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[katsmihya]

Daily life with Itoshi siblings: Rin's twin

A/N: okay so my characterisation of the siblings naturally leans into the autism hcs, that's just how I see them. You can still read them in a neurotypical sense, upto you.

CW: fluff, banter, and a fight. Typical sibling shit. gn!reader. No mention of any gendered terms I hope??? Spamming (y/n) as is my birth right. Ignore the fact that the gc had no name in the first two pics, that is my bad. The 'stories' are divided by the gray dividers.

LOL why is it so many images.....

Also this is so fun :( !!! I kinda wanna see how the twins resolve shit with sae now

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Autistic!Itoshi brothers hcs pt.2

A/N: this was requested, so everyone gets another piece of this cake😋

P.S. Part 1 here. And once again, I'm AuDHD-leaning, so these are based on things that I do.

TW: mild self harm caused by stims. They don't mean to hurt themselves. Mild cursing?

Autistic!Itoshi brothers who, being so devoted to their one singular passion, don't bother to stop and think how.... quirky some of their habits are

Autistic!Rin for whom 'making expressions is too much hassle' is a completely valid thought, and doesn't know why people keep thinking he's cold by default

Autistic!Rin who finds himself clenching his hands when something good happens, or bad. Just any extreme. Previously it used to be bouncing his leg, or banging his hands somewhere. Even before that, vibrating in his spot. His body translates high emotions into high energy that needs an outlet

Autistic!Rin who does bite the inside of his cheek until it bleeds. He knows it's bad, his parents keep badgering him about 'you're twisting your face again', but it just!! helps!!!! And it keeps him nice and quiet and occupied

Autistic!Rin who likes swearing cause it 'feels good.' Emotionally, it's whatever, just another method to explain himself, but physically. Oh. It feels SO GOOD. It feels nice in the mouth, plus he gets to put all the physical force he wants in saying "fucking shit"

Autistic!Rin who grew out his bangs as his most convenient shield against eye contact. He hates the day-to-day eye contacts with the cashier, the neighbour, the stranger passing by. So his bangs come super handy

I think autistic!Rin might not enjoy rings. But he's into bracelets!! Enjoys the feel of fitting or loose, dangly (that's the best I can find😔) things around his wrists. Gives him something to fidget with without grabbing attention

Autistic!Rin who feels mad awkward when he had to initiate communication. Ordered 'no onions' but got onions? He's keeping his ass sat and mouth shut with those fuckass onions. It's just weird to correct people, and he can't find the right words to ask for a replacement politely. Eating onion is easier

Autistic!Rin who is okay wearing different socks of different colors... but they have to be the same length and texture. And thickness. Does he just buy the same model of the same brand, everytime? Obviously. It's efficient

Autistic!Itoshi brothers for whom control is a huge thing. Control over their environment, control over how much noise, what flavors, what textures, and what people they're surrounded by. Catch them skirting away from social interactions. Meeting new people? Please. Their teammates and parents have tried, none succeeded

Autistic!Itoshi brothers for whom control plays out kinda feline-y. You keep your keys in a place that isn't "the keys places" in their head? Jail. They keep their keys in a non-key place? There were reasons. Plus they were "about to keep it in place"

Point is, let them do it. It's physically itchy to not have control

Autistic!Sae who finds a weird kind of peace in complete silence. For a few days. Without any contact with anyone. Maybe he'd even skip a meal or two, just to avoid the sensory stimulation of movement. He hates any calls disturbing his peace, it immediately puts him on edge

Autistic!Sae has his notifications on silent. No, not just during the match. Even before, after, and at all times. The constant sound of it sets him off. He's even blocked several apps from sending any notifs. The fewer the merrier

Autistic!Sae who gives the nastiest side-eye to the poor person with a wailing child around him. His brother might be kinder in such matters, but he's not. The child is ruining his perfect peace, and he's mentally cursing it

Autistic!Sae who's a very plan-type person. If he imagined the goal playing out a certain manner and it doesn't follow, he's shaken. If he planned his evening and something shifts things, he's visibly frazzled. For a while. He'll shake it off, but it's not about whether the change was a bad one or not; there was a change. That he didn't expect nor plan for. He doesn't like that

Autistic!Sae who doesn't see the point in wasting time feeling, thinking, and doing things that are redundant. It's his Thing. He believes in moving the least amount of moves when at home. If he's going to the kitchen for water, he'll also fetch the snacks he knows he'll crave an hour later. Flight tomorrow afternoon? Bags packed tonight. No change. He's not wasting his morning stressing out trying to finish packing.

