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Rick/Reader multi-chapter fic!

Taking place on the Citadel of Ricks! Involving a heist, adventure, peril, romance, and space!

You're all ready to relax at the Smith household, maybe drink some wine and have time to yourself while house sitting. But on the first night, you're about to go to sleep when a glowing green portal opens up in the living room. After investigating you fall through into the Citadel of Ricks, and the Rick from your dimension is planning something big.

18+!!! (Eventually!)

[miss-princesspenney]

You prop yourself up onto your elbows,

the metal table beneath you doing nothing for your already sore joints.

worth it though

You watch as Rick stretches, arching his back, and turn away, running a quick hand through his sweat, dampened hair. He pulls open your fridge and grabs the first alcoholic beverage he can find. The domesticity of the movment is made humorous by his stark nakedness. You sigh, catching your breath, and give out a small laugh as your adrenaline rush calms and your brain catches up with you.

that was fun

You slide off the table and pull up your small, cotton panties from around your ankles and back onto your hips with a small snap. Fixing your hair with a swish, you follow Rick's initiative and grab a cold beer.

could have been better though. .

He's more than halfway done by the time you crack your own lid, and you continue to watch him as he gulps the rest down. His throat so slim and his collar bone so prominent, to a glancing eye he looked as wirey as a string bean; but you knew better. The muslce tone in those thin arms and narrow torso were a force to be reckoned with - and you had. On several, often unexpected, occasions.

but he was. . . off today

Rick lets out a burp, wipes his mouth with his wrist, and tosses the can into the sink. There's a moment of silence as you imagine what he might be thinking as his eyes begin to glaze over. The wrinkles forming there make no movement, and you touch your own skin absent-mindedly, wondering when your wrinkles might begin to show. You aren't old enough quite yet, but you aren't getting any younger either. You'd noticed plenty of stray grays in your thick, untamed hair by now. It doesn't really bother you, but something about those crows feet. . .

You light a cigarette and slump down into the aluminum chair next to the table. Its freezing compared to the heat your skin still radiates and your skin breaks out in goose pimples. You take a drag and let it warm you. Letting the smoke slowly drift through your nose, you speak, hopefully breaking Rick out of whatever reverie he's entered.

"Did I wear you out, daddy?"

He huffs a laugh, barely smirking, eyes still distant.

"Yeah. Wore out my bladder. I'm gonna go piss." You lift the corner of your mouth as he walks by, resisting the temptation to slap his bare ass. He snatches the cigarette from your fingers as he passes.

"That's my line, dickhead."

You lean back, tilting your head, and look at the ceiling. Stains on the stucco and flies stuck in the light fixture.

It had been three months since you'd last seen Rick, which was actually a pretty short amount of a time. He had seemed fairly edgey - more than normal - when he'd suddenly portaled into your bedroom as you were getting dressed for work. You had just gotten your top on, only to have Rick stalk over and tear it off your body and kiss you, all in one fluid motion.

work can wait

Work could go straight to hell for all you cared. One moment in Rick's arms was like forever in a thunderstorm of ecstasy. It was loud and elegant, dark and pure, and orgasms were like millions of lightning bolts in the heat of a summer night.

But edgey Rick was different. At least, an edgey Rick that was unsure of how edgey he really was, was different.

You hear the flush of the toilet and decide it was high time you put a shirt on over your bare tits - but glancing around the room, and not wanting to move, the prospect seems like more trouble than its worth. Rick walks up behind you and puts his hands on your shoulders, beginning a light massage. You hum and lift your hand up towards him. He gives the cigarette back and you bring it down for another deep drag before putting it out.

"I hope an empty bladder is gonna make round two more enjoyable."

You imagine him raising an eyebrow at your comment.

"It takes two to tango, sweetheart," he says.

You chuckle darkly.

"Yeah, well, it seems like you've got two left feet." You say as you quickly get up and spin around on him. His defenses are down so it doesn't take much for you to push him towards the couch and then shove him down. Your glad you neglected the shirt.

