals-rp-memes]

M!A Compendium!

Submitted by an anonymous! For all your M!A needs! Duration decided by sender or mun

Time Warp: Muse is suddenly a specified age

Pinch And Drag: Muse is suddenly a specified size

Hare today, gone tomorrow: Muse is turned into a specified animal

Rawr: Muse is turned into a specified monster

Beep Boop: Muse is turned into a robot. If muse is normally a robot, they are now a living being

Spirit Door: Muse is turned into a ghost. If muse is normally a ghost, they are now alive

Gemini: Muse is split into good and evil versions of themself

Cyborg: Muse now has specified robotic features or components

Flutter: Muse now has wings of a specified size

Name It: A specified physical feature of the muse’s is now very different

Boohoo: Muse can’t stop crying

Temper temper: Muse is rebellious and easily angered

Fright night: Muse is now terrified of a specified thing

Up in the air: Muse can now fly

Lights Out: Muse cannot see

Plugged ears: Muse cannot hear

Cat got your tounge?: Muse has no voice and can’t make a sound

Heavy Chest: Muse suddenly has difficulty breathing

Woop Bang Crash: Muse has lost their depth perception and balance

Bonk Smack Thump: Muse suddenly loses all feeling in their limbs

Twitchy Skin: Muse is extremely sensitive to touch

Honesty is the best policy: Muse either cannot lie

Liar Liar pants on fire: Muse cannot stop lying

Dancing On The Ceiling: Muse is somehow unaffected by gravity

Spicy Meatball: Muse breathes fire whenever they open their mouth

400 Blankets: Muse is now freezing cold and can’t seem to get warm

Shouldn’t Have Said That: Muse has lost their verbal filter and now blurts whatever comes to mind

Just Not Your Day: A tiny storm cloud follows muse around and rains on them at specified times

He Has A Point: Muse now has an angel and a demon, which only they can see and hear, perched on their shoulders and offering advice

Stuck together: Muse is chained to a specified person for a certain length of time

I Look Strange: Muse swaps bodies with a specified person

Hey Whatcha Doin: Muse is compelled to follow a specified person around and can’t leave them alone

TMI Warning: Muse is compelled to confess an opinion or feeling they have about anyone they speak to

[spring-forth-from-my-mind]

Emotions

Send me one and I’ll tell you about my muse when they’re…

☕ RELAXED ♒️ IRRITATED 💘 LUSTING 🌦 LONGING ☘ HOPEFUL 🍃 CONFUSED 🎡 AMUSED 🌞 HAPPY ⚡️ ANGRY 💧 SAD 💕 IN LOVE ❌ JEALOUS 💔 HEARTBOKEN 🏝 LONELY 🌙 EXHAUSTED 👻 AFRAID 👐 SURPRISED  

[asktheoctoren]

SAD BOI HOURS WITH REN

Ren sighs and pulls a blanket tightly around his shoulders making his way to his closet. Clutching his phone and the blanket together in one hand he clambers his way into his nest pulling the closet door closed behind him as he tries to make himself comfortable amongst the many pillows crowding the space.

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[ask-0]

Rei unlocks the door to the appartment mumbling about his ear ringing. He steps into the quiet empty room and looks around. Sighing he realizes no ones home.

“… Perfect I suppose.”

Setting his bag down he closes the door and locks it, flopping down on the couch.

“No one will get in my way…”

He mumbles, reaching for the coffee table drawer beside him.

[asktheoctoren]

Jerking awake at the sound of the door opening Ren tried to scramble to his feet forgeting the mountain of pillows he was until recently sleeping under. After a minute of struggling he makes sense of where he is before sighing and rubbing the sleep from his eyes and trying once again to make his contacts sit right. After fishing around for his phone on the shelves above him he slowly extracts himself from the tangle of blankets he had acquired over his nap and wades himself over to the door.

He pauses remembering what woke him up

“Fuck.”

“Coral is out for a few days on work, could it be Rei? No,” He says glancing at his phone, “He dosent usually get back in until later when he does go out.”

“My dualies are in the other room if I can just get to them before anyone notices I should be ok.”

Whispering to himself starting to panic he goes to open the door before falling out face first with a thump.

“FUCK!”

[ask-0]

Jumping, he dropped his blade.

“Ren! Uhm! Hey!”

He said scrambling to pick it up.

[asktheoctoren]

"Oh you're home early! Where'd you go?"

Ren glances up while trying to detangle the blanket from around his feet and freezes at the glint of the knife.

"Rei, are... are you ok? Di.. did something happen?"

[asktheoctoren]

SAD BOI HOURS WITH REN

Ren sighs and pulls a blanket tightly around his shoulders making his way to his closet. Clutching his phone and the blanket together in one hand he clambers his way into his nest pulling the closet door closed behind him as he tries to make himself comfortable amongst the many pillows crowding the space.

Keep reading

[ask-0]

Rei unlocks the door to the appartment mumbling about his ear ringing. He steps into the quiet empty room and looks around. Sighing he realizes no ones home.

“… Perfect I suppose.”