And if he misses packing anything by chance? Well. Now the question is does he really need that thing or not.

Autistic!Sae who is very touchy with his hair. Obviously. No one else in God's green earth knows how to recreate his fuckass hair 'style' since he does it himself. He also can't stand it growing too long which might be an inch longer

Autistic!Sae has a habit of craving kombucha every couple weeks. It's his only nostalgia from home. And he has to have it when he craves it or his manager faces him cranky

Autistic!Sae loves wearing that chain around his neck. It's a staple. It grounds him in unfamiliar situations. You will find him reaching for it during interviews, or just touching the collar of his top where it sits underneath. One time he lost it, he felt like crying and not leaving the hotel room. Manager keeps two of those

Think autistic!Sae might be into an anklet? Only one. Fitting. Kinda like those marathi anklets. I can imagine him wearing one around the house. It makes him feel bonita :3

Autistic!Itoshi brothers whose emotions exist in a 'vacuum' most of the time, only being able to distinguish feelings that differ significantly from that blah. They have to rely on physical sensations (a tight stomach, a throbbing head) to decipher what they felt about something

Autistic!Itoshi brothers who can quickly tell you what anger, elation, and agony feels like... but things like bittersweet, boredom, missing someone are harder to distinguish

Autistic!Itoshi brothers don't remember the last time they missed someone. Rin feels betrayed, but does he miss Sae?? Sae doesn't look like he's ever felt homesickness. It's kind of a redundant emotion, so it's phased out, only showing up as a vague emptiness in the chest or a heaviness in the belly

A short one cause I really couldn't think of more. Soz😞 brain been busy with university-hunting. Enjoy💕💕

[katsmihya]

BLLK omegaverse hcs pt.1

OKAY SO it was brought to my attention (by no one) that I haven’t talked about my latest obsession with one of my favorite tropes of all time, so here yall go, my a/b/o takes on these idiots and some general hcs 

CW: character analysis type shi. If you’re thinking relationship hcs I don’t have them, sorry. Maybe some other day. Omegaverse by itself LOL. Some of these are written by half-asleep keeshu at 1.30am, read with caution 

Characters: Isagi Yoichi, Bachira Meguru, Itoshi Rin, Itoshi Sae, Michael Kaiser. (Will make a part two with Chigiri, Kunigami, Barou, Nagi, Reo, Aiku, and Karasu next)

pt.2 here! bllk masterlist

Isagi: ALPHA THAT DOES NOT SHOW 

Man shut upppppppp 

I NEED him to be an alpha so badly 

He’d be soooooooo subtle. You’d never know he’s an alpha until he verbally reveals it 

Talking to someone and is like, “oh yeah, I get you. Ruts can be so rough. My last one was—” I’m sorry, the WHAT. YOU??😃 

He’s crying internally every time. He has to find a reliable way to prove himself. He needs people to take him seriously 

Smell: Cinthol??? Yeahh. Also detergent. Fresh linen. Maybe some lemongrass if you look closely. Cleancore 

His scent is the ultimate cheat code against wearing scent patches. And he HATES those. So he’s never used them. Karasu and Rin are jealous.

I think he’d be nervous during that ‘finding a partner’ phase, because he’s just not used to others seeing him as a real alpha. He may have some suppressed frustration about it 

Needless to say, 100/10 partner and mate. Ugh. Sweetheart who could break your back, your bed, and make you breakfast in the morning with a sweet smile 

Bachira: Beta. Mayyybee omega but I dont wanna 

My schizophrenic pookie does not need any more struggles in life. I will free him 

He spends the better part of his time learning about a/b/o culture, purely to make fun of it. Pretty sure baby Bachi started fights with alphas saying, “what are you gonna do, growl at me?” 

Makes ‘alpha/sigma daddy, omega kitten’ jokes. No need to elaborate. 

Sometimes I think he’d wish he was an omega. Craved and loved by someone like that. Assured that they won’t leave him. He likes to curl up and sleep those nights :) 

Rin: Unwillingly alpha (LOL the author said so) 

Ehe. I love making my faves suffer. 