Rick is still fully exposed. When you straddle him, its all skin on skin, still cooling and still ever so slightly sensitive. He makes a low groan. You lean over him, his eyes looking into yours.

"Now that I have your attention." He looks down at your mouth, as you twirl you tongue behind partially parted lips.

"Sex won't solve your problems - as much as we act like it does. So whatever bullshit is going on up here," you say softly, poking his temple. His brow furrows slightly, and you lean in towards his ear.

"I'm gonna need you to get rid of it. Cause if you're looking for a therapy session, you've come to the wrong office. And if you make me work *now*, I'm gonna have to charge you."

He grins devilishly.

"Is that a threat, or are you switching professions?"

"Get your shit together, Sanchez." You say, not sure if "off" Rick is worth another go. "Or you really can go find yourself a Vantrexian hooker." He growls again, taking you by the hips and throwing your back onto the sofa. You let out a quick yelp that's muffled by Rick's mouth on yours. His tongue tangles itself into yours and you moan in response.

much better

Photo thx to @tiniestrick

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Tired

(Rick x Reader) 1st P.O.V.

It's been a while since I've seen Rick, almost a month. That's how long it's been since I've actually had a good night's sleep. After we met, I guess I got to accustomed to him being there.

After he left, the bed just seemed to cold at night. I couldn't sleep, and I tried everything. Warm tea, milk, pills. I put those silly sounds up, but they couldn't substitute for his obnoxious snoring.

Not to mention the lack of his alcohol breath. As weird as it be, I became way to attached, and he'd probably laugh if he where to ever come back.

It was another late night, where I was stuck to the couch watching adult cartoons and game shows while eating a bunch of junk food. The only difference was the bottle of Grey Goose wedged between couch cushions.

I've never been drunk before, but I think, by the heavy feeling in my stomach, I was about to start feeling the side effects of trying to down half on my first sip.

I can't believe how much I really let this get to me. How much I let him get to me. I remember him saying something about irrational attachments, or something.

Rick also said something regarding love and chemicals, but my memory is getting sort of fuzzy, and I can't quite remember what I ate for breakfast.

I go to take another swig from my bottle, but it turns up empty. I know in the back of mind this isn't a good thing, but I find myself giggling.

"Y-you know if, um, if R-Rick was here, he'd, um... h-he'd probably... I don't know. He does some, uhhh, crazy shit man." I say to myself. "Why'd you leave me, man? I thought, urp, I thought we had something real..." Tears started rolling down my cheeks as I thought about him.

I tried standing up, but I couldn't see straight, and my legs felt like jello. I fell to my knees, seeking purchase on the coffee table.

It took a minute, but I soon was able to at least stand, and I stumbled into the kitchen for some water. It washed out my mouth, but it did little to help the heavy feeling weighing in my stomach.

I've seen movies, and I've seen Rick get shit faced, but I've never heard of any heavy feeling. It was so confusing, and I felt like I was about to pass out.

I knew stairs were a no go, so I crashed on the couch. The last thing I remember hearing was Brian asking Stewie where the hell the return pad took them.

The sun creeped in past my eyelids, igniting the pain in my head and the sudden sickness itching to leave my stomach. I ran to the bathroom with almost record timing and upchucked everything from last night.

I was almost scared to death when I felt someone pull my hair back into a ponytail.

"W-what the-" I throw myself to the side and away from the stranger, wedging myself between the toilet and tub when I saw who it was. "Rick?" The word comes out as a whisper.

"W-wow. Greatest -urp- re-reaction. Wish I caught that o-one on camera." The man chuckles to himself, pulling out his flask to take a sip.

"Where... Where the hell were you?!" I stand, and my head starts screaming in protest at my yell.

"Woah, woah. H-here, take this. I-It'll -urp- it'll help." He pulls a pill out of his pocket, and I take it with an embarrassing amount of trust.

