#richard hellsing

[cry-ptidd]

Abraham: I don't have favorites. My children are both equally worthy of inheriting the Hellsing organization.

Also Abraham: names one son after a fellow comrade that helped him hunt down and enslave the legendary Dracula, and names the other Dick

[gogoosecross]

if you know the cat meme and still remember Richard, then I envy you

you know, it's not every time you're courted by a fallen angel after your death for one episode, but this mustachioed devil managed to attract the most attractive lady he could use for revenge...

[zestyaahbutler]

if nobody fills your inbox like i’m gonna fill heinkel’s ass, they’re not doing it right

HAD TO ASK MY FIRST QUESTION: since i want amulya away from those crusty white men for a minute, how do you think she is as a mother? and what was her brief relationship with integra like?

love your writing so much btw<3

Thank u sunslept, I will provide u with enough Amulya content as you ask for. I salute u in your Heinkel endeavors!!! I be going crazy at the fact that I have such a dedicated fan. Your comments and interactions have made me smile a bunch. I felt soooo bad for not getting this out the day you sent it in. I shall include a doodle for the inconvenience:

Fuck them old guys >:)

Amulya’s relationship with Integra

TW: mentions of suicide, questionable dynamics, mental illness, average Hellsing lore

Amulya was extremely happy to become pregnant with Integra. She first became pregnant with Integra almost 2 years. As I said before, her pregnancy was relatively normal. Her mental state has never been the best but it was at least manageable. 

However, when the full scope of what the organization was revealed to her and Arthur mentioned Integra being designated as the eventual heir, Amulya was very much against it. She was dealing with a ton of emotions and hormones so finding out near the end of her term. For Arthur to lie about her and give her such big news felt like a huge betrayal. She didn’t want Integra to be involved with an organization that dealt with such heinous creatures. Even if it was for the good, she wanted Integra to be normal and grow up to be whatever she wanted. It felt too soon to expect their daughter in a leadership role. As worried as she was, she tried to understand Arthur’s views on the matter and suppress her own opinions. 

Integra was born on October 27th, 1977, at 7:43 in the morning. Fortunately, she was a very healthy baby. Both Amulya and Arthur were ecstatic about Integra coming into the world. It was surreal for her to hold and get to know someone who had been growing inside her for nine months. Even as happy as she was, Amulya developed post-partum depression. She couldn’t say why she felt as sad and guilty as she did but it was an overwhelming amount. She would often cry about how she felt horrible for bringing such a pure human being into the terrible world. She wanted to leave that terrible world and would feel even worse. She was scared of holding Integra herself. Amulya couldn’t bare the thought of somehow hurting Integra. Amulya was also terrified of being alone with her. For months, she relied on nannies, maids, or Walter for helping with Integra. She had a routine of having them hold Integra while she sits next to them. If she ever hold Integra, it was for short amounts of time. 

Amulya felt like an inadequate wife and mother. She had difficulty sleeping. Integra would wake up at odd times at night which didn’t help. She was scared of Integra possibly dying in her sleep. While she trusted everyone to look after her and had more help than she could’ve asked for, there was still always the feeling something could happen. The worst times for her were when she would walk to Integra’s room at night sleep deprived and just look at her. Nothing in particular would happen but she would be thinking about taking Integra and leaving, strangling Integra so she wouldn’t have to live in such a world, or taking her own life. She never acted on hurting Integra but those thoughts were the ones that made her too scared to hold her. 

Arthur was supportive and tried to ease Amulya’s mental state as much as he could. One of the steps he took to help was using one of the organization's psychologists to help Amulya process the information on the organization much better. This was an older woman who had kids herself and was plenty experienced with helping victims with trauma regarding the supernatural. This woman played a massive part in Amulya becoming more comfortable with the organization and keeping her spirits up. 

Arthur was always a very busy man. He always loved Integra since she was born. There were just not a ton of opportunities for him to take time off.

After almost a year, Amulya was able to hold Integra on her own. She even had Integra sleep in the bed with her. Due to her less-than-stellar start to motherhood, she tried her best to make up for it by spending as much time as possible with her daughter. She designated time for herself and for her hobbies but spent the majority of her time raising and doting on her. Amulya wanted to be there for every milestone. Not that Arthur would ever want to break her heart, but Integra’s first word was said around him. Amulya and Arthur were both present when Integra took her first steps. Amulya felt more and more whole seeing Integra growing up. She even saw bits of her personality forming. Integra wasn’t too needy but when she was set on something, she would throw a bit of a fit. It didn’t help that Amulya would give in. These fits were mainly Amulya putting her down for more than a few minutes or not being able to give Integra to Arthur while he was working. This resulted in Amulya spending some days in the office with Arthur while holding Integra. She even had a couch put in his office so she would have somewhere comfortable to sit. 

Amulya adored how Integra looks. Her looking so much like Arthur was the best to her. Integra’s hair was blonde to her surprise. She doesn’t have a clear idea on how the genes were that strong but she wasn’t ever unhappy with it. She was excited to get Integra her first haircut but was destroyed at some of her beautiful hair being cut off. She styled Integra’s hair in bows and clips. She dressed her in fancy outfits and hats. The accessories would come off while Integra was playing but was sure to take pictures of her before they did. Amulya was very excited for the holidays so she could dress Integra up for parties. 

