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Nazeninimm
An electric bath, 1910, used to treat rheumatism. The Schnee Four Cell Bath was used for treating rheumatism and painful joints, with a bath for each limb. Each bath had its own current. There was no danger of electric shock as the porcelain tubs were not connected to water pipes and were insulated.
Hey Google , why the fuck when it’s cold my joints hurt and now when it’s getting warmer again my pots is like “oh hello I exist and I’ll join the joint pain 🙂↕️✌🏻”
I'm here, I'm weird and my joint pain is moderate to severe!
It's the little things that hurts.
The way people don't get you can't do the things they do, at least without costing you so much.
The way the doors of shops or buildings used to fly open at the slightest touch and now they seems to weight a hundred tons.
The way my mother in law asked me if I wanted orange juice and when I said yes she put two oranges and a old manual juicer. I was too ashamed to admit how much it would cost me to do it this way. So I did it, fighting the tears and then couldn't use my arm for a week.
The way I can't get out of my apartment sometimes because even if there is a lift, there's also stairs between my apartment door and the lift and between the lift and the building door. Why make a lift at all if it's not even accessible because of the stairs? (I can't move out. I have neither the money nor the spoons.)
The way the new building the local bookshop moved into makes things so much harder for me than the old one. There was so much unused stairs that I could sit and rest for as long as I needed. Now in the new building the stairs are so narrow you can't think of sitting on them, you'll just block the way. And there's no chair or bench anywhere in this 4 stories building. You just can't sit and rest there.
The way the city is getting rid of public benches and putting in their stead blocks of concrete with metal spikes on them to dissuade homeless people to sleep on them, which is wrong on its own, but also impacts disabled people. There's less and less places where to sit and rest during a walk through the city.
It's people laughing when I can't open a bottle of soda.
It's people gossiping behind my back, saying "oh they are a junky" because I takes so many meds, including the ones for the pain, but not only for that.
It's me being too ashamed to be disabled at a relatively young age and having an invisible disability. It's me being too ashamed to ask for accommodations. It's me being too ashamed to ask for a seat in the bus when all of them are already taken. It's the society making me ashamed of myself.
It's life itself, mocking me, and the world joining in the good laugh at my expense.
It's disability pride month so ima lay down the law:
Asking random people for proof of their disability is ableist
Terms like "differently abled" or "handicapable" are ableist
The R slur is ableist
Saying "everyone is a little __" is ableist
Inspiration 🌽 is ableist
Touching people's mobility aids without consent is ableist
Distracting service dogs is ableist
Claiming that anyone is faking, unless they have admitted to it, is ableist
Asking intrusive questions to people who aren't close to you is ableist
Gasping when someone stands up out of their wheelchair is ableist
Lemme know in the comments if you can think of anymore such examples ♡
One of the best things I've ever done as a girl with chronic illness?
Getting prettier pyjamas.
I used to not care that much about pretty nightwear or lounge wear, thinking, no one will ever see them anyway...
But now, when I do have a very bad day and I chose to wear pajamas/ loungewear I can still feel pretty and feminine in my warm brown set and bright pink tanktops that both feel cozy and look much cuter.
Much cuter feeling than, let's say, a basic black pair or pajamapants and an old band tee. (It worked as a teen but now it doesn't feel like me anymore)
This gives me just a tiny confidence boost, that even on my worst days I can still feel like my feminine self.
(Also in this picture you can see my new gold cross necklace!)
☺️💕
When I have a flare up I can’t move.
Not being able to move is very stressful.
Stress makes my flare up worse.
When I have a flare up I can’t move.
Not being able to move is very stressful.
Stress makes my flare up worse.
When I have a flare up I can’t move….