It helped my head almost immediately, and I shouldn't have expected any less.

"Thanks." I flush the toilet and leave, not knowing how to react to his sudden presence. "W-when did you get here?" I ask with more care.

"Last n-night. I-I-I saw you -urp- passed o-out on the couch with a-a vodka bottle. Empty." Rick seems amused at the memory, smiling slightly. "Wish I'd b-been there to see. A-and, uh, you kn-know, help, too."

I roll my eyes at this, and I suddenly feel all the pain from him leaving fall back into my shoulder.

"H-hey, what's we -urp- wrong?" His attention drifts from my drunken state to the tears falling down my cheeks, but I won't let him hug me. Rick almost looks hurt by my denial.

"H-how come you left me, Rick? Y-you didn't even say anything before leaving for a month, a-and then you show up last night and- and-" I'm suddenly overcome with a wretched sob, and I feel honestly pathetic that I let him get me like this. I mean for gosh sakes, it was only a month!

But then again, aren't couples supposed to, you know, communicate? It was different with Rick though. I couldn't expect him to do something so simple. Who knows what could've happened, and all I can think about is how I can't sleep without him.

"I-I'm sorry Rick. I shouldn't-" He interupts me by wrapping his arms completely around me, letting me cry it out on his shoulder. "I just missed you." I mutter.

"I missed you too, baby. I-It's my fault. I-I -urp- I'm sorry." And as much as I hated myself for it, that was all it took to forgive him. I wrapped my arms around his torso as tight as I could, hoping he wouldn't leave again. "I'm not going anywhere."

[bohemiandoll84]

DWC: “I can’t believe I’m sitting in space jail with you of all people.”

“I can’t believe I ended up in space jail with you of all people,” Rick rasps in annoyance with a roll of his eyes, spindly arms folded across his chest as he huffs.

You want to tell him to stop being so dramatic. The situation at hand is not nearly as dire as he’s decided to punish you for. Then again, you did just destroy a planet. You. Specifically.

It all started with an election on a random planet in the FG sector of one of the many universes Rick and you have traversed on adventures you’ve always viewed as random but apparently that have some sort of purpose. On this planet the Grussians were gearing up to help elect a president to a coalition of states in the West. You didn’t really see the point of getting involved, but Rick was adamant as there was a payday promised.

He should have told you about the fact that this particular planet detonated their bomb guns with a swift blow of carbon dioxide and mucus. You couldn’t help that you sneezed at the inauguration, and one of the top security personnel just happened to be standing next to you when you turned in his direction.

Chaos had ensued (again), and suddenly you were surrounded by inter-galactic security with guns pointing at you from every direction. They knew Rick given his standing offenses, so they cuffed the two of you (under the guise of “precautionary measures”) and pushed you towards the open doors of the cop spacecraft. It was when you were getting in that you had another sneezing fit, and the uniforms went ballistic piling into the vehicle. They pulled the craft up from the planet and out into space as quickly as they could.

When you were a safe distance away, you saw the explosion. The whole planet burst into a fiery cacophony of chaos and destruction before becoming a fireball that burned from bright orange quickly down to ash.

Rick was staring you down, fuming.You shrugged coquettishly, trying to smile at his disdain.

The present Rick, who was in a jail cell with you now, suddenly began to laugh. “You know, baby, you’re a mess.”

You smile at him. “You wouldn’t have me any other way.”

He smiles too though it’s thin and ghostlike. Never show too much is his motto. “Yeah, that much is true.”

You’re certain he already has an exit plan for this situation even if he hasn’t told you what it is yet…Rick is always three to ten steps ahead…

@ricksanchezdwc

[arwaaxxi]

Why me?

Summary- Having Daryl confess his feelings for you, was the only thing you ever wanted in this ruined world. But what happens when Negan shows up and everything changes.