Setting his bag down he closes the door and locks it, flopping down on the couch.

“No one will get in my way…”

He mumbles, reaching for the coffee table drawer beside him.

[asktheoctoren]

Jerking awake at the sound of the door opening Ren tried to scramble to his feet forgeting the mountain of pillows he was until recently sleeping under. After a minute of struggling he makes sense of where he is before sighing and rubbing the sleep from his eyes and trying once again to make his contacts sit right. After fishing around for his phone on the shelves above him he slowly extracts himself from the tangle of blankets he had acquired over his nap and wades himself over to the door.

He pauses remembering what woke him up

"Fuck."

"Coral is out for a few days on work, could it be Rei? No," He says glancing at his phone, "He dosent usually get back in until later when he does go out."

"My dualies are in the other room if I can just get to them before anyone notices I should be ok."

Whispering to himself starting to panic he goes to open the door before falling out face first with a thump.

"FUCK!"

[asktheoctoren]

SAD BOI HOURS WITH REN

Ren sighs and pulls a blanket tightly around his shoulders making his way to his closet. Clutching his phone and the blanket together in one hand he clambers his way into his nest pulling the closet door closed behind him as he tries to make himself comfortable amongst the many pillows crowding the space.

Burying himself in layer after layer he feels himself let go and drops facade he put up all day in front of everyone. Coral is out on work and Rei was nowhere to be found. Opening the journal Coral had suggested to him he began to type.

"I can't be alone. When I'm left to myself everything catches up to me and I can't help but think all of this is all some sort of dream and any minute I'm going to wake up back in a lab to tests. Every step feels like im walking on a high wire with no end in sight and only an endless drop awaits me if my thoughts waver for a second."

He pauses

"I... I don't want to bother Gillie or Thead with any of this cause I don’t want them to worry about me anymore than they already do but its just so hard."

"I think about everyone that got left behind in the escape. What could of beens. If we all got out would I of had to do what I did? If not would we of met Gillie, Thead, Nela and the others. What if i hadn't been taken all those years ago? No painful testing, living in ignorance of the pain of living in Octarian society. Would my freedom at the hands on the Inkantation of been the same or would I have fought it tooth and claw to stay where I was..... I guess somethings I will never know...."

He hesitates before saving it feeling better to have wrestled some of his thoughts into order as disjointed as they were. Placing the phone on a shelf somewhere above him he gathers as many blankets as he can reach before trying to sleep the rest of the day away hoping tomorrow will be better.

[asktheoctoren]

@sanitized-agent-8 “ummmm h-hi? Is there ummmm…. is there anything I can help you with?”

Ren suffles nervously and hides his arm behind his back

[sanitizedagent8]

“No I don’t require your help for anything.”

[asktheoctoren]

Ren jumps in surprise

"Oh, umm o-ok?"

Laughs nervously

"Are you ok? Umm the weather is pretty nice? Done anything fun lately?"

-He glances around looking for any where he could run if things go south-

[asktheoctoren]

@sanitized-agent-8 "ummmm h-hi? Is there ummmm.... is there anything I can help you with?"

Ren suffles nervously and hides his arm behind his back

[askgaygent4]

Damnit Ren

Yeah okay I’ll admit it sounds fun. This is Gillie, I’m here to answer stuff. @asktheoctoren convinced me I should, so.

Here we are.

[asktheoctoren]

:D

[elephantedespressante]

slightly invasive gay asks

1. what’s your gender?

2. what are your pronouns?

3. is your family accepting?

4. what do you wish you could tell your past self?

5. what is your sexuality?

6. favorite color?

7. sun gay or moon gay?

8. when did you find out your sexuality?

9. how was your day?

10. do you have any gay friends?

11. what’s your favorite hobby?

12. who’s the best gay icon in your opinion?

13. which pride flags do you like the most design/color wise?

14. are you openly out?

15. are you comfortable with yourself?

16. bottom or top?

17. femme or butch?

18. do you bind?

19. do you shave?

20. if you could date anyone you wanted, who would it be?

21. do you have a partner (s)?

22. describe your partner (s)?

23. have you ever dated anyone of the same sex?

24. anyone of another sex?

25. pastel gay or goth gay?

26. favorite dad in dream daddies?

27. tell me a random fact about yourself?

28. do you own any pride flags/merch?

29. have you ever been to a pride parade?

30. any advice to someone who isn’t out or who is exploring themselves?

[asktheoctoren]

YO. Pancakes tomorrow?? Yall need to eat more <3 - Pancake Dad

:O!!!!!

“GILLIE!!!!! YES PLEASE!!!!! You know I cant turn down pancakes from you!” -Grins-

“I’ll even try and see if Coral or Rei want any and bring them with! I know Rei is a bit hesitant to say anything but he really likes your pancakes as well!” :D

@ask-0 “REI!!! PANCAKES!!!!”

[asktheoctoren]

I tried to draw myself this is all i can do with It looking like a thing lol

[asktheoctoren]

[asktheoctoren]

I tried to draw myself this is all i can do with It looking like a thing lol