Kinda pretty urgent prayer request
Autism "needing things explained to me a certain way" plus selfshipping gray area of validity is clashing hard with "God Says Maybe Don't Do That"
I won't go into specifics, but I'm having trouble differentiating propaganda from the depths with genuine clarity from the Heavens. Please pray for me that I can overcome temptation and figure out a way to understand this concept before it drives me down the wrong spiritual path.
Me: "But the stinky puddle water tastes good"
God: "But it's bad for you"
"But it's got health benefits"
"WATER has health benefits. You have to filter the gunk out." "But what if I don't have a water filter"
"Then don't drink it"
"But it tastes good and has health benefits"
"Honey."
"What if I strain it through a sponge"
"Getting the chunks out doesn't make it healthy to drink"
"What if I boil it first"
"You don't own a pot" "What if I go buy a pot"
"Then you may"
"The store won't sell me pots"
"Then you may not"
"What if I go MAKE a pot"
"What are you going to make it out of"
"I'll just boil it in my hands"
"Honey that will harm you in an entirely different way. I have some very nice bottled water right over here, you can drink the special spring water once you get a pot to boil it in"
"But what if they never GIVE me a pot"
"Your lack of ability to obtain a pot doesn't change how harmful drinking pond scum is."
"BUT DAD"
"Go rinse your mouth out and stop drinking the scum water it's not good for you"
"BUT WHAT IF I FORGE A POT MYSELF"
"What are you going to forge it out of"
"I'll boil the water in my MOUTH instead"
"Honey."
"What if I pretend I have a pot and believe in myself real hard"
"That doesn't fix the problem, honey"
"I drank the pond water and nothing happened" "you feel nauseous now though, don't you?"
"...maybe... but I didn't die, so..."
"My child, please, I beg."
TLDR: Temptation sucks, especially when autism goes "but why" or "but what if xyz" to every single explanation out there HELP
as soon as I start to get it, it slips away againnnnn
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