[PART NINE]

[Previous Part]  [Next Part]

MASTERLIST

Characters pairing - Father!RickxReader. DarylxReader. NeganxReader.

Note- it’s going to be a series.

Warnings- Smut in future parts, maybe? Violence. Abuse. Death

Number of words - 1421

Couple of weeks passed and I had somehow managed to keep Negan away from me

Everyday some different excuse

I’m sick today, we don’t want you to catch a cold now, do we?

I got my periods this week! Haha sorry….

I have my mood swings! GET THE HELL OUT!

Oh damn I have a massive headache, I guess I will call it a night!

But I knew this won’t work for so long, I knew it and so did Sherry and that’s why she is eating my head right now and I’m doing my best to tune her out, but with that voice of hers I don’t really have an option

“Like I said, Negan is like a dog, give him a bone and he will be busy with it for a while. Give him nothing and he will be more determined to get something out of you” she sighed

“Negan is like a cat to me” I hummed, tapping my finger on my glass “He wants to be treated like a god, get everyone’s attention and yet give no one any attention” I said taking a sip of the bitter tasting liquid “What the hell is this?” I asked

“We can all agree on the common point that Negan is an animal” Sherry laughed “I dont know, some shit Simon found”

“Why is blonde staring at me?” I asked as I glared to the girl who sat across the room looking at me

“Amber, we don’t need more troubles!” Sherry glared at her and I looked between them confused

“What’s going on?” I asked Sherry

“Maybe well if you sat with us here in the common wives room more you would know!” She said drinking her whiskey

“Just answer the question” I said rolling my eyes

“She has gone through a bad day and she is jealous from you”

“Me? Why?” I asked more confused as I glanced at Amber who I just noticed looked upset

“They think Negan gives you a free pass”

“Me? Funny since I don’t see any passes here!” I hissed out

“You don’t wear the uniform, you don’t sit here with the rest, hell he doesn’t come and sleep with you, yet you tease each other whenever you meet.” Sherry laughed “that’s a lot of passes right there”

“Okay first of all! I don’t wear the stupid dress code because I stood up for myself and said No, something you guys should try! Second of all I don’t sit here because you guys look at me like I’m some third class black girl from the 60s which is racist and terrifying!”

“I never thought you got scared!” She laughed

“Oh I do!” I said under my breath

“Maybe but–” Sherry was cut mid sentence as the door flew open and and Dwight walked in and all the females stood up

Negan walked in

With….. Carl?

……Daryl behind them

“Carl?” I gasped as I made a run for him

“Y/N!” Carl’s eyes widened as he took a step towards me but a hand on my shoulder and Carl’s pulled us a part

Negan stood between us, his fingers digging in my shoulders which made me wince

“Hell no!” He laughed “If I dont get any, you don’t get any!” He said running his tongue over his lips

“Why is he here?” I hissed at him

“Don’t use that tone with me!” He said, venom dripping from his mouth

“I need to know he is alright!” I said blinking couple of times

“Y/N, I’m fine!” Carl said

“Let me talk to him!” I pleaded looking at Negan

Everyone in the room was staring at us, it was like high school, everyone wanted drama.

The corner of my eyes I could see Daryl, I wanted to look at him but I couldn’t, I was Negan’s now. And this was the first time I saw Daryl since I got married to Negan.

“Come with me.” Negan said as he grabbed my arm and pulled me into a corner in the room

“Y/N!” Carl called as he tried to take a step

“If the kid moves, shoot Daryl here!” Negan said to Dwight as he smiled at me, my entire body going stiff

“You promised!” I whispered

“I know, but Carl doesn’t. He won’t move!” Negan smirked, and I could see how twisted of a man he was.

“What do you want? I just want to talk to my brother!”

“In this world you have to take and just take, never give!” He chuckled “But you are my dear wife so I can share with you!” He said

“Good! So let me talk to my brother!” I said as I tried to move but he placed his hand on my waist pulling me into him

“Not so fast! I said I would share but so do you!”

