#rixevr rambles

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My new name is Vahn. Vahn Ashton G. is probably going to be my full name now... I’m sorry for the trouble, but thank you for all who care

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I’m seriously thinking about moving accounts and changing names. I’m unhappy that I’ve been tiptoeing around the fact that I’m fucking male, like. full on male transgender need to go to therapy and take testosterone

its hard for me but I want to change my name again and I have one in mind.... I’m just so frustrated with my entire existence 

I asked my mom to use he/him pronouns today after Caitlyn Jenner came out today and it spiraled into my dad calling me a shit head for wanting to be called by my rightful name and... fuck it’s really stupid

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I hugged a waitress the other day because she accidentally closed out a check close to ours or something and it messed everything up, and we asked what was up, and like... her dog got put in the vet because it was attacked like just a few hours earlier and she was so fucking sad about it... and the dog was previously a bait dog so the waitress was just so distraught so I was just like do “you want a hug?” and she was just so thankful for letting her vent to us... i hope her dog and her are okay now :’-(

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I think about this every day

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I’ve just had a major set back recently, guys... I’m not really one to be so open about this kind of thing, but I’ve been meaning to be about my transition in the future anyway, so... here. I can’t drive legally for 6 months now, because I had another seizure last week. This means I had to quit my job yesterday, because it takes 40 minutes to get there and back with no one to actively take me there for me. I’ve now been put on seizure medication, which should (fingers crossed) help the issue at hand, but holy fucking shit. I’m so done. 

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I'm at the point where I'm just going to unfollow anyone that reblogs straight porn

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Seriously considering using my middle name Michael

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I’m fully convinced that after I transition no one will want me