I'm over here trying desperately to write and all my silly brain wants to do is make things.
Two sided bookmarks and new custom inserts for my journal. I swear I keep Redbubble in business singlehandedly.

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I'm over here trying desperately to write and all my silly brain wants to do is make things.
Two sided bookmarks and new custom inserts for my journal. I swear I keep Redbubble in business singlehandedly.
Feeling like an animal in a cage
pacing back and forth in my own mind
My mind is a prison with a life sentence
What crimes have I committed
I'm here against my will
It begins innocently. A quick glance at the phone in the morning. Just to check the time. Then a notification appears. A message. A news ale
Feeling dominant: 🔥😈😏🔥
Feeling dominant when your sub is nowhere near you: 🤬🫠☠️😑
Been rearranging parts of the webnovel I'm working on for the umpteenth time. It's a simultaneous feeling of progress and no progress.
I mean it's the 2nd draft and it needs a bunch of work, so like I feel like I should be able to jump around as much as I like. But also I don't want to get stuck redoing the beginning over and over again. But also the changes I make are less about rewriting things and more about rearranging and expanding for a better story flow.
But also this story has 3 or 4 parts and I only finished part 1 and some of part 2 before running back and unfinishing part 1. Of course I did that because part 2 wasn't coming together as smoothly as I wanted.
So idk I'll see if the changes I'm making will end up making part 2 easier to work on, I guess.
way to start the week, brain
there's nothing quite like waking up in the middle of the night and then being too wound up to get back to sleep.
It's like the sun brings out my anxiety and compulsions...