“I have nothing to share!” I whispered as the approximation between us was getting close

“Yes you do, and if you want to talk to your brother you got to give me something I want!” He smirked as he studied my face

“What do you want?” I asked afraid of his answer, whatever he wanted it wasn’t worth it

“A kiss” a What?

“What?”

“I don’t repeat myself sweetheart!” He looked like a devil

“Daryl is here, your wives are here! My brother is here!” I said panicking, his hand around me tightened and he pulled me more into him that I was against his flat hard chest, my heart beat quickening, my heart about to jump out of my chest

“You are my wife.” He hissed dangerously “I don’t fucking care about other people, so will you kiss me or should I take Carl and leave?”

If I didn’t kiss him who knows what he would do to Carl? Right?

But Daryl was here

Negan wants me to kiss him to prove a point to Daryl

To break Daryl’s heart

To show Dee that even I now belonged to him

Daryl is my love

But Carl is my brother

By now everyone is watching us intensely, my face was growing red with heat and I was uncomfortable.

I hate Negan

“Sweetheart we don’t have all day!” He said

“Okay.” I whispered but he still heard it

I knew because his next action after smirking and winking at both my brother and old love didn’t go unnoticed by anyone in the room

One hand on my waist holding my right where he wanted me and the other hand cupping my cheek as his finger trailed the outline of my lips, his eyes drifting to them

“I’m gonna fucking enjoy this!” He smirked making my heart race faster

“Get it over with!” I tried to appear confident like it didn’t matter but the truth was I was shaking under his touch

He leaned before taking a second and pausing, his face inches away

In less than a second his lips were on mine, He kissed me softly, I could smell the tabaco on his beard, and taste the whiskey in his mouth. He smelled like sex and death, fear and strangely…. love? My body went completely still for a second before I lost control.

My hands had mind of its own as it reached to him. One hand in his hair as my fingers tug at his roots. His hair totally smooth and soft

The other on his neck pulling him closer into me.

The kiss wasn’t rushed wasn’t punished wasn’t sick. It was soft and caring, he nibbled at my bottom lip giving it a small bite as his tongue danced with mine

His hand on my waist tracing the counter of my body, giving my body a high of its own.

Dwight coughed awkwardly and that’s when I regained control on my body

I pulled away from him, my eyes still closed, because the moment I had to open it, I had to deal with the reality

I never felt like this

Never kissed like this

I opened my eyes after what seemed forever and looked at Negan

His eyes held some emotion I couldn’t pinpoint and it was gone as fast as it came

The smugness was back as he smirked and licked his lips

“If I knew your mouth kissed like that I would have never fucking stopped kissing those sinful lips!” He said loud and clear for the entire room to hear it

I turned away, small blush coating my cheeks as I by mistake locked eyes with Daryl.

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[arwaaxxi]

Why me ?

Summary- Having Daryl confess his feelings for you, was the only thing you ever wanted in this ruined world. But what happens when Negan shows up and everything changes.

[PART TEN]

MASTERLIST

Characters pairing - Father!RickxReader. DarylxReader. NeganxReader.

Note- it’s going to be a series.

Warnings- Smut in future parts, maybe? Violence. Abuse. Death

Number of words - 1196

Negan might have thought me what hatred felt like

But I definitely thought Daryl what betrayal felt like

When my eyes locked with his, I could see the damage that kiss made

He wasn't disgusted by me as much as he was disappointed and hurt I could see it all in his face 'Is this who you are now?' I could read his mind without him opening his mouth

He was ashamed of me and I couldn't blame him He probably thinks me and Negan has many other kisses maybe we went beyond kissing. He wouldn't know

"Have you ever seen titties before kid?" I looked away from Daryl and that's when I saw Negan standing next to Carl

His arm around my brother's shoulder as he pointed at one of his wife

The anger in me refueled as I charged towards them

I yanked his arm away from Carl before giving him a poisons glare

"Don't objectify him!" I hissed "He is just a little kid!"