Amulya was picky choosey on who she allowed around Integra. She never had a good experience around Richard. He wasn’t allowed alone with Integra or even hold her. She was convinced that he always had a different motive than getting to know his niece. 

She was ore than happy to show off Integra to the members of the round table. If there as a meeting, there was a chance of Amulya popping in for a brief distraction to announce that Integra had woken up from a nap. 

While she was a very caring mother, she still dealt with depression and anxiety. This might be a little weird to say but just because she was very happy doesn’t mean she never had intrusive thoughts or episodes. The times that she was really bad were impulsive decisions. She never regretted Integra, she regretted being the one to be her mother. Ultimately, she felt like she was too weak and too much of a burden to the people around her.

Just me talking: I hope that helps! <3 If anyone has any more questions, drawing requests, or story requests regarding Amulya, let me know. I apologize for taking a while to respond to this. I got a little too passionate about my small story with her and Walter.

[lunarcrystal]

Love the fact that Hellsing is just Dracula fan fiction with Richard, Arthur & Integra Hellsing being Kouta Hirano’s fankids of Abraham Van Helsing. lmao

[sir-intxgra]

Understanding Richard

Richard Hellsing wasn't too pleased when the 'joyful' announcement was made. There was to be another Hellsing soon. Another person in his way to succession; a screaming, drooling, shitting obstacle.

It wasn't until the week fourteen scans that Richard wondered if something more nefarious was happening.

It was a girl.

This complicated things in a bad way. Traditionally, a girl could not carry on the family name and rights. That little clump of cells could spell the end of the Hellsings right then and there.

Richard started to believe it was a curse. A vampire's curse. Alucard's curse. The demon may be, for all intents and purposes, dead in the basement, but he was more powerful than most could fathom. He could have even set the curse before he was banished.

Then it got a name.

Integra.

Integra Fairbrook.

Richard scowled at the name.

Lending more credence to Richard's theory, what's-her-face wanted to hyphenate its last name.

Integra Fairbrook Wingates-Hellsing.

He hated the name. It was so ostentatious and ridiculously...British. Like someone foreign was trying to come up with a British-sounding name. Well, what's-her-face was Indian. Something about the name Integra grated his skin. The soon-to-be parents wanted a name that meant something. Integral and Integrity. Important Truth. It sounded like a name a show-off would have.

Then it was born and there was another sign. It had a single vampire ear.

Arthur rolled his eyes, "It's a tiny point. It's called a Darwin's Ear, brother."

Sure this single Darwin's Ear point on its right side was smaller than older vampires' elongated and animal-like ears, but it was one more point for Richard's theory.

Richard kept his distance. Of course, it was dumped in his lap day in and day out and was made to babysit, but he kept it at arm's length. He never saw it as a human. It was a curse.

When its adult teeth started coming in, Richard knew for sure. It had fangs. Its canine teeth, the ones that become a vampire's fangs, were coming out the top of its jaw and looked very much like a vampire's fangs.

Arthur assured his brother that it was normal, genetic even. What's-her-face had the same problem; hers just came out from the back, and a few years in braces would do the trick.

Still, Richard knew the truth. Arthur was just under its spell. It was just masquerading as a knobby-kneed and awkward preteen girl. It even seemed to want Richard's attention and affection, pretending to be confused why they could never bond as uncle and niece.

Richard knew Alucard's plan. Richard had his own; he just needed to wait for the right time.

[the-hellsing-organisation]

I often wonder about how the Hellsings went about keeping their family secret.

Integra didn't know about Alucard because he had been locked away for nearly a decade before she was even born. Fair dos.

Richard, who is much older and would have been alive last time Alucard was active, had zero idea who he was. He must have known that the Hellsing family business was vampire hunting, so why wasn't he told about Alucard? Did Arthur or their parents consider him so unworthy that they didn't feel he should be informed? Alucard certainly had no hesitation in ripping his arm off, despite Richard being a Hellsing. They had never met before then.

So when Alucard wasn't out actively fighting, was he always kept in that cell? Was the reason he was locked away for 20 years just because there hadn't been a threat dangerous enough to warrant using him?

(When Integra met him the Hellsing forces had been decimated, so she probably just got used to sending him out for even little jobs and got to know him as a person rather than just a weapon.)

I am wondering the same for years!

I mean Integra not knowing him: Okay he was locked away in that cell before she even was born. No problem

But how did Richard never know?!

And correct me if I'm wrong, it had been a while since I've read it, but I think in "The Dawn" Arthur only mentions sending Walter to the mission in Warsaw, so maybe not even the Round Table knew (save maybe for Sir Irons and Penwood).

And even if he was kept down there - imagine little Richard being not allowed there - a place in his own mansion, more or less. I can imagine how his frustration built over all these years, his own father and brother having secrets, going to places, talking about things he never would witness which would eventually lead to him hating his brother.

But I digress.

The question remains ... but the cell seems like the only plausible solution.

Apparently it is locked by one heavy metal door, which would be easy to keep shut and - if necessary- to guard.

[herushingu]

[blood-and-cigars]

So what would have happened if Arthur never died ten years prior to the story? What if the Millennium fiasco happened while he was still alive? What if he died during it and the whole inheritance debacle with Richard and Integra went on amidst all the other chaos of the series?

Discuss.