Recently I fell in love with a guy. We never had a relationship but we act like a couple.
He has a bad reputation, he is like a bad boy. And I’m a good girl, honestly I’m so naive.
First, didn't care about his reputation, I accepted him with all of his demons and bad things. I always heard rumors about him but I really didn't care.
The people said me: “ he isn’t good for you” or “run away before he hurts you” but I never believed in the people, I always believed in him.
He was my first kiss so.
One month we had a good time, but one day he started to act so rare, I didn't recognize him.
He started to treat me bad. I didn’t do nothing because I was thinking “he loves me, is normal”
No.
The time passes and I felt so bad with myself. I felt that all the bad things that happens was my fault.
I started to hate myself.
One day he made me feel like a piece of trash.
And I left him.
I run away. And i felt so sad. Was the first time that I had a broken heart.
But the time passes, and it’s the best way to heal wounds.
Then I met another guy who helped me to realize about the situation. (I call him my getaway car)
Now, I see all to clear. He never loved me, he only used me to pass the time, and it’s ok now, because i ran away at time. I prefer myself. I always prefer myself.
Today i make a playlist with the songs helped me in this transition in my life❤️
Pd: the order in the playlist tells the story.
Thank you @taylorswift @taylornation
