(DNRS people I tried to avoid specifics but this might be triggering? 🧐Just wanted to put this FYI 🤗😘) Not so very long ago a trip to town by myself was scary. What would my body do? I was alone…what if something happened? And while I’m not saying I was stress free and fear free(I’m a work in progress) the amount of my brain power devoted to those thoughts was blessedly small this day. And even when the first few thoughts came. I thought “Even if my body does something I can handle it.” Since starting #DNRS one of the biggest blessings has been being able to handle things. Not in a I never have bad days or my challenges never scare me way. But it’s not gone back to “that” place. When I crashed my body was terrifying. The things it was doing to me were terrifying. AND I HAD NO CONTROL. And it was horrific. BUT while there are many challenges and mountains left to climb. I’ve climbed a lot these last six months. And having somewhere and something to do when those challenges come….To be actively working toward my own healing in such a brain way. That’s a gift straight from my Jesus. That’s made all the difference. That’s replaced fear, confusion and despair with clarity, hope, and purpose. And little by little…it’s making ALL the difference.