"Oh sweetheart, Carl here is a young man! He should do what boys his age do and site a little porn, don't you think?" He smiled as he ran his tongue over his lips

"Don't say all that in front of my brother!" I hissed angrily "you said you would let me talk to him, so let me!"

"Very well, I keep my word! But first I have to take care of a little business!" He smirked "ex-cu-se me Y/N!" He sang as he strode towards Sherry who wasn't very far from where I stood

I stroke Carl's arm assuringly as I gave him a soft smile, but he looked at me with anger as he pulled out of my grasp turning his face away

My brother hated me and I couldn't blame him He might as well have came here to rescue me and here he finds me kissing the person who killed his family

I would hate me

"So it's you and him now huh?" Daryl said quietly next to me

"Dee--"

"Don't!" He hissed angrily "Dont say you did this for me, don't say you did this for anyone but yourself!"

"What are you--"

"We all saw how you kiss him, what is it now? You have feelings for him? Is that what it is? He gives you new clothes and a shower and you owe him now? Or does he fuck you so good you can't get enough?" By now Daryl was yelling and the room was back staring at us

I could see Negan in the corner looking at the situation with amusement

"Answer me!" Daryl said grabbing my arm forcing me to look at him

I knew I had fear in my eyes, not just fear but shame and shock

Never did I expect Daryl to tell me these words

"Don't talk to her like that!" Carl snapped as he pushed Daryl away from me, coming between the two of us "Stop it!"

"I'm disappointed in you Y/N" Daryl said "I thought you were better than this!"

"Ohhhh--kaaaay!! Simon give Daryl a time out!! I think he needs some space!" Negan said and Simon pulled Daryl away from us, disappearing behind the big doors

I looked at Negan who smirked at me before turning to Sherry

"Did Amber sleep with Mark?" Be asked and my eyes went wide

This is why she was acting weird This is why she was jealous of me She thought I had it better Oh Amber, what have you done

"What we speak about when you are not here is non of your business!" I heard Sherry say and I was impressed, this was no longer the scared women I met in the woods with Daryl ages ago

I didn't hear what Negan whispered to her, but I saw how tensed she got, I saw her eyes flicker to me and the to Amber

This isn't good

"Go easy on her." Sherry said quietly and I almost missed it

"Calm down!" Negan snapped "have I ever hit one of you?" Oh god, was he gonna hit her? Oh god, my heart was racing to fast

"No, but i know you, there is always worse!" Sherry whispered and he smirked as he walked towards me smirking

"Dwight!" He called out and Dwight was next to me in a blink "Take the little future killer to my room, and make sure he doesn't escape!"

"I will go with him!" I said as I grabbed Carl's hand

"No, you will go with him when I go to him! For now you stay here!" He said as he motioned for Dwight to move, Dwight grabbed Carl's arm and walked out

Negan walked away from me making his way towards Amber and Sherry stood next to me

"What will happen?" I asked her

"She got to options" she answered me

"They are?"

"Go to back to Mark and work for points...."

"What's the second option?" I asked

"Do you know what does that mean?" Negan hissed and Amber nodded  "Do you?" He yelled

"What does it mean?" I asked but Sherry stayed quite, as if living her own nightmare

"Yes Negan, I love you." Amber whimpered

What have you done to them Negan, how could you break them like this? What twisted game have you kept them through?

