Got to work and study all day, so I can get out of this awful situation I’m in, so I won’t be too active today. As much as I need a break, I have to work through a headache so I can finally move into my own place with my family.
Day 313: Write about how you do your makeup/hair. Why do you do it that way?
So I don't do anything special. I just put on some eyeliner and try to do it the best I can (which isn't easy haha) and for my hair, it depends. Sometimes I do nothing at all, or I can make a bun (messy because my hair is long) or sometimes a braid. I do that because it is quick.. and I like it that way.
Day 314: Write about your ideal partner in detail. Does your crush match the criteria? If no, talk about that.
Well, my boyfriend doesn't exactly match the criterias of my ideal partner, and we've been together for nearly 4 years, so this is why you don't have to pay too much attention to what you think your ideal partner is (sometimes you don't even know what your ideal partner is like). I mean of course, we all have a "type" of people we want to date, but you need to look for other things too. You can try dating people that don't match what you had in mind in the first place. Sometimes you could be surprised.
So my ideal partner would be someone who can make me laugh till I cry, someone I could just sit next to and do nothing, because just sitting next to each other would be enough. Of course like everyone else my ideal partner should pay attention to me, hug me and so one, be a little jealous etc. Physically, I like tall guy with brown (dark tho) hair.
Day 315: What is your definition of the word hate? Talk about 3 things you hate.
I think "hate" is a really strong word. I'd say you hate something when you can't stand the idea of it, when hearing about it makes you want to punch everybody in the face.
I hate racism, the idea that we should not be entittled the same rights because we come from a different place is absolutely ridiculous to me. I think it might be the most stupid thing humans have thought since the beginning of humanity, really. You can't say you dislike someone because they're black or Asians or Americans or Spanish or idek what else, wtf is that?! Seriously tho if you consider others inferiors because they come from some place else, because their skin color doesn't match yours, don't even try to talk to me.
preconceived ideas kill me too. I just can't stand people you think that IF you do that, then you MUST be that kind of person. Every single person is different and some people don't want to admit that, they don't want to look deeper. All they care about is what you look like, what you act like and they don't even try to understand why you might be acting a certain way. I just want to say to those people, who think they know everything about everyone, TRY TO CARE. Get interested. Try to understand things. Stop with your clichés ffs.
and animal crualty. This must be something I'm most disgusted with. I just have one question for these people : why ? Why would you be cruel to a dog or a cat or any other animal - sometimes there aren't even any reasons to this crualty. Why would anyone punch their pet till it bleeds. Why would you abandon your pet on the side of the road?! Animal crualty, besides the fact that I want to seriously hurt people who do that, makes me want to cry so bad. I don't understand.
Something is seriously wrong with the human race... Why do humans feel superior to animals, why do they feel superior to OTHER human beings? I don't understand what went wrong in history so that some people think that way nowadays. This is the freaking 21st century and some of us are still acting like this is the jungle and everyone else must die so we can survivre. Grow fucking up.
Day 316: What is your definition of the word love? Talk about 3 things you love.
Lol talking about what I hate before has made me so upset you can't even imagine, I'm sitting here in my bed and I'm almost angry at everyone.
I'm not really sure what love means and what I really love though. I think when you love someone you'd do everything for them, and well when you love something, for example you love painting idk, you'd do everything to still be able to paint even though you ever amputated from both hands.
(I won't say I love my bf this is too obvious and it's getting boring to always say that)
I love pretty things like cactus and rugs and lights, things that make me comfortable. I guess your environment is a pretty important thing, and you need to be in a good environment, something that you like, that suits you, to evolve well, to be happy and unfaze.
my dog, well I got him when I was 9 years old and I've loved him since day one. He's litteraly my baby even though he's already 10 (see I sound like a mum). I take him to most places I go (when I can take him), he's the sweetest thing you'll ever meet. He loves hugs and sleeping next to you with his hand on the pillow. He loves playing, with anything. Most of all I think he loves when you hold him - just like a baby :) I'm going to be devastated when he leaves this world.
and my independance because clearly I can't stand my family and being able to live my life the way I want to is amazing. I get to do what I want, whenever I want to. The only thing that sucks is that I'm not financially independant, but well I'm only 19 so that's kind of normal.