He has BAD ruts. Like insane period cramps type shi. Hates everyone and everything, including the concept of existence, those couple days 

PLease let him take a leave. He needs 5 day period leave bro 

Scent: uhmmmm camphor?? Like clean and minty but the kind that might make your nose hurt a little. If he’s in a bad mood, trust your nose won’t survive. Have a mask in hand. He gives me those plasticky manufactures men’s perfume type scent, the kind with abstract-ass names like ‘effervescence’ (pls I’m just hating on him atp ToT) 

My RinSae heart thinks he sniffs his niichan’s old sweater during those times. Sae is idiot-rich enough to leave some of his perfume bottles at home, so Rin doesn’t go thru the horror of Sae’s scent fading 

This ritual just makes him more upset and angry, but at least it settles the cramps. Which makes him hate his brother even more. 

Sae: Omega because I said so 

No i’m not writing incest guys chill. I just like making their dynamics worse 

See. Sae is just fine. He does not care. Sure, once or twice he has considered borrowing Rin’s clothes when they were kids (Rin would NOT have minded. At all) but then he just. didn’t. And that’s all 

Pops in painkillers and calls it a day. Does not give enough fucks to go thru his heat the proper way, nor is he particularly dysphoric. He’s like the nonbinary of a/b/o LMFAO 

Deadpanned his gender the day he got his first heat, like okay. Moving on,, 

He does not have painful heats!!!!!! Rin HATES him for it!! He might be mildly disoriented but that’s all 

Scent: mildly flowery. Like mogras?? Barely noticeable unless you’re in his space FUCKING SHIDOU SMELLED IT BEFORE US. There’s also something vaguely fruity (side-eye) about him. Like I’m imagining a hint of something juicy and fresh but can’t pinpoint what fruit 

Likes having a decorated nest, surprisingly. Him having a nest is surprising too. It’s just scarves and sweaters that he likes the textures of, some perfumes he saves to spritz on his pillows, floral scented candles around it. That’s all. Chilling during his heats, happy on the inside while he watches match highlights from the comfort of his mattress  

Kaiser: Alpha. Lemme explain 

Haha. Lol. 

Ahhhhhhhhh Kaiser. Kaiser. 

See, his dad was an alpha too, so right off the bat he hates himself for being somehow similar. Like yeah, superiority “powerful gender” blah blah and he does play into it, but also,,,,, he hates it 

He hates his ruts, hates his instincts, hates his primal side. Just overall tries to deny it 

I believe he tries to stick to his rationality at all times. Pathologically. So he almost reacts like a beta to alphas and omegas alike. It’s just tiny things like clenched fists or a twitch in his muscle that give it away

Some people assume he’s a beta. He lets them. Doesn’t like talking about it. 

Only Isagi “eugh, scent patches” Yoichi gets a full-blown reaction. He knows Kaiser’s an alpha. He’s sworn to secrecy. 

Does he go thru ruts like a normal person? No, haha, what’s a rut? 

He probably becomes like 25 and has the most honest to god painful rut of his life. Probably feels like dying. Sobs on the cold apartment floor. But yeah, he’s exempt for the first decade. 

Scent: oooo probably a roasted, campfire type thing. Roasted peanuts?? Like yk, that umami, heated scent some things have? Subtle, but very nice. Very toasty. Like, 5% of chilli flakes too. 

I think he’d pair it nicely with some honeyed, sweeter notes of perfume. He likes to mess around with scents, see what makes him feel good :)!!

So strange to write so many characters ahhhhh😞😞 but I'm having fun lolol. I didn't add relationship hcs just yet bc I kinda want to establish these general hcs first before trying and diving into how they'd be with a partner

[katsmihya]

BLLK masterlist

All of these can be read as qpr or platonic pairing unless stated otherwise!

Daily life with Itoshi siblings: Rin's twin

fluff, slight angst, sibling banter

Autistic!Itoshi brother hcs

rin & sae, character hcs + analysis

BLLK omegaverse hcs pt.2

chigiri, kunigami, barou, nagi, reo, karasu, & aiku. character analysis thingy

BLLK omegaverse hcs pt.1

isagi, bachi, kaiser, rin, & sae. character analysis type smn

Kaw kaw or smn idk

karasu & bestie!reader, texts fluff

Being Kaiser's therapist friend

short blurb, fluff

Isagi Yoichi texts

texts, fluff, mention of sexy

Keeshu's descent into bllk madness... pt.2

kaiser & childhood friend!reader, texts, spicy friends, banter

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STOP THAT SMIRK IS KILLING ME

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girl...IM SAT NOW. WHOEVER THAT PERSON IS-ISTFG THIS IS GONNA GET INTERESTING

OH YES IT WILL BECAUSE I HAVE P L A N S FOR PART THREE YALL AINT READY