"I love you to darling, I don't even know why are you crying!" He gave her his sick smile as he wiped away her tears

He got up and walked towards me snickering "After you, sweetheart!" He said as he extended his hand in front of him

I walked in front of him as he soon started walking next to me, swinging Lucile around

"How is Daryl?" I asked him, I knew he wouldn't answer yet I wanted to ask him

"I don't think my wife should ask me about another men!" He said a smile playing on his lips

"I don't think my husband showed keep blackmailing me using the people I care about yet here we are!" I shot back

"Wow sweetheart! You got a filthy mouth on you!" He laughed as we kept walking

"Will you kill Carl?" I asked fearing the answer

"You are asking about men again!" He said in a warning voice

"He is my brother!" I snapped

"Who killed two of my men!" He snapped right back

"Don't kill my brother" I said softly, I didn't want Carl to die, not now not ever

"I like the kid, I won't kill him but I can't let this pass, he has to learn a lesson" he said

"Go easy on him... please"

"Whenever you say these words, it's never to save your skin but to save others, why do you care so much?" He asked me and I could see sincerity in his eyes, something I have never seen

"I guess its my default." I smiled and he nodded

"I will stand here for couple of minutes, give you two privacy, don't take to long!" He said as he opened the door to his room, calling Simon out as I entered to find Carl standing in front of the couch looking at me angrily.

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[arwaaxxi]

WHY ME?

Summary- Having Daryl confess his feelings for you, was the only thing you ever wanted in this ruined world. But what happens when Negan shows up and everything changes.

Characters - Father!RickxReader. DarylxReader. NeganxReader.

Warnings- Smut in future parts, maybe? Violence. Abuse.

[PART ONE]

[PART TWO]

[PART THREE]

[PART FOUR]

[PART FIVE]

[PART SIX]

[PART SEVEN]

[PART EIGHT]

[PART NINE]

[PART TEN]

[PART ELEVEN]

[arwaaxxi]

Why me?

Summary- Having Daryl confess his feelings for you, was the only thing you ever wanted in this ruined world. But what happens when Negan shows up and everything changes. 

[PART ONE]

[Next part]

 Characters pairing - Father!RickxReader. DarylxReader. NeganxReader. 

 Note- it's going to be a series. 

Warnings- Smut in future parts, maybe? Violence. Abuse. Death

 Number of words - 1258

"Y/n, I want to talk to you about something." Daryl spoke to me, as he rubbed his neck nervously. He was a man of few words and when he spoke I made it a habit to listen carefully. "Sure, D. What do you want?" I asked him, a smile plying on my lips "What is this about?" "I wanted to talk to you about us." He said slowly. "What about us?" I asked nervously, is this really happening? "I thought... I thought if you aren't busy tonight maybe, you know, we could... sit and have dinner? Together" he rushed the words out of his mouth. Of course he could kill several walkers together but ask me on a date? Oh no that gotta be so hard! "Like a date?" I asked nervously, hoping I wasn't reading into things "Yeah, whatever!" He said as he removed his hair from his face "Sure" I smiled at him and he nodded. "Daryl, are you coming?" My dad yelled as he walked towards us. "Yeah, Rick." Daryl said looking at him "Where are you two going?" I asked looking between both men "Hilltop!"

Maggie was really sick. And she had to see a doctor, only problem is they needed the doctor in the hilltop for this job and that was a long drive. I love Maggie, in fact I love everyone here and I know they love me too. But they see me as Rick's daughter and not the grown up women I want to be seen as. They keep all the heavy work far, far away from me, which is ridiculous! I shoot guns just as well as my dad, if not better. And I can handle my cross bow just as good, Daryl was my teacher after all. Rick and Lori had me when they were in high school, so as much as you had guessed, they have kept me a secret for so long. But when all hell broke lose, I found Lori, and shocking news- I saved her and Carl. Before Sean showed up of course.

Carl was the best thing in my life, and so was Judith! I don't care what dad thinks, she is his daughter in my eyes and she is my sister no matter what.

And here I was sitting playing and kicking off some pebbles as I saw them load everything in the van, preparing to transfer Maggie to the hilltop, I hope she gets well soon. Everyone was going except me, Dad wanted me to take care of Judith, he still didn't trust Gabriel that much, Gabriel knew I was baby sitting him. He wanted to do anything to get Rick's trust back. I get it, Gabriel isn't as strong, dad simply bullies him whenever he gets the chance.

