theyre t4t in my heart

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theyre t4t in my heart
a few years after the finale, tabitha writes a piece on her time with the roys for some ny mag. the title is something punchy like “i never fucked roman roy” and it goes totally viral. people are writing think pieces in response, the twitter girlies are absolutely eating it up, and atn is losing their shit over it. she gets asked to write a tell-all book like jess did but politely declines, she’s said all she needed to. shiv has a copy of the article printed and framed to give roman as a gift, who rolls his eyes when he gets it but later hangs it up in one of his guest bathrooms.
I think Roman’s “impotence” is so interesting bc it comes from not being able to ask/or say what he needs..like he lacks agency he’s all funny and perverse until it comes down to the act. I think he craves “normal” sex (which whatever that means to him?) but he can’t allow that kind of vulnerability. He’s with gerri bc that feels right being told he’s a fuck up and worthless and gross affirms thoughts and beliefs he already has but having missionary with lots of eye contact and passion is much scarier. He can let Lukas pee on his phone bc it’s fun to be gross but the second he’s asking him about failure he flounders. He can’t be with Tabitha bc he can’t be honest, he can’t tell her “I don’t know what I want/I don’t know how to want anything because my entire life I’ve gotten whatever I wanted (except what matters” bc he doesn’t have the words. I love Roman bc when he feels big emotions he cowers, he doesn’t want to be honest or vulnerable it’s easy to say the worst thing you can think of pretend you don’t care it’s hard to be ernest and to admit you crave softness/care/love when all your life that’s why you’ve been ridiculed and abused.
Commission for my awesome friend @galaxygl1mmer who let me draw my girl Tabitha and her wonderful long legs pinning Roman to a wall hehehehehehe🔥❤️
It’s strange everything i’ve seen of the love life for Roman Roy from succession tells me he is basically 100% on the ace spectrum. Like the man is somewhere on the grey ace-Demisexual side of things.
I watched the wild scene where he tries to have sex with Tabitha and that whole thing is just screaming
“I want to try this but I just need to not be myself to do it”
And I have had this Experience, like the getting into it and then it just shuts off like
“Yeah nope this is, nope no”
like he wants to have sex with her because he thinks it’s the way to move things along (from what I have seen im on episode 3 of season 1 but my TikTok fyp is just scenes from all over the place so)
Like he has some form of sex drive and interest cause that phone scene with Gerri….and the bathroom door scene….like…he would be down for mutual diddles while in bed with someone.
But full on sex I think he gets so in his own head to please his partner that unless he’s so out of it mentally he just can’t really, get there.
Like he wants love and connection but can’t do the sexual intimacy part.
I’m gonna end up kinning Roman Roy aren’t I?
God damn it…this is me with will graham all over again
Like I already have my daydream character ready. She’s a normal working person and Roman falls for her, and she helps him connect to normal people but like they both have sever family issues so they bond over that and she tells him she doesn’t wanna bang him and it’s like not needed for her to stay with him. And she also crochets him a winter hat and scarf out of super soft yarn and he wears it all winter long and won’t let anyone touch them.
So Roman Roy has entered my merry go round of fictional and IRL hyoerfixations
I feel like Roman's myriad of problems would be solved if Tabitha pegged him once
roman & tabitha || we’ll never have sex
i made a thing! i banged this sucker out in one day (hyperfixes be like that) — just in time for a new episode tomorrow! prayer hands up that our best girl tabs is in it and all the ones after. also i’m officially the first full length romantabs amv on youtube. everybody clap
QUEENS of exposing their bf at important family dinners