"Take care of Judith, Y/n" dad said as he patted me on my back and headed on his way with the others

Me and Rick were more of best friends, than father daughter. When he found us, me and him hit it off. I was of course angry that he and Lori, left me. Like I was nothing, but I got over it. If anything the dead teach you, it's that there is nothing worth fretting about.

So what if your parents abandoned you? For half your life? One of them was dead now anyway, everyone has their flaws!

"Y/n!" Gabriel said rushing to me, Judith in his hand crying. I got alarmed, what happened? "What's wrong?" I asked as I stood up "I don't know, she has fever and won't stop crying." Gabriel said, panic filling his voice. "Let me see." I said as I placed my hand on Judith's forehead. "She is burning up!" "I know." "I will go to hilltop, catch up with the rest and get her some medicine and get back fast." I sad as I started walking towards my motorcycle, Daryl have found it and gave it to me. It meant so much to me and he knew it.

Daryl, the guy who I fell in love with the moment he opened his stupid mouth, I saw him crush over everyone, but not once did he crush on me, I hope tonight goes well. The universe was smiling at me, at last!

"You can't leave us here!" Gabriel said as he walked behind me "Gabriel, Rick barely started trusting you, leaving Judith to get sick wouldn't do you any good, now would it?" I said as I got on my motorcycle and wore my helmet "But Rick left you here to protect us!" Gabriel said nervously "Thank you for thinking so highly of me" I chuckled "But I need to to help Judith and I trust you to keep everyone here safe till I get back, I won't be late. I promise" I said as I turned on the motorcycle and started driving.

It's been only couple of hours, so dad and the rest must have reached hilltop by now. I hope Dad won't be pissed cause I left Judith with Gabriel. Gabriel was trying to change, and i know the look in his eyes, the same look I saw in Rick and Lori's face.

I have been driving for not so long but then, something was wrong. Something didn't feel right. I stopped my bike and got down, I know I shouldn't but I couldn't shake this awful feeling I had. Shit, that was the van that they left in! I ran towards the van and nothing was there, it was empty. I got out and I could see small light far away, I walked slowly towards it and the light grew bigger.

Fuck!

Everyone was kneeling, even dad. I reached down for the gun behind my back, the first gun Rick ever gave me. There were a lot of people, all had guns, Daryl... oh my god Daryl looked miserable, I think he is shot. There was this guy, everyone's attention was on him, he had a baseball bat with him, who the fuck is he. Oh god, that guy with half burnt face, i know him. Me and Daryl encountered him before, that mother fucker was holding his crossbow.

My grip tightened around the gun, everyone was so engrossed listening to him, no one noticed me sneak behind the big van that was there. Carl was the first to see me, his eye went wide. I placed a finger on my mouth, telling him to be quite. He looked panicked and scared. Maggie looked in so much pain. Glen looked so hurt, he was crying. Who the hell was this guy? And why was everyone so afraid of him? I'm gonna kill him for scaring everyone. No one scares or hurt my family, not even this asshole with a bat.

"But, you killed my people!" the man with the bat snickered. his people? who are his people? "A whole lot of them, more then am comfortable with!" he said as he raised his hand to his chest.

Negan.

This is Negan. we killed his people. But I thought we killed him, killed everyone of them. Fuck!

"So now, I'm going to beat the holy hell out of one of you." he said, Like hell you are!

I clenched my gun tighter, my knuckles went white. I started planning my attack.

"This is Lucile" he waved the bat in dad's face. I clearly dont like this guy.

Taking a deep breath, I jumped and ran as fast and as quite as i possibly could.

"All this, just so we could pick out, which one of you get the honors" he said as he marched to Abraham.

"How about, you!" I said as I pressed my gun to his head.

Everyone gasped. his men drew their guns fast. everything pointed towards me

"Y/n!" many voices said.

Negan laughed.

I'm fucked.